If you are emo enough, sing along with her...
you will cry when you sing towards the last part...
like what i did...

我不是一定要你回来 只是又把回忆翻开

到底还有谁能来教我爱。。。


i was being said to be too negative...
and i admit
but please understand that somethings can never be forgotten even if you tried to forget and not to think about it...
Ger, you should know this more than i do right?
like i said, i can forgive, but i can never forget...

long forgotten what is it like to be loved by someone from the bottom of her heart...
i was being "played" with my feelings... i can trust no one anymore...

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i deleted off this paragraph...
cos... no use saying all this here anymore...
whats done is done...

i will live a better person...
and im happy with my life now... i not like the past being a poor student anymore...
i have a stable job now, good income, good benefits, working towards my goals...
i dun gamble, i dun drink and i dun smoke... anymore...
stay healthy as long as i can... stay happy is the most impt...
going out with intercon friends and my besties...
cherish them more than anyone... needless to say, he is the most impt man in my life... and i must cherish the time spend with him...

and good news, HE is healthy, just tt his "ka lu lee" too low... given some pills to pop...
thank god, really thank god he is fine...
review three months later...

i love my shifts after my three days off...
its like short hours... 7 hrs of work only...
compare to 9 hrs work before my three days off...
its heaven... time passes by faster!!!