Just woken up from a short nap...
and now i cant get back to sleep...
and feeling hungry...
and its after 8...
haiz...
happened to tune in to 9.87FM on my way home and heard a short conversation, i laughed while walking back and i think people who saw me thought im nuts...
i forgot the listener's name, so i put XXX.
DJ: Hello, whats your name?
XXX: I am XXX, can dun put my voice on air?
DJ: Sure!!! (they still put it on air)
XXX: I want to enquiry a song...
DJ: What?? you want to enquiry a song? (Laughing away!!!)
XXX:Dun like that leh~~
DJ: ok ok, this song is for who? (still laughing away)
XXX: Its for my friends' from macdonald...
DJ:Oh, did you just said Macdonald? Alright, i ask you a question, how do you order food from the counter?
XXX:I want to have aset ( supposed to be a set, but she kind of missed the "a")
DJ: What!!?? you wanna have sex???
DJ: She wanna have sex with the macdonald!!!
The two mean DJs were laughing their heads off!!! me too...
十年
Few more days to 2010...
What have you done in the past 10 years?
What have you achieved in the past 10 years?
what are the things that happened in the past 10 years that you still remember up till this day?
Some had graduated and came out to work...
Some found the love of their lifetime...
Some had lost someone dear to them...
Some had changed so much, yet some had never changed a bit...
From 2000-2005, the road had not been very smooth for me... nothing seems to be on my side...
partly because im still immature and not knowing whats the priority in my life... i regretted...
too many things happened that made me grown up... and enlisting to army was the time i started to think of my future and what kind of life am i going to live... tts why i say, army does make people become more mature in thinking... but of course that does not applies to everyone...
sometimes its rather scary when you start to feel that time is clicking away just like that...
seeing your parents getting older and white hair starts to appear...
personally i do feel scared... and very worried...
all of us have to leave on fine day... but i dun think i had done enough, praying everyday that my father will be in good health and at least see one of us get married...
From 2006-2009, things starts to pick up... i had achieved many things... i would say the road had became smooth for me... except for relationship... but anyway, things are on my side as for now... at least im working hard for my future... and i really hope next year "i can buy a bigger bed..."
Merry Christmas and Happy 2010(greetings from Thailand)...
What have you done in the past 10 years?
What have you achieved in the past 10 years?
what are the things that happened in the past 10 years that you still remember up till this day?
Some had graduated and came out to work...
Some found the love of their lifetime...
Some had lost someone dear to them...
Some had changed so much, yet some had never changed a bit...
From 2000-2005, the road had not been very smooth for me... nothing seems to be on my side...
partly because im still immature and not knowing whats the priority in my life... i regretted...
too many things happened that made me grown up... and enlisting to army was the time i started to think of my future and what kind of life am i going to live... tts why i say, army does make people become more mature in thinking... but of course that does not applies to everyone...
sometimes its rather scary when you start to feel that time is clicking away just like that...
seeing your parents getting older and white hair starts to appear...
personally i do feel scared... and very worried...
all of us have to leave on fine day... but i dun think i had done enough, praying everyday that my father will be in good health and at least see one of us get married...
From 2006-2009, things starts to pick up... i had achieved many things... i would say the road had became smooth for me... except for relationship... but anyway, things are on my side as for now... at least im working hard for my future... and i really hope next year "i can buy a bigger bed..."
Merry Christmas and Happy 2010(greetings from Thailand)...
Started my shift work since last Thursday...
and i love it... Haha~
cos i do not have to wake up as early as 6.30am...
but after talking to some of my colleagues, most of them like got bored of this shift work life style... Haha~ telling me i must get use to it and adapt to this kind of life...
To me, this is the kind of life i always wanted!!!
Yes, i have to wake up as early as 4am at times... but i get to knock off as early as 12nn when SOMEBODY JUST START HIS WORK, and after that i still have the time to do my own things.
Used to work office hours in the past, and i hate it... You just dun have to time on weekdays, you have to wake up early, by the time you knock off, its almost evening... sometimes OT... and you have to sleep early because you need to wake up early the next day...
Only weekends allows you to sleep late, hang out late... and weekends always pass by so fast...
Now i dun have to care what shift im working... i just have to plan what am i going to do after/before work... haha~ im just feel that now i seems to have so much time for myself, friends and family...
Its almost 2pm now, and im still at home slacking while others had already started their work early in the morning while im still sleeping, some feeling sleepy and wanting to go home soon...
SO POOR THING!!! HAHA~
I must live my life to the fullest from now on... achieving what i want for myself...
2010 will be the year where i start to fulfill all the things in my wish list... of course one by one...
and i love it... Haha~
cos i do not have to wake up as early as 6.30am...
but after talking to some of my colleagues, most of them like got bored of this shift work life style... Haha~ telling me i must get use to it and adapt to this kind of life...
To me, this is the kind of life i always wanted!!!
Yes, i have to wake up as early as 4am at times... but i get to knock off as early as 12nn when SOMEBODY JUST START HIS WORK, and after that i still have the time to do my own things.
Used to work office hours in the past, and i hate it... You just dun have to time on weekdays, you have to wake up early, by the time you knock off, its almost evening... sometimes OT... and you have to sleep early because you need to wake up early the next day...
Only weekends allows you to sleep late, hang out late... and weekends always pass by so fast...
Now i dun have to care what shift im working... i just have to plan what am i going to do after/before work... haha~ im just feel that now i seems to have so much time for myself, friends and family...
Its almost 2pm now, and im still at home slacking while others had already started their work early in the morning while im still sleeping, some feeling sleepy and wanting to go home soon...
SO POOR THING!!! HAHA~
I must live my life to the fullest from now on... achieving what i want for myself...
2010 will be the year where i start to fulfill all the things in my wish list... of course one by one...
YES!!!
After 6 weeks of boring lessons in classroom, im going to complete the theory portion!!!
Lucky for me, so far had passed all the tests... felt sorry for my batch mate who just got terminated by the company... but its for his own good and the company as well... wish him the best and hope he can find a job soon... And hope i can survive till the training is over... end dec... and i can celebrate my passing out in Thailand!!! Haha~
Got the gift to exchange on the 19th... if its cancel, i will use it myself... Haha~
about 19 days to Thailand, but dun feel the excitement as much as last time we went to Taiwan...
but sure to be as fun as Taiwan, and a more tidy hotel room, without any tooth paste on the tap, shit stain in the toilet bowl(maybe its mine la! haha!), messy table with all the cosmetics... and most importantly, no kick on my butt in the middle of the night... i can snore for all i like... as loud as i possibly CAN!!!
Im watching SEA games now... Swimming...
Singapore got another gold...
and yes, i shouted at my television, asking them to swim faster... Haha~
Like they said, behavior of an old-aged man...
and im VERY VERY disturbed by the 走音 of the National Anthems...
Is it pre-recorded or played live? No matter what, it sucks lo... the band or the sound system...
Yeah~ we came to an agreement that the Electric/Water bill have to be split 50-50... hope this way will remind them to switch off the lights when not in use instead of leaving them on overnight... Now, i must think of something that will remind them to lock the doors... any suggestions? hire some thieves to steal something?
Money really no enough... must think of some ways to make more money... hope Jan start, money will start rolling again...
Went back for training on sat morning, my trainer told me some "stories" that he encountered in the depot, and he pointed the place/room to me... i shivered... and he brought me to the deserted toilet, i say i dun want to go liao he die die want to bring me... thanks... no choice just have to follow him... damn eerie when i got close to the room beside the toilet... hope i dun encounter any in the years to come...
This week will be a crucial week, wish me luck...
After 6 weeks of boring lessons in classroom, im going to complete the theory portion!!!
Lucky for me, so far had passed all the tests... felt sorry for my batch mate who just got terminated by the company... but its for his own good and the company as well... wish him the best and hope he can find a job soon... And hope i can survive till the training is over... end dec... and i can celebrate my passing out in Thailand!!! Haha~
Got the gift to exchange on the 19th... if its cancel, i will use it myself... Haha~
about 19 days to Thailand, but dun feel the excitement as much as last time we went to Taiwan...
but sure to be as fun as Taiwan, and a more tidy hotel room, without any tooth paste on the tap, shit stain in the toilet bowl(maybe its mine la! haha!), messy table with all the cosmetics... and most importantly, no kick on my butt in the middle of the night... i can snore for all i like... as loud as i possibly CAN!!!
Im watching SEA games now... Swimming...
Singapore got another gold...
and yes, i shouted at my television, asking them to swim faster... Haha~
Like they said, behavior of an old-aged man...
and im VERY VERY disturbed by the 走音 of the National Anthems...
Is it pre-recorded or played live? No matter what, it sucks lo... the band or the sound system...
