Went for a test early in the morning, fortunately I passed this time... If nt I might need to find new job again...
Went down to PS for window shopping... So many things I wanna get... Some nice furnitures I saw at spotlight... Should get an electronic tooth brush as friends had good feedback...
Received an sms that made me really puzzled and somehow spoilt my mood... Dun wanna explain in detail cos nothing can be done... But this does proven me one thing...
Just receive my confirmation letter, and there is an increment in my pay!!! WOW!!! I dunno I want to cry or laugh...
Someone throw mc today, and initially I have to take over the duties but luckily my ren yuan is good, they assign another one to take over, so my plan still remain unchange... Gonna watch ip man 2 tonight...
Is it very common that in big companies, people always like to take mc? it's like a trend that it's a must to take at least one mc every month... I'm trying my best not to be like them, but if I'm being assigned to take over rotten shift... I will not hesitate to "get sick"... *cough*cough*
勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么
我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容
* 爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口
# 爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受
我想过很多以后 幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风 改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落
(Repeat * # * ）
爱你不重
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受
Yeah~
Finally, this day is coming...
in another 1 hour...
wahahaha~
gonna save up for my birthday present...
hopefully by then im able to purchase...
why they dun have installment plans... wahahaha~
my wallet is going up the lorry soon also~
should change a new one...
so many movies coming up...
so wanna watch them all in a row...
iron man 2, ip man 2, ice kacang, clash of the titans...
maybe can arrange to watch right from the morning till night...
wahaha...
still waiting for the cheap deals for iron man 2...
love working afternoon shifts and on public holidays...
PH=more money...
haha...
working morning shifts, all i can think about is knocking off early... tts all...
since everyone is busy with their own things, and i got no one else to date...
might as well earn more money...
but i dun like to work OT...
i need to rest... in order to walk further... like tt say correct or nt huh? hahahaha~
Im so "lucky" that im working on all the public holidays in 2010...
Finally, this day is coming...
in another 1 hour...
wahahaha~
gonna save up for my birthday present...
hopefully by then im able to purchase...
why they dun have installment plans... wahahaha~
my wallet is going up the lorry soon also~
should change a new one...
so many movies coming up...
so wanna watch them all in a row...
iron man 2, ip man 2, ice kacang, clash of the titans...
maybe can arrange to watch right from the morning till night...
wahaha...
still waiting for the cheap deals for iron man 2...
love working afternoon shifts and on public holidays...
PH=more money...
haha...
working morning shifts, all i can think about is knocking off early... tts all...
since everyone is busy with their own things, and i got no one else to date...
might as well earn more money...
but i dun like to work OT...
i need to rest... in order to walk further... like tt say correct or nt huh? hahahaha~
Im so "lucky" that im working on all the public holidays in 2010...
Month of May...
indeed an eventful month...
First, this month im going to get a lot of relax shifts...
some mid shifts ending 10 plus, been a long long time since i got mid shift man, should visit mustafa after work, some shifts i do not have to stay inside the "cage" too long... hopefully this will stay the same, if somebody were to throw MC or what, things will change, and i will start cursing... wahahaha...
Alan's birthday coming up...
hope this can be a memorable one...
somethings can only happen once and will never happen again...
tts why its worth remembering...
Liping's baby full month on the 15th of may...
may not be going cos working morning...
if time permits, i will try to make it...
Congrates to her...
felt happy for her now...
cannot imagine if she is still with "him"...
wahahaha...
Show's concert...
This may be the last concert im attending this year...
Really looking forward to this concert...
how things can turn out to be 3D...
Dunno what pat is planning over the weekends...
KTV? or another steamboat... of cos not at my house anymore... wahahaha....
should plan a trip to RWS or MBS...
have not been to these "new" places before...
not even marina barrage... damn im hell of a zai nan...
which are the new places tt i should go in singapore huh???
maybe my next off days... take one day out to explore all these places...
Eh, MALAYSIA LEH!!! when are you free to take me to the seafood feast...
im waiting!!! whahaha....
faster come back please...
indeed an eventful month...
