我要唱下去!!!
One's life are meant to have ups and downs, to me, im having more downs than ups... I had used a wrong method to love a person, what i did din made her love me more, but left me earlier... i had never been a good bf, a good son, a good brother, a good friend... and a good buddy... Im just that slow in learning, im not that interesting like some other guys, in fact im a very boring guy to be with...
Im just so emotional... i cant help it... its just me... im born to be this way, and after a few times of getting ditched... true love dun exist in this world anymore... Humans are just using each other...
RANDOM!!!
Been quite a while... nothing much to blog about... Post some very random pics i took for the past few weeks. Had not been touching my FYP thingy, no mood to design, nth much to edit anyway, waiting for new "orders" being pass down by the supervisor. Missed lots of people i had not seen for some time, Sylvia mei, Nihui(Advanced Happy Birthday to you), my beloved wifey Celine, Eric, Wee Teck, Rachel, Zoe, Elaine, Kelly, Patricia, Winston, Kate, Minghao, Pei Zhi, Yanling and alot more... Hows life going on?
Lots of people who sort of came by my house and was kind of envy that the swimming pool was just opp of my house, and asked:" so your recent hobby is swimming la?" I din really walk over there for months... so near yet im that lazy to move my ass... Had a schedule of when to run when to swim, must force myself to do some work out before i became a ball that people can kick around... "Some people had alady been doing that"... Had put a curse for failing to follow the schedule... No choice, have to do it... or else, i will be cursed again...
Everyone seemed to be working very hard on their job, earning as much money as possible, how i wish i can be like them, working hard for a living, unlike me, stuck in the middle of nowhere... Am i having holiday? Not really... have to work on my project, going to school everyday from 8.30AM to 6PM... work only two ot three days a week... the rest of the time was contributed to my Grandfather, otherwise will be out spending money... What a life!
Since 2006, after i ord from COMMANDO, in case people looked at me now dun believe im from the elites, LOL... Many things happened, planned to find a full time job but to no avail. Went back to my old job, Banquet @ Intercontinental Hotel, saw old friends, made new friends, had a short relationship. Went back to study, but the course appeared to be harder than what it seems to be... Finally, come to a stage i get to go overseas for exchange programme, passed whatever modules up till now, hope this last year will pass smoothly and find a job, work hard and earn as much money as i can for my family, as i din really contribute to my family now, for my future family, my wife, my child, i must let my family live a comfortable life in future. A comfortable life = A Happy Family...
Up till now i can consider my life to be a very smooth one... Having all the friends standing by me, supporting me in any way, encouraging me, there for me whenever i needed them. Thanks alot. All of us had little time to meet up, but keeping in contact will be good enough. Although my family now is abit "messy", but i do hope things will get better... less wars, more dinners together. Make a home look like a home... not a battle field... My current job is on the rock anyway, brushing off outsiders, recruiting family members... you know, family business... Any viewers had any part time jobs, do inform me... I can do anything expect selling my ass... I wanna be a virgin forever... Relationships. maybe not for now, all i can do now i do make the one i love smile being with me... tts all... which i think most Singaporean girls are not looking for that. Concentrate on my studies and complete the whole course in a shortest time possible... so much wanted to go right into the industry and make a name for myself, so that when i graduate, people will snatch... LOL... dream on...
Alrighty, the sun is rising while i pen down my last paragraph, gonna have breakfast later, and visit my grandmother and my real grandfather, not the one i used to meet in my dreams FYI... Very hungry now... you know... Fatty cant stand hungriness... "Sweep Wood day" ...
KTV this sat night... looking forward... Intercon people dun forget, 11pm shenton way... im expecting you... the last singing session b4 i leave this world, oops, sorry, leave this country...



Cant wait till sat, tomolo! ST JAMES! gonna walk inside and got carried out at the end of day... LOL...
人性的丑陋。。。
I told xiao wan i had not been sleeping well, she asked me, you have something in your mind? I paused for a while and think, maybe bah... Been thinking alot of things actually...