Yeah~ we came to an agreement that the Electric/Water bill have to be split 50-50... hope this way will remind them to switch off the lights when not in use instead of leaving them on overnight... Now, i must think of something that will remind them to lock the doors... any suggestions? hire some thieves to steal something?
Money really no enough... must think of some ways to make more money... hope Jan start, money will start rolling again...
Went back for training on sat morning, my trainer told me some "stories" that he encountered in the depot, and he pointed the place/room to me... i shivered... and he brought me to the deserted toilet, i say i dun want to go liao he die die want to bring me... thanks... no choice just have to follow him... damn eerie when i got close to the room beside the toilet... hope i dun encounter any in the years to come...
This week will be a crucial week, wish me luck...
Yeah~ Its Chef Zhou Period...
This week, Cheese Tarts... Yum Yum~~~
After eating the cheese tarts(forgot the name of the shop) in JB few weeks ago, had the craving to eat it again, but i cant go so far just to eat those tarts, so... i made them myself!!!
Went to get all the ingredients in the early afternoon at a pastry shop near sim lim square, stayed there for at least 30 mins, cant figure out or cant even find the required ingredients like unsweetened chocolate, powdered sugar... They do have another term to call, just that im not sure...
Feedback from people who ate them, not bad as a whole, but too watery, too much whipping cream i supposed, the original(white) tart is too sweet... other than that, GOOD... yummy... Hahaha~
made a total of 60 tarts, spread my "love" around... my japanese neighbour, my grandmother, my besties and my family...
Oh ya, an answer to why is it so sweet... cos of its name... i call my tarts, sweet sweet love... HAHAHAHAHA~~~
will try other things when i got the time...
Dalung Dalung Dalung Dalung Dalung DALUNGGGGGGGGG!!!Heehee...
Year End Drama... A must watch... Woohoo...
I like this drama, because the script really said out the words in my heart...
After looking at my roster...
i think i got some time to do some work out...
will be visiting gym... like everyday...
very soon... i will say goodbye to FATTY ZHOU...
and hello six-pack handsome CHEW...
if i can be taller... it would be so so much better...
I have a target and i must achieve it...
3 months... hopefully...
i will let those people who looked down on me drop their glasses... and jaws...
Wahahahaha~~~
"Family do not hold grudges against each other..."
"家人哪来的隔夜仇.."
We fought and quarrel countless times, got beaten up by him most of the times, but still, we are brothers... the only brother who has the same blood flowing our bodies... Who dun make mistakes in his/her entire life? Its how we see things and how we forgive and forget...
Other than my family, the three of you are like my brother and sisters. 13 years of friendship, hard to come by, and even hard to maintain, we somehow did it... we quarrel and on cold wars at times, but in the end we are still together as one... I cherish this and i hope you do... To me, no one in this life will ever be more important than you. You may not think the same, but i just want to let you know that you are one of the most important people in my life...
EMPTY
A sudden feel of emptiness when i sat in the middle of Vivo City for at least 30 mins
Not knowing what to do, where to go, who to call...
Thinking about money, how to earn more money...
no matter how i plan, nothing is left to save...
Haiz...
It proved to be effective, i "looked" slimmer than before... Haha~
must celebrate!!! CALL MACDONALD!!! haha~
Or its just my illusion...
sometimes, self-discipline does play a major part, determination too~
Strictly no food after 8...
Hope i can see better result in 3 months' time...
So far managed to pass all the tests... but more to come... sianz...
got my posting and starting my OJT on Monday... hope time will pass faster...
Hope pay will come on Friday... Super Broke!!!
What if i have a car...
i can go gym after work...
i can reach home faster...
i can bring my friends to places we have not been to yet...
i can deliver my goods all over Singapore...
i can bring my father out on important dates...
i can go sentosa and sun tan on off days...
Most importantly, i can save a lot of waiting time...
but, when will that come?
with so many burdens, i think i will stick to my unlimited rides on SBS buses and NEL train for the time being...
Not knowing what to do, where to go, who to call...
Thinking about money, how to earn more money...
no matter how i plan, nothing is left to save...
Haiz...
It proved to be effective, i "looked" slimmer than before... Haha~
must celebrate!!! CALL MACDONALD!!! haha~
Or its just my illusion...
sometimes, self-discipline does play a major part, determination too~
Strictly no food after 8...
Hope i can see better result in 3 months' time...
So far managed to pass all the tests... but more to come... sianz...
got my posting and starting my OJT on Monday... hope time will pass faster...
Hope pay will come on Friday... Super Broke!!!
What if i have a car...
i can go gym after work...
i can reach home faster...
i can bring my friends to places we have not been to yet...
i can deliver my goods all over Singapore...
i can bring my father out on important dates...
i can go sentosa and sun tan on off days...
Most importantly, i can save a lot of waiting time...
but, when will that come?
with so many burdens, i think i will stick to my unlimited rides on SBS buses and NEL train for the time being...
Had a great weekend...
Watched 2012 with my besties @ J8 on the black friday(13th of Nov)... A set of numbers everyone were talking about... Some reporters even went to some countries to look for the monk who predicted this, some said its mentioned in the holy bible... Well, will die means will die one... just live our life to the fullest!!!!!!!!! Anyway, the ending abit disappointing though... Overall was good, i even try to "siam" the train!!! Haha~
Went to Abdul house for gathering after so long, have not seen them for ages!!! Haha... had a great time chit chatting and catching up with them, heard some shocking news such as, one of them just broke up after 4 years of relationship, and got a new one just one month later... maybe less than that... -_-"" like WTH~ why i dun have this kind of kang tao one... haizz.... one of them are getting married next year oct... a big bomb... Haha~ And Abdul's baby is so cute... and he was thinking why so many people appearing at his house... Haha~ Looking forward to his one year old celebration...
Sunday, went swimming with Alan, not much sun but i still got sun burn which i dunno why, had only one meal for the day, ironed my clothes and found one of my fav polo t i just bought from malaysia was stolen... KNN!!! really must invest CCTV liao... haiz...
A new week, a new start!!! ITS TUESDAY!!! THREE MORE DAYS TO FRIDAY!!!
MANY MANY LONG WEEKENDS COMING!!! JIA YOU PEOPLE!!!!
Watched 2012 with my besties @ J8 on the black friday(13th of Nov)... A set of numbers everyone were talking about... Some reporters even went to some countries to look for the monk who predicted this, some said its mentioned in the holy bible... Well, will die means will die one... just live our life to the fullest!!!!!!!!! Anyway, the ending abit disappointing though... Overall was good, i even try to "siam" the train!!! Haha~
Went to Abdul house for gathering after so long, have not seen them for ages!!! Haha... had a great time chit chatting and catching up with them, heard some shocking news such as, one of them just broke up after 4 years of relationship, and got a new one just one month later... maybe less than that... -_-"" like WTH~ why i dun have this kind of kang tao one... haizz.... one of them are getting married next year oct... a big bomb... Haha~ And Abdul's baby is so cute... and he was thinking why so many people appearing at his house... Haha~ Looking forward to his one year old celebration...
Sunday, went swimming with Alan, not much sun but i still got sun burn which i dunno why, had only one meal for the day, ironed my clothes and found one of my fav polo t i just bought from malaysia was stolen... KNN!!! really must invest CCTV liao... haiz...
A new week, a new start!!! ITS TUESDAY!!! THREE MORE DAYS TO FRIDAY!!!
MANY MANY LONG WEEKENDS COMING!!! JIA YOU PEOPLE!!!!
FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!
for god's sake, goodness sake or whoever's sake, can you be a more responsible person?
even if you are not interested, or whatever reason, at least INFORM!!!
you just give people a "cant be bothered" attitude, what is the meaning of this?
does keeping people in suspense makes you feel good? or even happy?
Since donkey years ago, you had been giving people this kind of attitude, be it personal or work, you just dun bother to inform those related people your intentions, what you gonna do next, what is in your mind, dun expect people to know when you dun even tell...
Anyway, because of you, i got scolded for nothing... all thanks to you... THANKS!!!
all because im nothing to you, you dun even bother... thinking that its not necessary to at least inform... nvm...
I really hope that one fine day, because of your irresponsible acts, you will make a grave mistake. This way, you will learn, in a very painful manner, since talking dun seems to help...
go ahead and say im bad mouth, cruel, nasty, whatever... some people just have to learn things the hard way...
even if you are not interested, or whatever reason, at least INFORM!!!
you just give people a "cant be bothered" attitude, what is the meaning of this?
does keeping people in suspense makes you feel good? or even happy?
Since donkey years ago, you had been giving people this kind of attitude, be it personal or work, you just dun bother to inform those related people your intentions, what you gonna do next, what is in your mind, dun expect people to know when you dun even tell...