First, this month im going to get a lot of relax shifts...
some mid shifts ending 10 plus, been a long long time since i got mid shift man, should visit mustafa after work, some shifts i do not have to stay inside the "cage" too long... hopefully this will stay the same, if somebody were to throw MC or what, things will change, and i will start cursing... wahahaha...
Alan's birthday coming up...
hope this can be a memorable one...
somethings can only happen once and will never happen again...
tts why its worth remembering...
Liping's baby full month on the 15th of may...
may not be going cos working morning...
if time permits, i will try to make it...
Congrates to her...
felt happy for her now...
cannot imagine if she is still with "him"...
wahahaha...
Show's concert...
This may be the last concert im attending this year...
Really looking forward to this concert...
how things can turn out to be 3D...
Dunno what pat is planning over the weekends...
KTV? or another steamboat... of cos not at my house anymore... wahahaha....
should plan a trip to RWS or MBS...
have not been to these "new" places before...
not even marina barrage... damn im hell of a zai nan...
which are the new places tt i should go in singapore huh???
maybe my next off days... take one day out to explore all these places...
Eh, MALAYSIA LEH!!! when are you free to take me to the seafood feast...
im waiting!!! whahaha....
faster come back please...
forgot to mention...
yesterday my area was happening man...
and let the "jurong gang" see how happening my house area was...
1. few lorries of lion dance troupes...
dunno what big event they are having...
2. Ambulance came to the swimming pool opp my house...
someone drown?
3. A small explosion was heard from as far away as bishan park...
and there was fire... SCDF came...
also dunno what happen...
4. my scv box finally went up lorry... cannot power on...
All of the above are purely coincidence... wahaha...
back to my cable box...
called 1633 the very night, the customer service officer said to me that i have two choice
1. Make appt with the technician... The earliest they can make it was MONDAY...
seriously, me and my dad cant live without cable tv...
2. Bring the set down to service centre and do a one to one exchange...
well, of cos i made the second choice...
today, early in the morning, went to lavender to book alan's birthday trip...
then make my way down to PS's starhub service centre...
eventually, they change the box set to a different one, which i think look smaller and nicer than the previous one... wahaha...
got home and set up the box back...
have to wait up to 30 mins for smart card validation...
haiz... whole life waiting for this, waiting for that...
Do i live to wait, or wait to live???
Sometimes really feel tired of all this... TIRED!!!!
Had steamboat while watching star awards...
damn full now... wahaha...
yeah~ felicia chin say this year will be her last year standing on stage...
ya i agree... dun like her... esp when she run... damn ugly... wahaha... silky girl? wahahaha....
was touched by some artistes when they say the thank you statement... really touching...
esp Zhu Hou Ren... got the best supporting actor... i watched his drama grow up one leh...
LONG TING GUANG... wahaha...
yesterday my area was happening man...
and let the "jurong gang" see how happening my house area was...
1. few lorries of lion dance troupes...
dunno what big event they are having...
2. Ambulance came to the swimming pool opp my house...
someone drown?
3. A small explosion was heard from as far away as bishan park...
and there was fire... SCDF came...
also dunno what happen...
4. my scv box finally went up lorry... cannot power on...
All of the above are purely coincidence... wahaha...
back to my cable box...
called 1633 the very night, the customer service officer said to me that i have two choice
1. Make appt with the technician... The earliest they can make it was MONDAY...
seriously, me and my dad cant live without cable tv...
2. Bring the set down to service centre and do a one to one exchange...
well, of cos i made the second choice...
today, early in the morning, went to lavender to book alan's birthday trip...
then make my way down to PS's starhub service centre...
eventually, they change the box set to a different one, which i think look smaller and nicer than the previous one... wahaha...
got home and set up the box back...
have to wait up to 30 mins for smart card validation...
haiz... whole life waiting for this, waiting for that...
Do i live to wait, or wait to live???
Sometimes really feel tired of all this... TIRED!!!!
