upset...

Until two days before the actual day, im still hoping that someone would accompany me... Im not like that in the past, waiting and waiting... im really upset... i dunno when will be the next time she will be coming... i really regret... i cant blame anyone... but myself, for being indecisive... MJ is one good example, so many people looking forward to his concert, but now, they can never see him perform on stage anymore...

Someone once told me its really stupid to spend so much money to watch a concert... All i can say that only people who had never went to concert before would say this, cos they dunno how it feels to be inside, with so many people coming for the same purpose, to support the one performing on stage.

After this, i should learn to do things without any regret, i will not ask, i will not wait... i wont hesitate anymore... Its really unbearable to have regrets....