Anyway, because of you, i got scolded for nothing... all thanks to you... THANKS!!!
all because im nothing to you, you dun even bother... thinking that its not necessary to at least inform... nvm...
I really hope that one fine day, because of your irresponsible acts, you will make a grave mistake. This way, you will learn, in a very painful manner, since talking dun seems to help...
go ahead and say im bad mouth, cruel, nasty, whatever... some people just have to learn things the hard way...
Singapore Hit Awards 2009
Taiwanese band Mayday and popular girl group S.H.E were the biggest winners of the night, bagging four awards each
Congratulations to S.H.E!!!
Best Group Award
Asia Media Award (Group)
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award(Taiwan)
Most Versatile Artiste of the year Award
Some other awards:
Album of the Year Award: Poetry of the Day After - Mayday
Best Album Producer Award: Capricorn - Jay Chou
Best Single Producer Award: Black and White – Edward Chan, Charles Lee, Khalil Fong
Best Local Lyrics Award: Longing For – Tanya Chua
Best Local Composition Award: Ru Yan – Olivia Ong
Best Local Artiste Award: JJ Lin
Best Male Vocalist Award: Jam Hsiao
Best Female Vocalist Award: Zhang Hui Mei
Best Group Award: S.H.E
Best Band Award: Mayday
Best Composing Artiste: Sodagreen
Meritorious Newcomer Award (X4): Rachel Liang, Lala Hsu, Wong Jing Lun, Chang Yun Jing
Most Popular Male Artiste Award: Jam Hsiao
Most Popular Female Artiste Award: Rachel Liang
Most Popular Group/Band award: Mayday
Most Popular Newcomer Award: Rachel Liang
Y.E.S. 93.3FM Pick of the Pops Award: Single of the Year: Hearbeat – Wang Lee Hom
Y.E.S. 93.3FM Pick of the Pops Award: Artiste with Most Chart Hits: Mayday
Asia Media Award (Male Artiste): Jay Chou
Asia Media Award (Female Artiste): Tanya Chua
Asia Media Award (Band): Mayday
Asia Media Award (Group): S.H.E
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Mainland China): Zhou Bichang
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Hong Kong): Eason Chan
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Taiwan): S.H.E
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Malaysia): Fish Leong
Inspirational Award (Local Media’s Choice): Kelvin Tan
Outstanding Local Music Achievement Award: Tanya Chua
Most Versatile Artiste of the Year Award: S.H.E
Most Acclaimed Artiste of the Year Award: Fahrenheit
Courts MV Award: Kelvin Tan
i-weekly Daazling Newcomer Award: Lala Hsu
Congratulations to S.H.E!!!
Best Group Award
Asia Media Award (Group)
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award(Taiwan)
Most Versatile Artiste of the year Award
Some other awards:
Album of the Year Award: Poetry of the Day After - Mayday
Best Album Producer Award: Capricorn - Jay Chou
Best Single Producer Award: Black and White – Edward Chan, Charles Lee, Khalil Fong
Best Local Lyrics Award: Longing For – Tanya Chua
Best Local Composition Award: Ru Yan – Olivia Ong
Best Local Artiste Award: JJ Lin
Best Male Vocalist Award: Jam Hsiao
Best Female Vocalist Award: Zhang Hui Mei
Best Group Award: S.H.E
Best Band Award: Mayday
Best Composing Artiste: Sodagreen
Meritorious Newcomer Award (X4): Rachel Liang, Lala Hsu, Wong Jing Lun, Chang Yun Jing
Most Popular Male Artiste Award: Jam Hsiao
Most Popular Female Artiste Award: Rachel LiangMost Popular Group/Band award: Mayday
Most Popular Newcomer Award: Rachel Liang
Y.E.S. 93.3FM Pick of the Pops Award: Single of the Year: Hearbeat – Wang Lee Hom
Y.E.S. 93.3FM Pick of the Pops Award: Artiste with Most Chart Hits: Mayday
Asia Media Award (Male Artiste): Jay Chou
Asia Media Award (Female Artiste): Tanya Chua
Asia Media Award (Band): Mayday
Asia Media Award (Group): S.H.E
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Mainland China): Zhou Bichang
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Hong Kong): Eason Chan
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Taiwan): S.H.E
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Malaysia): Fish Leong
Inspirational Award (Local Media’s Choice): Kelvin Tan
Outstanding Local Music Achievement Award: Tanya Chua
Most Versatile Artiste of the Year Award: S.H.E
Most Acclaimed Artiste of the Year Award: Fahrenheit
Courts MV Award: Kelvin Tan
i-weekly Daazling Newcomer Award: Lala Hsu
Im really a good photographer... another nicely taken photo!!! Wahaha~
Got mountain, got water, got rainbow somemore... ai seh man...~
What a good day to start off with...
Everything went well since Monday...
just one thing im cant really stand anymore...
is the lecturer's repeated quotes... such as...
rather be a fool for 5 mins than be a fool for a lifetime... 2846284 times...
anything must ask huh, if not test come out fail,
then people complain me, Lecturer Impatient... 364827364 times...
Some people huh, fail test then complain to boss, back stab me from behind ( make funny faces as if really got stabbed on the back). 4758374658 times...
some people are crooks... 74658397563 times...
and many more...
If he could concentrate on the lesson and be more focus, im sure he can finish in 2 hours...
but he took half a day... just imagine how many times he repeated the above quotes...
but he is a good lecturer la... very detailed explanations...
maybe because he ever encountered before such people that back stabbed him when he was just doing his work... thats why now he is so protective towards himself...
just like someone who got ditched/bluffed for so many times, now he/she also scared to get into relationships again... Alan, do you agree??? Wahaha~
Sometimes its better break people's heart than letting people break your heart... but will get retribution la... Hahaha...
just watched this movie 不能说的密秘 once again...
really worth watching over and over again... nice story...
watching them playing the piano gave me the motivation to learn...
really have to say sorry to px and brandon, they got me a keyboard... errr... last Christmas? which is a long time ago, and i have not touch it since then...
sorry sorry sorry sorry, niki miki niki miki..... baby~
"我已经分不清，你是友情，还是错过的爱情。。。"
In life, there are alot of things and places for us to explore...
For me, i have to say i had tried alot of different things that others wont even have the chance to try in their entire life...
such as...
Been onto 2 different kinds of helicopter and repelled out of one of them once...
Been onto 4 different kinds of plane. jumped out of one of them and parachute down 1000 feet from the ground...
Crazy tower jumps- jump down 5m from the swimming pool
jump out of a building 4 floor high
Walked 72Km in 23hrs and 48 mins...
Ran 21km twice
5km SOC
and many other crazy acts...
2004-2006, these two years of my life was the most craziest time i ever had... Its torturing and i suffered alot... but at least i do not have to worry about so much things like what i am worrying now... and im not alone...
Anyway, other than the above, i did tried way lots of things other had never tried before, good and bad... what a bad student can do, you name it, i did it... nevertheless, i indeed also did somethings that made myself proud too~
had countless relationships, none of them had a good ending... done my best, just not good enough i guess
As for my remaining years, i hope i can explore more activities that i have not touch on yet,
Diving, Water Boarding, Water Ski, Sky diving, Backpacking, Bungee jump and explore the world as much as i can....
SO, with the start of my new job starts my new life too, i must earn as much as i can to achieve what i want, i am able to plan my future again...
Hopefully my health now still allows me to do the above things... although its getting worse...
All of the above mentioned came from a question i asked myself this afternoon....
"What have i done for the last 20 yrs?"
My path was once blurred after losing my first job...
now i finally sees my path again... and hopefully i wont get lost again...
For me, i have to say i had tried alot of different things that others wont even have the chance to try in their entire life...
such as...
Been onto 2 different kinds of helicopter and repelled out of one of them once...
Been onto 4 different kinds of plane. jumped out of one of them and parachute down 1000 feet from the ground...
Crazy tower jumps- jump down 5m from the swimming pool
jump out of a building 4 floor high
Walked 72Km in 23hrs and 48 mins...
Ran 21km twice
5km SOC
and many other crazy acts...
2004-2006, these two years of my life was the most craziest time i ever had... Its torturing and i suffered alot... but at least i do not have to worry about so much things like what i am worrying now... and im not alone...
Anyway, other than the above, i did tried way lots of things other had never tried before, good and bad... what a bad student can do, you name it, i did it... nevertheless, i indeed also did somethings that made myself proud too~
had countless relationships, none of them had a good ending... done my best, just not good enough i guess
As for my remaining years, i hope i can explore more activities that i have not touch on yet,
Diving, Water Boarding, Water Ski, Sky diving, Backpacking, Bungee jump and explore the world as much as i can....
SO, with the start of my new job starts my new life too, i must earn as much as i can to achieve what i want, i am able to plan my future again...