Had steamboat while watching star awards...
damn full now... wahaha...
yeah~ felicia chin say this year will be her last year standing on stage...
ya i agree... dun like her... esp when she run... damn ugly... wahaha... silky girl? wahahaha....
was touched by some artistes when they say the thank you statement... really touching...
esp Zhu Hou Ren... got the best supporting actor... i watched his drama grow up one leh...
LONG TING GUANG... wahaha...
Yet another great gathering session with intercon peeps...
this time round steamboat @ Chew residence... wahahaha~~
I can consider this as a "belated" house warming cos the last time i did not invite a single friend to our house warming...
And its really warm to some of them... hahaha...
and we have uninvited guests, do i call them files? or ants with wings... wahahaha...
due to the rain, all of them come into my house for shelter...
and the weather fits very well with steamboat... cooling...
12 of us... including "long time no see" Benny and Yiwei...
almost 2 years since the last time we saw yiwei...
watched some dvds while chatting and having our steamboat...
as usual, alot of foods were left behind... gng to have maggi for the next few days...
or maybe another steamboat session... wahahaha....
hope to have more gatherings... maybe twice a month... or more...
this time round steamboat @ Chew residence... wahahaha~~
I can consider this as a "belated" house warming cos the last time i did not invite a single friend to our house warming...
And its really warm to some of them... hahaha...
and we have uninvited guests, do i call them files? or ants with wings... wahahaha...
due to the rain, all of them come into my house for shelter...
and the weather fits very well with steamboat... cooling...
12 of us... including "long time no see" Benny and Yiwei...
almost 2 years since the last time we saw yiwei...
watched some dvds while chatting and having our steamboat...
as usual, alot of foods were left behind... gng to have maggi for the next few days...
or maybe another steamboat session... wahahaha....
hope to have more gatherings... maybe twice a month... or more...
Thank you for your concern...
Keeping things to myself and not telling people is always my "habit" or rather my character...
cos i feel that there isn't a need to go around telling people how i feel or what problems i encountered... Im considered fortunate enough that im not tied down with some serious financial problems, or some other problems that people around me are facing... why add my problems to others?
some may think that writing here is as good as telling people...
yes, i agree, indirectly...
but i see this blog as a form as 寄托...
i always feel better after posting...
and its a one way thingy... this blog will always be here for me to pour all my sorrows and happiness in... and it will not complain a single word...
telling people, i might think that after i tell you something, you might think differently, and things will start to change...
my problems, all this while, is always my emotions...
something that nobody can help... but myself to overcome...
Its accumulative... things dun happen overnight...
I have phobia... what if the next one ended up the same like the past...?
I dun dare, really dun dare to take the risk to take the first step out...
封闭自己。。。 是不想让外面的世界伤害我。。。
Keeping things to myself and not telling people is always my "habit" or rather my character...
cos i feel that there isn't a need to go around telling people how i feel or what problems i encountered... Im considered fortunate enough that im not tied down with some serious financial problems, or some other problems that people around me are facing... why add my problems to others?
some may think that writing here is as good as telling people...
yes, i agree, indirectly...
but i see this blog as a form as 寄托...
i always feel better after posting...
and its a one way thingy... this blog will always be here for me to pour all my sorrows and happiness in... and it will not complain a single word...
telling people, i might think that after i tell you something, you might think differently, and things will start to change...
my problems, all this while, is always my emotions...
something that nobody can help... but myself to overcome...
Its accumulative... things dun happen overnight...
I have phobia... what if the next one ended up the same like the past...?
I dun dare, really dun dare to take the risk to take the first step out...
封闭自己。。。 是不想让外面的世界伤害我。。。
we should feel fortunate that we are able to wake up from our sleep...
esp from a nightmare...
I had the worst nightmare ever...
I committed a crime...
investigated by police...
chased by police...
Im a wanted person...
Its so real that... thats the end of my life...
just one stupid wrong move...
changes your life entirely...
the feeling is like you lost everything in life...
everyone looked at you differently...
im scared when i woke up...
and thank goodness its just a nightmare...
so please, think before you do anything,
one wrong move may cost you a lifetime...
esp from a nightmare...
I had the worst nightmare ever...
I committed a crime...
investigated by police...
chased by police...
Im a wanted person...
