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Another week going to end soon...
and im having my off rest again...
wow... the week ended so fast...
before i even realize... its mid may already...
haiz...
feeling quite stagnant in my job...
boring at times... or should i say most of the time...
and when a person is bored... mind will start running wild again...
should i look for a new job???
i must move on...
i did a very brave move today...
i rejected the request of changing service...
because somebody MC again...
WTF...
My service today was so relax...
if i agreed to change service, i must be out of my mind...
on the spot i said dun want, i dun want to change...
wahahaha....
sometimes, i have to learn how to reject people...
this way, my life will be better...
just blame it on the person who took MC...
being kind to others is being cruel to myself...
i rather see other people suffer then myself suffer...
sorry but i have to be selfish... if not, i will get "eaten up" sooner or later...
not going to care so much...
cos caring too much will only leads to myself to be too emotional...
anyway, im not that impt all along... does not make a difference if im not around...
no one will realize...
=)
and im having my off rest again...
wow... the week ended so fast...
before i even realize... its mid may already...
haiz...
feeling quite stagnant in my job...
boring at times... or should i say most of the time...
and when a person is bored... mind will start running wild again...
should i look for a new job???
i must move on...
i did a very brave move today...
i rejected the request of changing service...
because somebody MC again...
WTF...
My service today was so relax...
if i agreed to change service, i must be out of my mind...
on the spot i said dun want, i dun want to change...
wahahaha....
sometimes, i have to learn how to reject people...
this way, my life will be better...
just blame it on the person who took MC...
being kind to others is being cruel to myself...
i rather see other people suffer then myself suffer...
sorry but i have to be selfish... if not, i will get "eaten up" sooner or later...
not going to care so much...
cos caring too much will only leads to myself to be too emotional...
anyway, im not that impt all along... does not make a difference if im not around...
no one will realize...
=)
happy mother's day...
Happy mother's day to all mothers...
Mother Tan and two mother Lims...
And of cos to my dearest mother Zhou.
After today, maybe fb will have lots of photos if Friends bring their mums out for dinner or something... Some may even cook at home, just for today, 1 out of 365 days... Hahaha....
I'm on my way to work, last dreadly shift, next three days will be quite relax for me, mid shift follow by two short service shifts... And off rest for me again...
Two more weeks to show's concert...
Mother Tan and two mother Lims...
And of cos to my dearest mother Zhou.
After today, maybe fb will have lots of photos if Friends bring their mums out for dinner or something... Some may even cook at home, just for today, 1 out of 365 days... Hahaha....
I'm on my way to work, last dreadly shift, next three days will be quite relax for me, mid shift follow by two short service shifts... And off rest for me again...
Two more weeks to show's concert...
Short Getaway
Back from a short getaway... Batam...
a place where "they" claimed that men like to go for... ... ...
but maybe because i did not go to those "areas"...
so did not notice...
Anyway, there was this ang mo with the local girl at our hotel (Harris Resort)...
i think the girl was "hired" to accompany him bah...
and i think the ang mo is blind or something...
not pretty...
About an hour's trip...
here we are...
true enough... got welcomed by a welcome drink... not nice... wahaha...
checked in...
hotel room was big... compared to other countries that i went...
but the biggest room i ever stayed was in KL Time Sqaure hotel...
and the room was "comfortable"... haha
because everytime i went overseas and i always think about "something else" in the hotel room...
but this time the room did not give me the creepy feeling...
changed to our swimming attire... slack @ the swimming pool...
went for banana boat ride... wahahaha....
the time was short but its fun and damn funny...
one having difficulty getting back up to the boat...
another rather die than letting go of the handle...
three of us got slammed into the sea...
only she... still stayed on the boat in an awkward position...
had our lunch @ the restaurant after cleaning up...
the free pizzas were delicious...
went down to town and did some shopping...
root beer float without ice cannot make it...
had some doughnuts , damn i missed those we had @ Jusco, Malaysia JB....
got a bag for my dad, after some bargaining although its already very cheap... haha...
had a sumptuous dinner...
chit-chatting session...
complaining about work, new relationships etc...
enjoyed the session...
expect for the cat... kept on harassing us...
count down for his birthday @ our hotel room...
had birthday doughnuts on behalf of a birthday cake...
knock out thereafter...