Hopefully my health now still allows me to do the above things... although its getting worse...
All of the above mentioned came from a question i asked myself this afternoon....
"What have i done for the last 20 yrs?"
My path was once blurred after losing my first job...
now i finally sees my path again... and hopefully i wont get lost again...
The song comes from this drama...
have not watched yet...
But i think PX will like it... cos "HE" is inside... LOL...
Gonna get this!!!~~~
Haha~
Went to Malaysia with my besties... Dun wanna bored my readers with the details...
just a brief summary...
did some shopping, bought some clothes, had A@W for lunch... been 10+ years since the last time i had A@W at AMK central which is now the banquet... Always like to sit near the jukebox... Haha~ Did some shopping at City Square... settled our dinner at taman garden(thanks to winston's information)... seafood feast... Total bill RM135 which is SG$56 for four paxs!!!! fucking cheap can???????????
Think my body is getting rusty...
Shopping to me now is a very tiring activity...
my back starts to ache, my legs too...
feeling tired, wanna sleep whenever i have the chance...
and my new job requires me to walk around, stand around... for 9 hours...
haiz...
so not looking forward to it...
My last week of freedom... so wanna go Night Safari for Halloween on Sat...
THERE GOES MY MEMORIES
-MY PHOTOS, MY FRIENDS' PHOTOS OF AT LEAST LAST 10 YEARS, EVERYTHING GONE...
-MY DAIRIES, MY PRECIOUS VIDEOS, EVERYTHING GONE... GONE... gone....
IF YOU SUSPECT THAT YOUR HARD DISK IS GOING UP THE LORRY...
DO NOT HESITATE TO TRANSFER EVERYTHING OUT AND GET A NEW ONE TO STORE...
IT MIGHT JUST BREAK DOWN ONE DAY... WITHOUT YOU KNOWING...
ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO RECOVER THE FILES FROM THE HARD DISK...
PLEASE DO HELP... PLEASE... please....
-MY PHOTOS, MY FRIENDS' PHOTOS OF AT LEAST LAST 10 YEARS, EVERYTHING GONE...
-MY DAIRIES, MY PRECIOUS VIDEOS, EVERYTHING GONE... GONE... gone....
IF YOU SUSPECT THAT YOUR HARD DISK IS GOING UP THE LORRY...
DO NOT HESITATE TO TRANSFER EVERYTHING OUT AND GET A NEW ONE TO STORE...
IT MIGHT JUST BREAK DOWN ONE DAY... WITHOUT YOU KNOWING...
ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO RECOVER THE FILES FROM THE HARD DISK...
PLEASE DO HELP... PLEASE... please....
Congratulations!!!
For those who had watched this drama will feel the same...
They deserve the awards, Best director, Best drama, Best actor and some other awards...
2009, the best taiwan drama i had watched so far...
For those who had not watched this drama, go and watch, get addicted... im sure you will get addicted...
Looking forward to the movie... 痞子英雄 电影版。。。
Im in a dilemma...
We just got so excited whenever we discussed about our next oversea trip...
so so looking forward... great destination with fantastic group of friends...
but now i really dunno what to do... but of cos its obvious that i should accept the offer if im selected... i cant be living this kind of life forever... i need a stable income, a career that i aimed to have...
but still, they will be disappointed, i will be disappointed...
if i accept the offer, our next trip will have to be mid of the year 2010... which is summer... which i hate... cos i will sweat like nobody business just like the Hong Kong trip...
Haiz... what should i do... should i accept the offer? or go for the trip first...
but all this have to wait till the second interview... scarly im not selected then i will not be so vexed over this alady...
We just got so excited whenever we discussed about our next oversea trip...
so so looking forward... great destination with fantastic group of friends...
but now i really dunno what to do... but of cos its obvious that i should accept the offer if im selected... i cant be living this kind of life forever... i need a stable income, a career that i aimed to have...
but still, they will be disappointed, i will be disappointed...
if i accept the offer, our next trip will have to be mid of the year 2010... which is summer... which i hate... cos i will sweat like nobody business just like the Hong Kong trip...
Haiz... what should i do... should i accept the offer? or go for the trip first...
but all this have to wait till the second interview... scarly im not selected then i will not be so vexed over this alady...
溏心风暴2之家好月圆
The Queen of Venom and Princess Venom
Super addicted to this Hong Kong Drama, 40 episodes, finish in three days...
so much nicer than Taiwan dramas...
This drama tells me how venom a woman can be...最毒妇人心... just watch this drama, see how the queen of venom and princess venom create so many disputes to the family...
and see how a family stands together to fight against all odds, how a mother and father protect their own children and see how a good guy can do just to make the one he love happy, without anything in return...
Why people snore?
Why people snore and some even snore like thunder like me...???
Heard over the radio, explaining why...
TOO FAT!!! NEVER EXERCISE!!!
Thanks lo!!! freaking true!!! I am fat and had not been exercising...
Haiz... must go exercise.... when im free... which i myself also dunno when... HAHAHA~~~
Why people snore has been asked by countless people for many years, to such an extent that there are in excess of three hundred registered devices to help prevent and reduce snoring in the U.S patent and Trademark Office.
It is known that men snore more than women and those who are overweight have a tendency to snore more, as do people who lay on their back to sleep. There are approximately twenty percent of people in the United States who snore, which not only effects their sleep patterns but also disrupts the sleep of the bed partners.
Snoring noises are caused by vibrations of air passing over the soft tissue at the back of the throat. When a person has excess tissue on their palate, tonsils and uvula they can flap against each other during breathing which produces the sounds associated with snoring.
People also snore if there is an obstruction blocking the airways to the back of the throat. Nose polyps may also cause a person to snore as they can block the air flow through the nose.
Overweight people who have large necks also have a tendency to snore as the extra amount of fat causes an obstructed airway as the tongue falls to the back of the throat during sleep.
Malformations in the lower jaw may also cause a person to snore. Snoring for these people can often be prevented by surgical operations to correct the malformation of the jaw and re-align it with the upper jaw.
Why do people snore if they drink excessive amounts of alcohol? The main reason is that alcohol causes the throat muscles to relax as well as the tongue, which drops to the back of the throat and causes an obstructed airway, the air passing over the back of the tongue causes it to vibrate and the familiar noises of snoring are produced.
A change of life style may also help to reduce snoring. Eating a healthy diet and taking regular exercise will help lose any excess weight and simple measures like sleeping on the stomach or using a sleep pillow to slightly raise the head may also reduce the snoring.
People who have a partner who snore may be fed up with asking why people snore? Well if all else fails there are always ear plugs!
YA LA!!! for those who cant stand my snoring, USE EAR PLUGS LA!!! instead of giving me a hard kick on my butt... tt does not help anyway!!! Hahaha~
Heard over the radio, explaining why...
TOO FAT!!! NEVER EXERCISE!!!
Thanks lo!!! freaking true!!! I am fat and had not been exercising...
Haiz... must go exercise.... when im free... which i myself also dunno when... HAHAHA~~~
Why people snore has been asked by countless people for many years, to such an extent that there are in excess of three hundred registered devices to help prevent and reduce snoring in the U.S patent and Trademark Office.
It is known that men snore more than women and those who are overweight have a tendency to snore more, as do people who lay on their back to sleep. There are approximately twenty percent of people in the United States who snore, which not only effects their sleep patterns but also disrupts the sleep of the bed partners.
Snoring noises are caused by vibrations of air passing over the soft tissue at the back of the throat. When a person has excess tissue on their palate, tonsils and uvula they can flap against each other during breathing which produces the sounds associated with snoring.
People also snore if there is an obstruction blocking the airways to the back of the throat. Nose polyps may also cause a person to snore as they can block the air flow through the nose.
Overweight people who have large necks also have a tendency to snore as the extra amount of fat causes an obstructed airway as the tongue falls to the back of the throat during sleep.
Malformations in the lower jaw may also cause a person to snore. Snoring for these people can often be prevented by surgical operations to correct the malformation of the jaw and re-align it with the upper jaw.
Why do people snore if they drink excessive amounts of alcohol? The main reason is that alcohol causes the throat muscles to relax as well as the tongue, which drops to the back of the throat and causes an obstructed airway, the air passing over the back of the tongue causes it to vibrate and the familiar noises of snoring are produced.
A change of life style may also help to reduce snoring. Eating a healthy diet and taking regular exercise will help lose any excess weight and simple measures like sleeping on the stomach or using a sleep pillow to slightly raise the head may also reduce the snoring.
People who have a partner who snore may be fed up with asking why people snore? Well if all else fails there are always ear plugs!