Its so real that... thats the end of my life...
just one stupid wrong move...
changes your life entirely...
the feeling is like you lost everything in life...
everyone looked at you differently...
im scared when i woke up...
and thank goodness its just a nightmare...
so please, think before you do anything,
one wrong move may cost you a lifetime...
I feel that im going to neglect my laptop sooner or later...
like what PX said, we can do almost eveything with our iphone "on behalf" of our pc...
check email, surf net, uploading picture and now even blogging was made possible when on the move... u need to type documents? of cos, words, excel, anything, iphone has it all...
and now i can even check my bank account balance, transfer funds, just that i cant withdraw money from my phone... if not, BEST!!! but this way, i will be broke even faster for the month...wahaha...
all you need is to search for right apps... u need it, they have it...
but personally i prefer blogging and doing my documents using my laptop la...
screen is bigger, typing is easier...
unless, i had a sudden urge of like blogging STRAIGHT AWAY... i can still do it... hahaha...
that's the wonder of Iphone... new generation coming out... should i change???
Thanks Jolene for making me so sad for telling me that S.H.E is going to disband...
and really, this "news" really made my days and mood really bad...
and today, after watching kang xi...
Yes, they may go try other areas, but they will NEVER EVER disband...
so, looking forward to Selina hosting some shows, Hebe cutting her own solo album. Ella acting in some dramas/movies...
*LOVES*
This year is indeed a year full of concerts...
S.H.E
MAYDAY
Aaron
Sammi
Show
Elva
F.I.R
Jay
Stef Sun... most regret i din get to go...
and i believe many more will come...
Rainie?
Angela came last year or this year? hahaha...
JJ came last year or this year?? wahahaha...
but i think i should stop...
if not i wont be able to save money...
haiz... money again...
like what PX said, we can do almost eveything with our iphone "on behalf" of our pc...
check email, surf net, uploading picture and now even blogging was made possible when on the move... u need to type documents? of cos, words, excel, anything, iphone has it all...
and now i can even check my bank account balance, transfer funds, just that i cant withdraw money from my phone... if not, BEST!!! but this way, i will be broke even faster for the month...wahaha...
all you need is to search for right apps... u need it, they have it...
but personally i prefer blogging and doing my documents using my laptop la...
screen is bigger, typing is easier...
unless, i had a sudden urge of like blogging STRAIGHT AWAY... i can still do it... hahaha...
that's the wonder of Iphone... new generation coming out... should i change???
Thanks Jolene for making me so sad for telling me that S.H.E is going to disband...
and really, this "news" really made my days and mood really bad...
and today, after watching kang xi...
Yes, they may go try other areas, but they will NEVER EVER disband...
so, looking forward to Selina hosting some shows, Hebe cutting her own solo album. Ella acting in some dramas/movies...
*LOVES*
This year is indeed a year full of concerts...
S.H.E
MAYDAY
Aaron
Sammi
Show
Elva
F.I.R
Jay
Stef Sun... most regret i din get to go...
and i believe many more will come...
Rainie?
Angela came last year or this year? hahaha...
JJ came last year or this year?? wahahaha...
but i think i should stop...
if not i wont be able to save money...
haiz... money again...
Was watching 一代女皇 on cable...
Topic was about.... Tattoo...
just nice... Alan had his first tattoo recently...
After watching some of the guests' tattoo...
some were really nice, some... i felt abit stupid to tattoo "that" on the body...
some, you can only see in the Monga movie... oh ya, just watched this movie...
nice~ really reminds of my sec sch times... wahahaha....
They got five of them... we got nine of us... wahaha... stupid~~~
Anyway, back to tattoo...
going for tattoo, esp the very first one needs alot of courage... which i do not have at the moment...
after tattooing, they say will increase the confidence and will become braver than before...
is it true???
Alan had a "dragon"...
what should i put in future...
why my parents dun named me an animal...
maybe Zhou Xiao Zhu... (小猪?)
or... Zhou Lao Hu (老虎？）
Now in my mind, tattoing a H, erm... some will think too boring...
how how??? any suggestions???