We, humans are such a scary creatures... For the past 15 years, i can really say i had seen alot of friends showed their ugly side. Since primary school, people starts to gossip and create a "hu-ha" among classmates, friends turns enemies... goes around stabbing people on the back, appears to be a good friend of yours, but when you turn your back, things changed... Just like some dramas, those scheme roles, everytime they will give the evil smile when other people still thinks that he or she was such a good person.
Money was another main "tool" that turn friends into enemies, once we called each other "brothers", i helped when they need money to return debts, when i ask to return the money, they seems like left the earth and stayed on the moon, or other planets except earth. Even untill now, they can actually come back to earth and call me to borrow some money, dun understand, they think im someone who can forgive and forget what had they done to me in the past and can still borrow them money or they thought i totally forget or lost my memories. I wish to lose alot of memories, but sorry lo, FIY, i got a fucking good memories, esp to those who had let me down, left me all alone to clean up the mess, people who hurt me in any way, looked down on me, i remembered very well...
I believe i will still meet alot other kinds of people. I really need to learn from my friends how to be more straight forward, how to “一针见血”. I myself had been very fake, i know i dislike this person but i still can talk around, joke around with him or her... Maybe from now on, if you realize i dun talk to you, din respond to you, you should know, you are not even friends to me...
"How do you feel when you betray your friends?"
Can someone tell me?
我很清楚爱是双数
我不哭哭也没有帮助
配合演出心里有数
下一幕你就要退出
当你淡出心被空出
都不算数爱的单数
剩除不尽的孤独
被出卖的爱单行的未来
你说过感动不是爱
我为谁悲哀
被出卖的爱单程回不来
没能耐再把心剖开
活着但我不存在
我太糊涂爱是变数
再付出也数留不住
配合演出心里有数
你说不再没有假如
当你淡出心被空出
都不算数爱的单数
剩除不尽的孤独
被出卖的爱单行的未来
你说过感动不是爱
我为谁悲哀
被出卖的爱单程回不来
没能耐再把心剖开
活着但我不存在
被出卖的爱单行的未来
你说过感动不是爱
我为谁悲哀
被出卖的爱单程回不来
没能耐再把心剖开
活着但我不存在
我明白落单了的爱不存在
Oh My goodness!
Another nice duet... somebody please learn this and sing with me... LOL...
吴:自私的我
不曾顾太你的感受
当手分手
你没有意见都由我
陈:累了太久
泪水已如湍急洪流
就手分手
没有人需要挽留
合:你也许以为是借口
我说爱情不太适合我
吴:不如只当朋友
陈:会在一起更久
吴:我对你很坏(陈:你其实不坏)
吴:轻易把手放开(陈:只是把手放开)
陈:让我的真心
吴:一瞬间
合:适应不太过来
吴:我对你很坏(陈:你其实不坏)
吴:给你依赖却又拿开(陈:我已经习惯)
吴:多想要把我的真心拆开(陈:把你的真心拆开)
吴:再看一次有没有你的存在(陈:再看一次有没有我的存在)
合:你也许以为是借口
我说爱情不太适合我
吴:不如只当朋友
陈:会在一起更久
吴:我对你很坏(陈:你其实不坏)
吴:轻易把手放开(陈:只是把手放开)
陈:让我的真心
吴:一瞬间
合:适应不太过来
吴:我对你很坏(陈:你其实不坏)
吴:给你依赖却又拿开(陈:我已经习惯)
吴:多想要把我的真心拆开(陈:把你的真心拆开)
吴:再看一次有没有你的存在(陈:再看一次有没有我的存在)
吴:我对你很坏(陈:你其实不坏)
吴:轻易把手放开(陈:只是把手放开)
陈:让我的真心
吴:一瞬间
合:适应不太过来
吴:我对你很坏(陈:你其实不坏)
吴:给你依赖却又拿开(陈:我已经习惯)
吴:多想要把我的真心拆开(陈:把你的真心拆开)
吴:再看一次有没有你的存在(陈:再看一次有没有我的存在)
吴:如果不见你
陈:我们就说
合:拜拜
“要有心里准备,我们家要散了“
My father said this to me yesterday. why? He said he is afraid to come back home, this house is so cold, does not feel the "warmth" in this family. My heart really sank, why is he saying all this? Because we are nt at home all the time, leaving him all alone at home? No one doing the house chores? keeping the house looked like a house? My brother and i cant possibly be staying at home all day, he needs to work and i need to go school everyday and work in the night. If i dun work, whos going to pay the bills? Im trying to please him all i could, the things he did, i admit im not happy, but i cant tell him, thats all the things he can do to keep him busy... Used items never been placed back to its original place, who can i complain? I can only quietly tidy the place up. Had my family tried to understand how i feel? Everytime the house is in a mess, my father will only come to me and say i din do my part. I know i had not been a good son for not bring back money, doing things that he is not really satisfied with, i admit all this... Im really tired, had he ever praised me when i actually cleaned up the house? Since young, he had always been telling all my relatives how lousy i am, "aiyah, this kid is no use one la!