YA LA!!! for those who cant stand my snoring, USE EAR PLUGS LA!!! instead of giving me a hard kick on my butt... tt does not help anyway!!! Hahaha~
宅男的女神。。。 哈哈！！！
Saw her first online game ad when i was in Taiwan. Although i must admit the ad is quite lame, but it does have an impact on people who watched it. When i came back to Singapore, almost all the Taiwan shows started this 杀很大, 不要走 kind of phrase... Then i realized all these came from Yao Yao's online game ads. Haha... BOOMZ!!! She became so popular in Taiwan, being a host, singer and actress. Anyway, i am not a fan of hers. Haha...
MOVIES!!!
Had not been to the cinema for quite a while due to some reasons...
Some are not free, timings always clash...
or, intend to arrange but SOMEBODY WENT TO WATCH THEMSELVES...
never mind, cannot blame them, they need some private time, just the two of them...
should have gone to watch instead of waiting for the right time when everybody are free... nowadays really hard to arrange a time that everyone are able to make it...
anyway, its not the first watching movies alone... ;)
We have our own life to live... and we dun have the right to control others...
all of us have the right to choose who to hang out with...
so... start take things easy...
ANYWAY, these are the few movies i always wanted to watch but no chance to watch...
its time to make a trip to holiday plaza soon... maybe tomolo or wed...
Some are not free, timings always clash...
or, intend to arrange but SOMEBODY WENT TO WATCH THEMSELVES...
never mind, cannot blame them, they need some private time, just the two of them...
should have gone to watch instead of waiting for the right time when everybody are free... nowadays really hard to arrange a time that everyone are able to make it...
anyway, its not the first watching movies alone... ;)
We have our own life to live... and we dun have the right to control others...
all of us have the right to choose who to hang out with...
so... start take things easy...
ANYWAY, these are the few movies i always wanted to watch but no chance to watch...
its time to make a trip to holiday plaza soon... maybe tomolo or wed...
Just some of my random thoughts...
We should learn from mistakes, and not repeat them again...
Every time i realized myself being "used", bluffed, taken for granted or being treated like a fool...
i told myself to "protect" myself from being used, bluffed or taken for granted again, therefore the "protection layer" had become so thick... till i cant trust anyone at all now... sorry but i have to say this...
Is it because i dun throw my temper as and when i like or knowing that you are in the wrong but i still hold my temper and act as if nothing happen, i can be taken for granted? or i should be like some people, talk right from the heart, just speak whatever is in my mind, i know if i were to do this, i can be very annoying...
To be frank, im afraid of making some people angry, i tried not to say anything extra, thats why even if im angry with somebody who just used some harsh words on me... i kept quiet... cos if i were to respond, it will spoil my mood as well as others...
Can i just turn around and go home whenever im not happy???
Can i just throw my temper at anyone when im in a bad mood or feeling tired???
I always have a feeling that you guys have something hiding from me or have something against me, please do tell me...
Is there something wrong with me having to think of all this...
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One should look forward...
but the things that happened in the past had resulted in how i looked at things in future...
I had never heard of your news at all for the last one year or so... ever since you were with him...
sometimes you tried to talk to me, is it because you were bored? found no one to talk to?
or im always the last person you will look for...
Now that you are alone... you were so actively contacting me... whats the meaning of this?
You still treat me as your spare tyre...
I assumed all this cos your actions made me think this way...
correct me if im wrong, tell me what are you thinking now...
We should learn from mistakes, and not repeat them again...
Every time i realized myself being "used", bluffed, taken for granted or being treated like a fool...
i told myself to "protect" myself from being used, bluffed or taken for granted again, therefore the "protection layer" had become so thick... till i cant trust anyone at all now... sorry but i have to say this...
Is it because i dun throw my temper as and when i like or knowing that you are in the wrong but i still hold my temper and act as if nothing happen, i can be taken for granted? or i should be like some people, talk right from the heart, just speak whatever is in my mind, i know if i were to do this, i can be very annoying...
To be frank, im afraid of making some people angry, i tried not to say anything extra, thats why even if im angry with somebody who just used some harsh words on me... i kept quiet... cos if i were to respond, it will spoil my mood as well as others...
Can i just turn around and go home whenever im not happy???
Can i just throw my temper at anyone when im in a bad mood or feeling tired???
I always have a feeling that you guys have something hiding from me or have something against me, please do tell me...
Is there something wrong with me having to think of all this...
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One should look forward...
but the things that happened in the past had resulted in how i looked at things in future...
I had never heard of your news at all for the last one year or so... ever since you were with him...
sometimes you tried to talk to me, is it because you were bored? found no one to talk to?
or im always the last person you will look for...
Now that you are alone... you were so actively contacting me... whats the meaning of this?
You still treat me as your spare tyre...
I assumed all this cos your actions made me think this way...
correct me if im wrong, tell me what are you thinking now...
Just got back from PX and her husband's ROM ceremony on Sunday and after party at their house. It so tiring... Went to their new house to clean up and set up for the next day house warming, went home at about 2 plus? I forgot. Woke up early in the morning to prepare my clothes and pants cos have not iron yet... rush to PX house at 9.15am, i dun helped much anyway, Alan was the one doing up her hair, and Joyce was doing the make-up for her, me... contributed by reinstalling her msn, cos she complained that her msn is "spoiled"... we were running out of time as the ceremony will start at 11am sharp, 10.30am we were still at her house... Luckily the traffic was smooth and we managed to reach before the solomizer... Ceremony started, they made vows and exchanged rings... Very funny, PX's face was like, can faster end this and get inside, it freaking hot outside... Haha...
After lunch, we went back to their house to decorate as Brandon's relatives are coming for mini house warming... Slack all the way till the night, played mahjong till 4am. Woke up in the afternoon, slackkkkkk alllll the wayyyyy, too lazy to go out for lunch, called for canadian pizza... after that, took a nap again... fell alseep and snoring away... Basically, the whole monday, we were slacking and slacking, eat and sleep is all we did... the four of us can live together, we will become fatter and fatter... Four slackers living together... haha~
Anyway, good times always end so fast...
Congratulations to PX and Brandon once again!
cant imagine when the banquet dinner comes... we will be more tired than this time... but its always worthwhile...
After lunch, we went back to their house to decorate as Brandon's relatives are coming for mini house warming... Slack all the way till the night, played mahjong till 4am. Woke up in the afternoon, slackkkkkk alllll the wayyyyy, too lazy to go out for lunch, called for canadian pizza... after that, took a nap again... fell alseep and snoring away... Basically, the whole monday, we were slacking and slacking, eat and sleep is all we did... the four of us can live together, we will become fatter and fatter... Four slackers living together... haha~
Anyway, good times always end so fast...
Congratulations to PX and Brandon once again!
cant imagine when the banquet dinner comes... we will be more tired than this time... but its always worthwhile...
Long time since i watched Xin Guang... Ever since the Singapore PK army went over and PK... im looking forward to every sat to hear their voices... Somehow, i think the judges are bias... Kewei sang very well with her own style... but they let the sausage lip win... wth... Olivia... nothing to say... Gorgeous with a beautiful voice... Although Ai Jia din sang as well as the first time, she still deserve higher points than Miss Xu...
Loves...
Beautiful...
Loves...
Beautiful...
Supposed to write alot of things... but i think better not post them here... or things will get very ugly...
In life, we have many bad habits...
but we must not make those habits a big problem for others and thus affect our life entirely...
Sometimes, all these bad habits got serious, they may ruin one's life...
This friend of mine told me, we have to give and take, i may have somethings that my friends cant stand also... but it seems like im giving more than im taking...
Still, i must say again, i hate people who dun reply my smses when i asked them questions...
dun reply me, your contact is off the phonebook forever...
and dun expect people to reply you when you dun reply others...
All of us are given the ability to make our own decisions...
you have made a decision, dun regret...
but if you know that things will not turn out good and you still make that decision...
you are finding trouble for yourself...
Some say "Love is blind", but its more like "you are stupid"... is more suitable to describe a person...
Dun complain when you are suffering, cos you are the one who made the choice...
Sometimes i really feel like going in front of this person and tell right in the face what i have to say in my heart... something like, you are fucking stupid, go and eat shit something like that...
PX and i encountered a child being rude to us... at that moment, i really feel like shouting right infront of his mother, " KNN, your father mother never teach ar, you think you what, bastard!!"
Very ah beng style... i think the kid will cry and the mother will throw a knife that she had just bought from ntuc at me... BUT, i cant bring myself to do that... i dun dare la to be honest... Haha.....
In life, we have many bad habits...
but we must not make those habits a big problem for others and thus affect our life entirely...
Sometimes, all these bad habits got serious, they may ruin one's life...
This friend of mine told me, we have to give and take, i may have somethings that my friends cant stand also... but it seems like im giving more than im taking...