Oh ya, and tattooing is addictive...
and i know its true...
Yiwei proved that to me...
and Alan is on the way to his second one...
Topic was about.... Tattoo...
just nice... Alan had his first tattoo recently...
After watching some of the guests' tattoo...
some were really nice, some... i felt abit stupid to tattoo "that" on the body...
some, you can only see in the Monga movie... oh ya, just watched this movie...
nice~ really reminds of my sec sch times... wahahaha....
They got five of them... we got nine of us... wahaha... stupid~~~
Anyway, back to tattoo...
going for tattoo, esp the very first one needs alot of courage... which i do not have at the moment...
after tattooing, they say will increase the confidence and will become braver than before...
is it true???
Alan had a "dragon"...
what should i put in future...
why my parents dun named me an animal...
maybe Zhou Xiao Zhu... (小猪?)
or... Zhou Lao Hu (老虎？）
Now in my mind, tattoing a H, erm... some will think too boring...
how how??? any suggestions???
Oh ya, and tattooing is addictive...
and i know its true...
Yiwei proved that to me...
and Alan is on the way to his second one...
2001 9.11
第一次听到恋人未满。。。
是谁的歌啊？ 为什么会有一个这么深的声音啊？？？
还以为是也刚出道4inlove 唱的。。。
结果原来是她们。。。
恋人未满。。。
让我认识了她们。。。
就这样。。。
九年了。。。
她们的歌也陪了我九年了。。。
今天，在台下看着她们的我。。。
特别有感触。。。
听着她们唱着那些怀念的歌。。。
我的泪也不知觉得流了下来。。。
心想，这会是她们的最后一场吗？
她们。。。 真的要解散了吗？
舍不得。。。
真的很舍不得。。。
第一次听到恋人未满。。。
是谁的歌啊？ 为什么会有一个这么深的声音啊？？？
还以为是也刚出道4inlove 唱的。。。
结果原来是她们。。。
恋人未满。。。让我认识了她们。。。
就这样。。。
九年了。。。
她们的歌也陪了我九年了。。。
今天，在台下看着她们的我。。。
特别有感触。。。
听着她们唱着那些怀念的歌。。。
我的泪也不知觉得流了下来。。。
心想，这会是她们的最后一场吗？
她们。。。 真的要解散了吗？
舍不得。。。
真的很舍不得。。。
while waiting
Using iblogger now... While waiting for the concert to start...
A sudden feel of being useless in life just gushed into me... Feeling why am I not earning as much as others... Every month I have to crack my head over money matters... Tons and tons of bills to settle... Trying to save some money and yet spending more and more and still dunno what have I spent on...
So useless of me for not earning much enough... I dunno what can I do... I'm lost... Once again...
A sudden feel of being useless in life just gushed into me... Feeling why am I not earning as much as others... Every month I have to crack my head over money matters... Tons and tons of bills to settle... Trying to save some money and yet spending more and more and still dunno what have I spent on...
So useless of me for not earning much enough... I dunno what can I do... I'm lost... Once again...
updates
what i exp yesterday night during work made me realized that when one got promoted, things starts to change. This fucker, somehow saw me using my handphone which i think is not wrong, cos im sms-ing somebody, and so he happened to see me using it. The next moment my colleague called me and told me someone told him to tell me dun keep on using my handphone. Com on its damn obvious is this cbk...
1. Me using handphone has got nothing to do with him... he is not my manager, he is just somebody in charge of just one station.
2. He knows who i am, but why the hell must he go tell somebody else to pass the message to me instead of telling me directly.
wtf is he trying to show, throwing his weights around? showing to me that he have the right to tell us off...
come on, he was one of us before... why must he do this, and im not doing anything wrong... not as if im playing PSP or listening to music...
nvm... i will remember...
in working society, you get to meet all sorts of people... esp people who seems to be nice to you, and stab you at the back without you knowing...
nothing seems to be going fine last night...
T.R.U.S.T
this is what i expect from all my friends, and i expect myself to be trustworthy towards my friends as well. I will be very disappointed when someone breached my trust in him/her, and from then on, i will not trust this person anymore... Like i said, i do forgive but i will never forget. U made me a fool in front of other people, and untill now you still do not know. I am still expecting an explanation and an apology...