( in hokkien)". I remembered when i was in sec one, chinese new year before going to relative house, he said that i was not his son, was picked from the trash, what have i done to recieve all this comments by him? Am i really not his son? Everytime i came home and saw all the rubbish all over the place, wat can i say, i know if i confront anyone, no one is going to sleep well that night, why people cant just throw the rubbish into the rubbish bin, is it that difficult? Why other families are so supportive and did their part in keeping the family together? Kept on hearing the room next door shouting and banging table, throwing things, smashing things up, why must they quarrel everyday, and make everyone upset? This friday is my father's birthday, no one said anything untill i started asking, reserved seats at the place my father always wanted to go, told him just yesterday and today he came and tell me he dun want to go. Is it really so difficult to gather the family together to just have a decent dinner on your birthday? He said that the house is cold, everyone is doing their own things. Fine! I will quit my school and stop working, stay at home and do all the house chores everyday, tidy up all the rubbish that they left behind on the table, on the floor, anywhere... How i wish i can throw my fucking temper just like my brother, but i just cant do it... I dun wanna go home... that is not my house anymore... I had reached my limits, and i cant take it anymore... just take it as you only had one son all this while, like what you had always been saying all this while..
I miss my mum... this song reminds me of you... i really hope i can see you soon...
你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到 是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什麽都不要知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠
紧谨守牢不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到
What is corned beef?
Here goes...
Customer: Excuse me, ask you something.
Me: Yes?
Customer: For the corned beef salad rite? is the beef eat the corn, or the corn eat the beef?
(paused for 1 sec)
Maybe she is trying to be funny...
Me: Beef eat corn...
Customer: OH! (turned to her friend), see? i told you beef eat corn...
Me: you know why?
Customer: Why?
Me: Because corn is a vegetarian...
After i said this, the whole table looked at each other with 1001 question marks above their heads. All the brains so slow how to be lame... Haiz... After much thinking, i thought she was really asking a decent question, cos i dun really know why is it call corned beef... I came home and checked on the defination... SHE IS REALLY LAME LO!!! trying to be lame infront of the prince of lamers... Haiz...
What actually is Corned beef?
Corned beef as "beef cured or pickled in brine." Brine is salt water. Corned beef is traditionally served on Easter Sunday in Ireland -- the beef was salted through the winter to preserve it over Lent. It's also served on St. Patrick's Day!
Where does the word "corned" come from? According to the Food Safety and Inspection Service of our very own Department of Agriculture, "The name comes from Anglo-Saxon times before refrigeration. In those days, the meat was dry-cured in coarse "corns" of salt. Pellets of salt, some the size of kernels of corn, were rubbed into the beef to keep it from spoiling and to preserve it."