Still, i must say again, i hate people who dun reply my smses when i asked them questions...
dun reply me, your contact is off the phonebook forever...
and dun expect people to reply you when you dun reply others...
All of us are given the ability to make our own decisions...
you have made a decision, dun regret...
but if you know that things will not turn out good and you still make that decision...
you are finding trouble for yourself...
Some say "Love is blind", but its more like "you are stupid"... is more suitable to describe a person...
Dun complain when you are suffering, cos you are the one who made the choice...
Sometimes i really feel like going in front of this person and tell right in the face what i have to say in my heart... something like, you are fucking stupid, go and eat shit something like that...
PX and i encountered a child being rude to us... at that moment, i really feel like shouting right infront of his mother, " KNN, your father mother never teach ar, you think you what, bastard!!"
Very ah beng style... i think the kid will cry and the mother will throw a knife that she had just bought from ntuc at me... BUT, i cant bring myself to do that... i dun dare la to be honest... Haha.....
Ladies and gentlemen,
Do you know what is ionizer?
If you do not know like me...
Here's the answer...
What is Ion?
An atom or group of atoms that bears an electric charge is called ion. Positively charged ions are positive ions and negatively charged ions are called negative ions. (废话！！！）
How do negative ions purify the air?
Most of the particles in the air have a positive charge or are positively ionized, Negative ions are drawn to these positively charged by magnetic attraction. When there is a high enough concentration of negative ions in the air, they will be attracted to the floating particles in large numbers. This will cause the particles to become too heavy to remain airborne. As a result, the particle will drop out of the air, therefore keeping them out of the breathing zone and out of the respiratory system where it can trigger breathing and health problems.
Benefits of negative ions...
-Negative ions increase the flow of oxygen and purify the germs and bacteria from the air.
-Negative ions purify the air eradicating the smoke and particles in the air.
-Negative ions results in higher alertness, decreased drowsiness, and more mental energy.
-Negative inks reduce the effects of the depression, regulate sleeping routines, make breathing easier and boost the quality of the air.
-Negative ion could neutralize heavy-fisted static of TV, computer screen and decrease the harmful effect to eyes. Negative ion could entirely neutralize the abundant static through combing hair, to make the air more submissive and soft.
Sounds good to me, cos i do have sleeping disorder, breathing difficulty, and i have TV and Laptop in my room... With this function, i can live a healthier life... the function really works... Haha... Anyway, i bought a new fan with this ionizer function...
Welcome to the new world!!!
Wooohooo... after so long... erm... Two years??? Finally, i had changed my blog skin!!!
How how how? Nice or nt? Haha...
Been working since Thursday, haiz, sales was bad, very bad... wrong location i would say...
Hope the next one will be a MUCH MORE better one... As the singing goes, "i... get down on my knees and pray~"....
Rest till Tuesday, Wednesday onwards will be very busy for me... gonna work all the way till 18 Sept, everyday... Predict will be a very tiring week...
After that, 20/9... PX gonna step into another new chapter of her life... Mrs Lee, Lee Tai Tai, Lee Sao, Auntie Lee, Sister Lee, or Mdm Lim... whatever you can call her as... congrates once again...
27/9... another red bomb...
An eventful month...
Planning for Beijing in Jan 2010...
I miss the cold weather SERIOUSLY!!!
How how how? Nice or nt? Haha...
Been working since Thursday, haiz, sales was bad, very bad... wrong location i would say...
Hope the next one will be a MUCH MORE better one... As the singing goes, "i... get down on my knees and pray~"....
Rest till Tuesday, Wednesday onwards will be very busy for me... gonna work all the way till 18 Sept, everyday... Predict will be a very tiring week...
After that, 20/9... PX gonna step into another new chapter of her life... Mrs Lee, Lee Tai Tai, Lee Sao, Auntie Lee, Sister Lee, or Mdm Lim... whatever you can call her as... congrates once again...
27/9... another red bomb...
An eventful month...
Planning for Beijing in Jan 2010...
I miss the cold weather SERIOUSLY!!!
When you ask me what do you hate about Singapore?
I will answer without any hesitation... the fucking weather!!!
I went to bed at 3am yesterday night... I cant get to sleep because its too warm and my fan is not helping either... and i got so sticky that i can feel every dust got stuck on my face!!!
How irritating and disgusting was that... I got so angry... got up at 4 plus... remove my bed linen and pillow cases, got my shower gel and face wash and rushed to the bathroom and gave myself a good clean up... put a cold mask and hoped it will help to get me to sleep and it was the third time i bathed in a day...
I must really admit, i need my air con back desperately... any cheap repair to introduce???
I missed the cold weather in China and Taiwan... Why cant Singapore have winter??? or at least have a cooler temp like 18~21 degree c... Haiz...
I will answer without any hesitation... the fucking weather!!!
I went to bed at 3am yesterday night... I cant get to sleep because its too warm and my fan is not helping either... and i got so sticky that i can feel every dust got stuck on my face!!!
How irritating and disgusting was that... I got so angry... got up at 4 plus... remove my bed linen and pillow cases, got my shower gel and face wash and rushed to the bathroom and gave myself a good clean up... put a cold mask and hoped it will help to get me to sleep and it was the third time i bathed in a day...
I must really admit, i need my air con back desperately... any cheap repair to introduce???
I missed the cold weather in China and Taiwan... Why cant Singapore have winter??? or at least have a cooler temp like 18~21 degree c... Haiz...
Visit her blog... Listen to her demo songs... Really nice... She should be a singer having her own album... And most imptly, she is very pretty...
Was talking to PX about all these competitions... always have to urge to go KTV after watching xing guang... although my singing suck... Haha...
Thinking of this, i think its really time to go for KTV session soon... long long time never go sing already... must arrange one session to sing to our hearts' content...
No matter who you are, please call me along when you wanna go KTV... Haha...
Was talking to PX about all these competitions... always have to urge to go KTV after watching xing guang... although my singing suck... Haha...
Thinking of this, i think its really time to go for KTV session soon... long long time never go sing already... must arrange one session to sing to our hearts' content...
No matter who you are, please call me along when you wanna go KTV... Haha...
Ohh... im so excited... counting down as the time is drawing near... How many smses am i going to receive? How many presents am i going to get? Ooooo.... so nervous... ... ... ... ... ...
(Above were once my OS, think nine years ago? or maybe even earlier)
Now all i left was a cute dog conquering my bed... lying beside me... She on the bed... me on the floor... damn... Anyway, just like Alan, Joyce and PX... not having much feeling right now... instead, i rather this day would never come... so that i can still be in the early 20s... Haha...
Happy Birthday to Minghao(24/8), Huay Huay(Same birthday as me... but older), Kate(29/8), Pat(30/8)... These are the few friends i will remembered not because i got the heart... cos very good to remember, very hard to forget... Haha...
Happy Birthday to all the people in the world celebrating their birthday in August...
And to MJ...
Gonna sleep now...
Wake me up when 27/8/2009 ends...
(Above were once my OS, think nine years ago? or maybe even earlier)
Now all i left was a cute dog conquering my bed... lying beside me... She on the bed... me on the floor... damn... Anyway, just like Alan, Joyce and PX... not having much feeling right now... instead, i rather this day would never come... so that i can still be in the early 20s... Haha...
Happy Birthday to Minghao(24/8), Huay Huay(Same birthday as me... but older), Kate(29/8), Pat(30/8)... These are the few friends i will remembered not because i got the heart... cos very good to remember, very hard to forget... Haha...
Happy Birthday to all the people in the world celebrating their birthday in August...
And to MJ...
Gonna sleep now...
Wake me up when 27/8/2009 ends...
What am i doing now?
Im listening to the National Day rally... Listen to what our prime minister has got to say.
And this is the first time i sat in front to the television and listen to him talking.
Used to dislike this period since young, cos i dun get to watch my fav movies, shows, whatever, cos the speech will last the whole night, and the worst was the speech was telecast at every single channel.
But now, im actually listening very carefully like what my parents do in the past... what does this mean? Starting to care what is happening or what is going to happen?
I visited one of my friend's blog, she was talking about the news appearing on tv everyday, most of them were negative ones... Natural Disasters, plane crushes, riots, people die, gunshots all over the world, terrorists attack... esp the disaster just hit taiwan badly... i read one of the news, a family of 11, only 1 survived... Everytime i saw all these news from all over the world, i felt so fortunate and safe that im living in Singapore... but many can never be satisfied and not aware how fortunate they were to be in Singapore... I had been to a few countries, and i still think that Singapore is still the best place to live in... esp the traffic i must say... I amost got killed in china last year because of the driver's reckless driving...
Anyway, looking at the history of Singapore, and what she had become today... we should appreciate...
Im listening to the National Day rally... Listen to what our prime minister has got to say.