Im glad that you stayed on your current job instead of coming over to mine. At least you get a taste of your own medicine.
The bitch in wonderland strikes again...
Letting the small bitch to go up to the sofa...
Pluck out my plug and din bother to pluck it back, and slam the door to show tt she is unhappy with me saying her...
She COMPLAINED to my weakling brother about my dad not closing the door and LET the small bitch ran out, and my brother sided her as usual and told me to tell MY DAD off... WTF, u mean everything we do, we have to look out for her? Come on, is the house ours or belongs to the small bitch...
Still dare to tell my dad off, who the fuck is she?
Just someone who on the air con 24 hrs 7 days... Mess up the place and dun bother clean it up... Walk around in the house with a towel as if the house is hers... And bath or doing business with the door open... Fuck you la cheap whore...
1. Me using handphone has got nothing to do with him... he is not my manager, he is just somebody in charge of just one station.
2. He knows who i am, but why the hell must he go tell somebody else to pass the message to me instead of telling me directly.
wtf is he trying to show, throwing his weights around? showing to me that he have the right to tell us off...
come on, he was one of us before... why must he do this, and im not doing anything wrong... not as if im playing PSP or listening to music...
nvm... i will remember...
in working society, you get to meet all sorts of people... esp people who seems to be nice to you, and stab you at the back without you knowing...
nothing seems to be going fine last night...
T.R.U.S.T
this is what i expect from all my friends, and i expect myself to be trustworthy towards my friends as well. I will be very disappointed when someone breached my trust in him/her, and from then on, i will not trust this person anymore... Like i said, i do forgive but i will never forget. U made me a fool in front of other people, and untill now you still do not know. I am still expecting an explanation and an apology...
Im glad that you stayed on your current job instead of coming over to mine. At least you get a taste of your own medicine.
The bitch in wonderland strikes again...
Letting the small bitch to go up to the sofa...
Pluck out my plug and din bother to pluck it back, and slam the door to show tt she is unhappy with me saying her...
She COMPLAINED to my weakling brother about my dad not closing the door and LET the small bitch ran out, and my brother sided her as usual and told me to tell MY DAD off... WTF, u mean everything we do, we have to look out for her? Come on, is the house ours or belongs to the small bitch...
Still dare to tell my dad off, who the fuck is she?
Just someone who on the air con 24 hrs 7 days... Mess up the place and dun bother clean it up... Walk around in the house with a towel as if the house is hers... And bath or doing business with the door open... Fuck you la cheap whore...
Skip the first part... go to second part of the clip...
Have you guys forgotten him?
I fell asleep, leaving the tv on...
ans i got woken up by his singing...
partly because this song is one of my heart break song...
Listen to how he sings the song he wrote for Stef Sun...
Very nice~
..."Then, the other guy, who seemed to be a friend of the first guy, came and soon they both started feeling her up, touching her breasts and kissing her on the lips and cheeks.
"I could not figure out if she was feeling overpowered or enjoying it.
"But from what I saw, the girl seemed to consent to the guys' actions and that she did not try to push them away or anything.
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You might think that its common for such a thing to happen in clubs nowadays...
but should the girl at least have a bit of self respect?
letting TWO guys having their own ways and instead of rejecting, she seems to be enjoying the "company" of these two guys...
some even comment, "if you cant take it, just stay at home and sleep..."
what if that girl or guy is your bf or gf? can you still take it???
I do have a "DOWN-TO-EARTH" thinking sometimes...
IF SOME GUYS ARE JERKS, SOME GIRLS ARE NO BETTER...
U cant blame it all on guys, girls do played a part...
it always takes two hands to clap...
A very draggy day indeed...
Early in the morning...
begins with an unusual task, away with the normal routine...
shorten my "resting"time... damn~
expect the unexpected...
a series of unfortunate events kicks off...
The command center sure to have a very bad morning today...
wahaha...