一个树,叶子和风的故事。。。
风无情的吹叶子的软弱,
已经令自己不想再坚持了,
树的极力挽回只是多此一举,
叶子不能再留在树的身边了。。。
叶子累了,
叶子想随风而去,
忘记过去,
当叶子离开树的时候,
叶子已经失去了生命,
叶子再也无法 回到任何一棵树上了。。。
可是树不同,
当过了一个季节后,
树的身傍又会有了新的叶子,
是比被风带走的叶子 还要好的叶子,
那个时候 树的心里,
就不会在思念旧叶子了,
叶子只能在莫个角落偷偷的,
为了想念树而落泪。。。
叶子是很爱树的,
依赖树的,
当风丛树的身边带走叶子的时候,
叶子的心中有千万个不舍,
所以请别怪叶子的离开 好吗?
作家:一个中一的学生。。。
Yesterday managed to arrange my room into a brand new image, which i think is more spacious and looked even more tidy than b4... din really threw anything away... just purely moved the positions of my bed and my tv console... Changed new bed sheet also... BLACK COLOR... Haha... Maybe becos of the new position, i din managed to sleep well, wanted to sleep early at 12mn, got disturbed by the msn in-coming msg, or rather got used to sleeping late...
Had my hair cut really short this time, plus dying back my hair to "guai guai" mode... LOL
PX had her hair cut short too!~ some angle does resemble hebe indeed... SOME ANGLE only... i like that hair style of yours... Went roller blading at Alan's void deck after hair cutting session... discussed abit about our korea trip, cam whoring there... Afterwhich went to chomp chomp for a "feast", i mistaken the hump for Lala... used to Char Kway Tiao uncle: " Uncle, Char Kway Tiao, mai hump, mai hump, mai hump!" cos i dun really like hump... that very night i ate at least 20 of them... still i dun like the smell... other than my hump... ordered stingray, satay, carrot cake(very power, nice!~), orh jian and sambal kang kong( the only vege i can eat with delight)...
Damn full and really DAMN FULL, not becos of the food, im sure its becos of the sugar cane, PX finished the whole "mug", if she can do it, i can do it... dun like to lose... HAHA~ in the end leh~ like a pregnant idiot, walking with hand supporting my back... will merlion anytime... When we were about to finish, there was these three "kids" standing real close to our seats and started talking as if they were giving a speech for everyone who were present there... indirectly chasing us off so that they can have the seats... sorry you met the wrong group of people that will give up the seats, the more you chase us on purpose, the more we wanna stay on... just your luck man... We left the seats the moment they got their seat elsewhere, noticed that they looked at us and commented when we were leaving... shiok!~
TMDL!~ 1120AM, wasted my whole morning here... Ancestors coming out le lo!~ WTH man...
going up to bang the table now...
What the hell is happening? Cant even bothered to tidy the house or even my room.
Pig sty is what i named my room at least for now.
Febuary ended and here comes march!
Past two months was quite happening...
MC King, Lydia, Jackie Chan's Father, left us one by one...
Edison's scandal- getting more and more explosive.
Starting to buy chinese newpapers just to look out for his updated news...
Escape of the "dunno what the hell is his name la~" from detention centre i think...
Road blocks become more and more active and stationed at all the unexpected spots.
Drivers just be careful, dun drink and drive nowadays, wanna drink and drive, just dun get caught la... or you can join that escape convict... LOL...
Last year 2007 28th of jan, the loss of Xu Wei Lun, was a very unexpected one, and a very sad one esp for me... not because she was my idol or someone i once admired... she made me realize to cherish more and be contented with what i have that moment as nobody knows what will happen next... but...
2007 and 2008 din really started off too well... Hope 2009 will be a better one...
March is going to be an "expensive" month... Two red bombs coming up... saving up for china(still pending). Haiz... Trying to look for new jobs... wanting to try sales... Getting sick and tired of F&B, looking for jobs that will end earlier, at least i can still go out after work... not like now... nowhere to go after work...
Was browsing thru friendster recently, saw my friend celebrated her 18th birthday. Kind of envy her, steamboat at hm, and a group of besties and her loving bf... felt cosy indeed...Haha... Felt happy for her la... At least a memorable 18th birthday... Happy belated birthday Yanling!~
feel like going on a short trip...
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