And this is the first time i sat in front to the television and listen to him talking.
Used to dislike this period since young, cos i dun get to watch my fav movies, shows, whatever, cos the speech will last the whole night, and the worst was the speech was telecast at every single channel.
But now, im actually listening very carefully like what my parents do in the past... what does this mean? Starting to care what is happening or what is going to happen?
I visited one of my friend's blog, she was talking about the news appearing on tv everyday, most of them were negative ones... Natural Disasters, plane crushes, riots, people die, gunshots all over the world, terrorists attack... esp the disaster just hit taiwan badly... i read one of the news, a family of 11, only 1 survived... Everytime i saw all these news from all over the world, i felt so fortunate and safe that im living in Singapore... but many can never be satisfied and not aware how fortunate they were to be in Singapore... I had been to a few countries, and i still think that Singapore is still the best place to live in... esp the traffic i must say... I amost got killed in china last year because of the driver's reckless driving...
Anyway, looking at the history of Singapore, and what she had become today... we should appreciate...
Happy 44th Birthday Singapore...
Listen to this song, very nice and meaningful...
Used to sing this in school during National Day celebration...
Watched UP @Hub with the usual ones... A very funny and cute movie... the young, the old, the dog and bird, everything were so cute... Haha... I heard the DJ talking about this movie over the radio few days back, he said that he cried while watching... supposed to be a funny movie, but i do understand the reason behind ... Some may thought that its just an animation... After the old man's wife left him, there's always a empty seat beside him, and he do felt that she was still with him... reminded me of the old man sleeping next to my room, such a big bed, he always sleeps on one side only... leaving the other half empty...
Sometimes, somethings that you had promised to someone you love, you have to fulfill them... And when its time for you to let go, you have to let go and carry on with your life. Always remember, the people we loved always stays in our heart...Treasure what we have now... before its too late...
Yesterday Once More
Been going for interviews and interviews, some companies are located at some ulu ulu places i had never heard b4... Had a hard time finding... Haha... More to come... hopefully this will end cos im abit sick and tired, saying the same thing to the interviewer...
Went TTSH for consultation... hmm... not as bad as i expected... but its bad enough... No choice, i have to face the fact and live on... Should cherish what i have and pursue what i want while i can...
Went Ion for a brief walk through of what they have inside... Alot of people, alot of shops... I should say a combination of Wisma and Taka... A total of 10+ levels... the interior was nice indeed... Saw Teng at starbucks, she was kinda busy... Haha...
Waiting for 31 of july to come, im going to have a new book to read... LOL...
Yesterday Once More
When I was young
I�d listened to the radio
Waitin� for my favorite songs
Waiting they played I�d sing along
It made me smile
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they�d gone
But they�re back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well
(*) every sha-la-la-la
Every wo-wo-wo
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they�re starting to sing�s
So fine
When they get to the part
Where he�s breakin� her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It�s yesterday once more
Lookin� back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed
It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I�d memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
Repeat (*)
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before
It�s yesterday once more
Went TTSH for consultation... hmm... not as bad as i expected... but its bad enough... No choice, i have to face the fact and live on... Should cherish what i have and pursue what i want while i can...
Went Ion for a brief walk through of what they have inside... Alot of people, alot of shops... I should say a combination of Wisma and Taka... A total of 10+ levels... the interior was nice indeed... Saw Teng at starbucks, she was kinda busy... Haha...
Waiting for 31 of july to come, im going to have a new book to read... LOL...
Yesterday Once More
When I was young
I�d listened to the radio
Waitin� for my favorite songs
Waiting they played I�d sing along
It made me smile
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they�d gone
But they�re back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well
(*) every sha-la-la-la
Every wo-wo-wo
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they�re starting to sing�s
So fine
When they get to the part
Where he�s breakin� her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It�s yesterday once more
Lookin� back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed
It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I�d memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
Repeat (*)
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before
It�s yesterday once more
Had a recap of Harry Potter 4 and 5 just now... On channel 5 and online... Well, in comparison, Half Blood Prince was a letdown... talk and talk and talk, and little actions... Order of Phoenix was awesome... actions after actions... "Let the actions do the talking"... 8 out of 10 comments about half blood prince were negative... People slept throughout the show, maybe got woken up by the hand that got out of the water and caught harry suddenly, i must admit, i did jumped off my seat that moment... Anyway, hope the last one will be a good one... Anyone got the book? I wanna read... Haha...
What a nice weather to relax yourself...
over relax resulted in burnt skin... My face gonna peel soon...
Where will i be, what will i be in five years' time?
粗茶淡饭
My dinner with father... Porridge with Sambal Kang Kong, Cat fishes if im not wrong, Pork loin and Beans... My mum used to cook all these dishes in the afternoon... always looking forward to go home after school... Yum Yum...
STUPID IDIOT...
was talking to a friend of mine just now... she told me about a conversation between she and her guy friend... He was like asking some real stupid questions... i wanted to post his picture and his particulars here, but i scared he sue me and i have no money to go court... Haha...
...
Guy: So, you did not plan anything during your leave?
Girl: ya, but my grandma passed away, so cant go anywhere.
Guy: Huh, why your grandma passed away then cannot go holiday meh?
(Fuck... who the hell have the mood to go on holiday when someone close passed away?)
Conversation went on...
Guy: So you din realized that your grandma stopped breathing when you are just beside her?
: How can you not realize anything? What if one of your passenger stop breathing on plane and you din even realize?
: I think your grandma died because of you, cos you did not realize that she is not breathing, you caused her death...
End of conversation...
Later on, this guy smsed my friend and apologized, saying he is trying to LIGHTEN THINGS UP by joking...
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE THAT SHE CAUSED HER GRANDMA'S DEATH?
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JOKE ABOUT THIS MATTER?
IF A PASSENGER STOP BREATHING ON PLANE, IM SURE YOU WILL NOT BE THE FIRST TO REALIZE, WILL YOU BE THE CAUSE OF THE PASSENGER'S DEATH?
YOU HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE AND YOU THINK BY SAYING SORRY CAN CURE?
FUCK!!! HAVE YOU EVER LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU? I DOUBT SO!!! BUT IF THAT HAPPENS TO YOU, I SHALL SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE THE FUCKING MOOD TO GO ON HOLIDAY AND LET YOUR FRIENDS JOKE ABOUT IT...
FUCKING LOW SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY, GIRLS WITH BIG BOOBS HAVE NO BRAINS, I THINK GUYS WITH BIG MUSCLES LIKE YOU HAVE SMALL PENIS AND FUCKING STUPID... YOUR BUTT AND BRAIN HAD SWITCHED THEIR PLACES SINCE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN...
YOU FUCKING BRING SHAME TO YOUR ORGANIZATION YOU ARE WORKING IN...
...
Guy: So, you did not plan anything during your leave?
Girl: ya, but my grandma passed away, so cant go anywhere.
Guy: Huh, why your grandma passed away then cannot go holiday meh?
(Fuck... who the hell have the mood to go on holiday when someone close passed away?)
Conversation went on...
Guy: So you din realized that your grandma stopped breathing when you are just beside her?
: How can you not realize anything? What if one of your passenger stop breathing on plane and you din even realize?
: I think your grandma died because of you, cos you did not realize that she is not breathing, you caused her death...
End of conversation...
Later on, this guy smsed my friend and apologized, saying he is trying to LIGHTEN THINGS UP by joking...
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE THAT SHE CAUSED HER GRANDMA'S DEATH?
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JOKE ABOUT THIS MATTER?
IF A PASSENGER STOP BREATHING ON PLANE, IM SURE YOU WILL NOT BE THE FIRST TO REALIZE, WILL YOU BE THE CAUSE OF THE PASSENGER'S DEATH?
YOU HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE AND YOU THINK BY SAYING SORRY CAN CURE?
FUCK!!! HAVE YOU EVER LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU? I DOUBT SO!!! BUT IF THAT HAPPENS TO YOU, I SHALL SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE THE FUCKING MOOD TO GO ON HOLIDAY AND LET YOUR FRIENDS JOKE ABOUT IT...
FUCKING LOW SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY, GIRLS WITH BIG BOOBS HAVE NO BRAINS, I THINK GUYS WITH BIG MUSCLES LIKE YOU HAVE SMALL PENIS AND FUCKING STUPID... YOUR BUTT AND BRAIN HAD SWITCHED THEIR PLACES SINCE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN...
YOU FUCKING BRING SHAME TO YOUR ORGANIZATION YOU ARE WORKING IN...
upset...
Until two days before the actual day, im still hoping that someone would accompany me... Im not like that in the past, waiting and waiting... im really upset... i dunno when will be the next time she will be coming... i really regret... i cant blame anyone... but myself, for being indecisive... MJ is one good example, so many people looking forward to his concert, but now, they can never see him perform on stage anymore...