Happy Birthday Alan... Third time im wishing you... Hahaha... wish you happiness...
the rest nothing much to say about...
back to Singapore...
two more new friends joined us for dinner @ Ah Wang, Bugis...
Had a "vase" of HK milk tea...
Table of six...
only one is unattached...
haiz, very sad to say... its me...
finally got home, and had a small chat with dad...
a "debrief" about my trip...
haha~
very tired, although din do much things...
i think i cant stay up more than 12 hours...
will be very tired...
cant sleep,
have to wait for my clothes being washed and have to hang them out later...
sleepy...
lucky im off tomolo... if not... waking up damn early makes me feel like taking mc...
hmmmmm...
Virgo babies are claimed to be perfectionist...
Being a perfectionist is not a good thing anyway.
I expect myself to do things the way I wanted and I want it to be as perfect as possible. And most of the times I'm giving myself so much stress that I gets very tense up most of the time...thinking that making a small mistake can cost me to be in serious trouble... But it's not the case, it's just a common mistake that everyone is making... But I just take things too seriously...
Be it at work or personal, i demand alot from myself and my friends. Even not replying msges pissed me off easily... I'm a very patient person in the past, but now I demand everything to be done like straight away...
I keep on blaming people for this and that and I dun see myself in any wrong... what is wrong with me?
Friends had alady find me rather irritating nowadays... Maybe I should do something about it...
I hate being who I am now...
I'm not fit to be a best friend to anyone...
When will I start to take thing easy and not to be so demanding?
Life is so miserable...
Being a perfectionist is not a good thing anyway.
I expect myself to do things the way I wanted and I want it to be as perfect as possible. And most of the times I'm giving myself so much stress that I gets very tense up most of the time...thinking that making a small mistake can cost me to be in serious trouble... But it's not the case, it's just a common mistake that everyone is making... But I just take things too seriously...
Be it at work or personal, i demand alot from myself and my friends. Even not replying msges pissed me off easily... I'm a very patient person in the past, but now I demand everything to be done like straight away...
I keep on blaming people for this and that and I dun see myself in any wrong... what is wrong with me?
Friends had alady find me rather irritating nowadays... Maybe I should do something about it...
I hate being who I am now...
I'm not fit to be a best friend to anyone...
When will I start to take thing easy and not to be so demanding?
Life is so miserable...
last day of the work week...
Took leave tomolo for a short getaway cum celebration of Alan's birthday...
Was so damn boring last night during work...
log on to msn and see if there is anyone i can chat with...
but all not free...
one wants to watch her drama...
one wants to go take a short nap...
haiz...
log onto FB and find trouble with cake...
wahaha...
Chatted with PX after so long...
heard tt she kena bang dao by someone at work...
haiz...
working society is like tt...
when you perform better than others, they got jealous and start to pick on you...
telling tales behind you...
when you talk louder than others, they think you are trying to be a leader...
haiz... then how? keep quiet, talk less, do more?
thats what im doing at work... but... guess what...
they say im too quiet, should mix with them more...
then how? if i talk more, people will start to tell tales...
wah, you see last time he so quiet, now he talk like old bird...
knn la!!! talk also kena, dun talk also kena...
haiz...
hope today will pass-by faster...
so reluctant to go work today...
wanna laze at home or go for sun tan...
haiz...
Took leave tomolo for a short getaway cum celebration of Alan's birthday...
Was so damn boring last night during work...
log on to msn and see if there is anyone i can chat with...
but all not free...
one wants to watch her drama...
one wants to go take a short nap...
haiz...
log onto FB and find trouble with cake...
wahaha...
Chatted with PX after so long...
heard tt she kena bang dao by someone at work...
haiz...
working society is like tt...
when you perform better than others, they got jealous and start to pick on you...
telling tales behind you...
when you talk louder than others, they think you are trying to be a leader...
haiz... then how? keep quiet, talk less, do more?
thats what im doing at work... but... guess what...
they say im too quiet, should mix with them more...
then how? if i talk more, people will start to tell tales...
wah, you see last time he so quiet, now he talk like old bird...
knn la!!! talk also kena, dun talk also kena...
haiz...
hope today will pass-by faster...
so reluctant to go work today...
wanna laze at home or go for sun tan...
haiz...