Someone once told me its really stupid to spend so much money to watch a concert... All i can say that only people who had never went to concert before would say this, cos they dunno how it feels to be inside, with so many people coming for the same purpose, to support the one performing on stage.
After this, i should learn to do things without any regret, i will not ask, i will not wait... i wont hesitate anymore... Its really unbearable to have regrets....
Someone once told me its really stupid to spend so much money to watch a concert... All i can say that only people who had never went to concert before would say this, cos they dunno how it feels to be inside, with so many people coming for the same purpose, to support the one performing on stage.
After this, i should learn to do things without any regret, i will not ask, i will not wait... i wont hesitate anymore... Its really unbearable to have regrets....
我还为你保留了位置。。。
我依然沉溺在回忆的海底
就快没了呼吸
突然听见自己心跳如此清晰
我竟还活在你的过去
我曾经相信会遇到那个人
或许能把你代替
降温的冷空气留着你的气息
我对于遗忘还无能为力
爱还为你保留了位置
就算你背影如今已渐渐的消失
oh 爱是无法改变的位置
如果能再一次我还是这样的坚持
爱还为你保留了位置
就算我的心还依然充满了未知
oh 爱是无法改变的位置
失去你只是残忍的事实
多希望这是别人的故事
也许某个早晨当阳光洒进来
我会突然醒来
把位置空出来不再为你而等待
i dunno what is going on...
and i wish to know what is going on...
but its her privacy... i should respect...
there's nothing i can do, maybe even if i know...
hope that things will get better for all of us...
When someone leaves, nobody is feeling good...
I'm sorry to hear the bad news...
and i wish to know what is going on...
but its her privacy... i should respect...
there's nothing i can do, maybe even if i know...
hope that things will get better for all of us...
When someone leaves, nobody is feeling good...
I'm sorry to hear the bad news...
Had the urge of whipping up a dish, so this is it... Sweet and sour pork... Haha... A very common dish but a lot of work to be done... Yum Yum...
Had curry fish head for dinner with Bran and PX, all the popular stalls were closed so we just hit any coffee shop, the food not very nice, including the chef recommendation... 4/10 and its very hot, not sure if the fans over there are not working or they wanna save electricity...
Took a stroll down to the prawning site... full... even the prawning rods were all taken... Headed back to my mansion... Had a game of Monopoly... Both of them had their own houses and hotels... i got nothing but three mrt stations... Haha... So im named the prince of MRT cum drug trafficker cos i like went to jail N times... PX, princess of property, cos she owns the most lands... Brandon... Prince of prostitutes, cos he owns geylang and serangoon areas... These two were the only lands that helped him make money... Haha... Alan should join in for another game... Haha...
Met up with my army buddies at Bedok 85, the place was just like newton circus, but its a hawker centre, with wet market right behind... anyway, because all of them went back for reservist, except me... Haha, dunno its good or bad... for not being called up... I went down after work, damn the mrt, MALFUNCTION for 20 mins... went out of the station, intend to hail a cab, the queue was like buying hello kitty many years back... no choice, waited, mingled around, went back to the station and board the train to Bedok...
Went to Summer Breeze after dinner, as usual, talked about the past, all the crappy things we did, the days we spent together and all the unforgettable encounters in army... damn funny, thinking back... those were the days... really happy to see all of them again... most of them own their own cars, getting married soon... two more bombs on the way... had their own career... What about me? Haiz... very sad to say... feeling rather disappointed, this person telling me about needs and wants... i was thinking, do you know what you really need? Managing a company is not a one man show... overloading wont produce a good result... Im doubting their ability in time management... anyway, im not involve... dun wanna comment too much... time will prove everything... I admit i pinned too much hope, now i really fall hard on the ground...
Went to Summer Breeze after dinner, as usual, talked about the past, all the crappy things we did, the days we spent together and all the unforgettable encounters in army... damn funny, thinking back... those were the days... really happy to see all of them again... most of them own their own cars, getting married soon... two more bombs on the way... had their own career... What about me? Haiz... very sad to say... feeling rather disappointed, this person telling me about needs and wants... i was thinking, do you know what you really need? Managing a company is not a one man show... overloading wont produce a good result... Im doubting their ability in time management... anyway, im not involve... dun wanna comment too much... time will prove everything... I admit i pinned too much hope, now i really fall hard on the ground...
Your life is like a bitch...oops... sorry... beach...
I came, left my footsteps behind...
Now im going off... and those footsteps will be washed away eventually...
Soon, we will be strangers...
Moving on...
I came, left my footsteps behind...
Now im going off... and those footsteps will be washed away eventually...
Soon, we will be strangers...
Moving on...
When brothers quarrel...
Its really irritating when the other party kept on repeating the same thing...
but its one of the best way to win in a quarrel... you just need to keep on repeating, the other party will stop eventually... and YOU WIN! Haha...
My card was stuck inside the AXS on Thursday morning. Call the technician to retrieve it and sent it to the bank. Anyway, its my fault la, the card is alady "distorted" and im still using it... Went to red star with Joyce for high tea... Reach there at 2.45pm, which means if we reach there later by 15 mins, we wont be able to eat the dim sums... took quite a while to serve the dim sums, i supposed that the dim sums are fresh... not leftovers... Met up with Ashlyn at Orchard for some shopping, while waiting for her to arrive, i had already bought quite a number of things- a top from River Island, Shower Gel from Bodyshop, Face masks from Faceshop. Met up with Alan at Amk Drive Thru Mac... chill a while and headed home b4 12mn...
Went to AMK POSB this afternoon, the customer service officer attended to me, asked for my id and after she took my particulars, she asked me to sit at the side and wait for my name to be called... Great... i waited for 1.5 hours and was totally being neglected by them... till the police officer came and asked... In the end, im supposed to queue up like the rest for my replacement of card... WTF lo... then in the first place why that officer asked me to sit one side and wait for my name to be called? BAD SERVICE! BAD CUSTOMER SERVICE... I purposely din approach anyone cos i want to see if anyone of them noticed that there is this person who had been sitting there for so long... no one came to ask what am i waiting for or anyone attended to me... VERY BAD...
Have you guys ever dreamt of events that you know will never ever happen in the reality? And people said that if you remembered what happen in your dream, that dream will not come true... and i remembered clearly two of my dreams... I dreamt of going back in time, i think was 2006 when i just ORD... received a sum of money from my insurance policy, then i was like, oh, im back... i gonna change everything... save all my money up... and stop everything that i dun wish to happen... When i wake up, i think for a while... i rather go back to pri 6... but with the current memories... Haha...
Just now, i dreamt that i was clubbing with a bunch of friends that dun even know each other... my army friends with my new friends from the latest PC show... and all of us were drunk and were sleeping at the staircase... I actually took a bottle of dry gin and started drinking from the bottle and asked why taste like 7-up... Haha... Everything were so real... Haha... Crap... And i rushed to the toilet and started splashing water onto my face, looked into the mirror and asked what am i doing... and scolded myself... very drama... and i woke up... still scolding myself for being an idiot having such a dream...
Gonna sleep... please let me dream of something more realistic...
Went to AMK POSB this afternoon, the customer service officer attended to me, asked for my id and after she took my particulars, she asked me to sit at the side and wait for my name to be called... Great... i waited for 1.5 hours and was totally being neglected by them... till the police officer came and asked... In the end, im supposed to queue up like the rest for my replacement of card... WTF lo... then in the first place why that officer asked me to sit one side and wait for my name to be called? BAD SERVICE! BAD CUSTOMER SERVICE... I purposely din approach anyone cos i want to see if anyone of them noticed that there is this person who had been sitting there for so long... no one came to ask what am i waiting for or anyone attended to me... VERY BAD...
Have you guys ever dreamt of events that you know will never ever happen in the reality? And people said that if you remembered what happen in your dream, that dream will not come true... and i remembered clearly two of my dreams... I dreamt of going back in time, i think was 2006 when i just ORD... received a sum of money from my insurance policy, then i was like, oh, im back... i gonna change everything... save all my money up... and stop everything that i dun wish to happen... When i wake up, i think for a while... i rather go back to pri 6... but with the current memories... Haha...
Just now, i dreamt that i was clubbing with a bunch of friends that dun even know each other... my army friends with my new friends from the latest PC show... and all of us were drunk and were sleeping at the staircase... I actually took a bottle of dry gin and started drinking from the bottle and asked why taste like 7-up... Haha... Everything were so real... Haha... Crap... And i rushed to the toilet and started splashing water onto my face, looked into the mirror and asked what am i doing... and scolded myself... very drama... and i woke up... still scolding myself for being an idiot having such a dream...
Gonna sleep... please let me dream of something more realistic...