Time seems to be crawling today, and my damn iphone battery is deteriorating so fast...
dunno whats wrong with her, im not running any apps or staying online... the percentage just decrease like lehman brothers stock market...
the only lucky thing i had was she was kind enough to left 2% for me to run up to the recharging point to recharge her...
Been a long time since i board a SMRT bus, i got onto service 851 to go back AMK to accompany my friend who sprained his back... he is going to throw MC tomolo... one down... haiz... Anyway, the bus journey was disastrous, the bus captain was driving as if he was louis... reckless driving...
and when a bunch of students got onboard the bus, he just shouted at them to moving inside... HELLO HELLO MOVE MOVE MOVE~~~ and his face was so cramped and stressed... or look more to a bo chap behavior... We really have to hold to whatever we can hold on around us... or we will fall for sure...
Do they care about the safety of the passengers? Do they even have the basic customer service skills? No wonder they lost some kind of best service awards to SBST...
Anyway, the day just ended... and im wide awake now after a short nap... hate morning shifts.... messed up my sleeping routine... haiz...
Somehow i felt that the coordinator is bias...
why my rota this month is so suck to the core...
not that i want to compare, every week im looking forward to at least one or two days relax shift... but its always the same person getting all these, and we as new staffs are getting rotten shifts... not going to expect this month's allowance to be alot...
Is it true that people who knows how to "carry balls" progress faster than those who really work hard to climb up the ladder?? Some took 6 years to get promoted, some took only 2 years... Its gonna be hard for me to climb, cos i dunno how to carry other people's balls... why must i waste my own money to buy things for "them"? If you do not have what you got to get promoted, people dun look up to you, you dun earn other people's respect... you just have a tag hanging on your neck, ball carrier...
Life can never be fair in this world...
be it in work or relationships...
Hope things will get better and better in the years to come...
for me and my beloved friends out there...
Early in the morning...
begins with an unusual task, away with the normal routine...
shorten my "resting"time... damn~
expect the unexpected...
a series of unfortunate events kicks off...
The command center sure to have a very bad morning today...
wahaha...
Time seems to be crawling today, and my damn iphone battery is deteriorating so fast...
dunno whats wrong with her, im not running any apps or staying online... the percentage just decrease like lehman brothers stock market...
the only lucky thing i had was she was kind enough to left 2% for me to run up to the recharging point to recharge her...
Been a long time since i board a SMRT bus, i got onto service 851 to go back AMK to accompany my friend who sprained his back... he is going to throw MC tomolo... one down... haiz... Anyway, the bus journey was disastrous, the bus captain was driving as if he was louis... reckless driving...
and when a bunch of students got onboard the bus, he just shouted at them to moving inside... HELLO HELLO MOVE MOVE MOVE~~~ and his face was so cramped and stressed... or look more to a bo chap behavior... We really have to hold to whatever we can hold on around us... or we will fall for sure...
Do they care about the safety of the passengers? Do they even have the basic customer service skills? No wonder they lost some kind of best service awards to SBST...
Anyway, the day just ended... and im wide awake now after a short nap... hate morning shifts.... messed up my sleeping routine... haiz...
Somehow i felt that the coordinator is bias...
why my rota this month is so suck to the core...
not that i want to compare, every week im looking forward to at least one or two days relax shift... but its always the same person getting all these, and we as new staffs are getting rotten shifts... not going to expect this month's allowance to be alot...
Is it true that people who knows how to "carry balls" progress faster than those who really work hard to climb up the ladder?? Some took 6 years to get promoted, some took only 2 years... Its gonna be hard for me to climb, cos i dunno how to carry other people's balls... why must i waste my own money to buy things for "them"? If you do not have what you got to get promoted, people dun look up to you, you dun earn other people's respect... you just have a tag hanging on your neck, ball carrier...
Life can never be fair in this world...
be it in work or relationships...
Hope things will get better and better in the years to come...
for me and my beloved friends out there...
Every year this time(清明节),
its like our friends and family from the other world getting bonus...
Went to pay my respect to my "never see before" grandfather and my grandmother...
Spare all the details about mosquitoes, the sun, etc...
what im curious is why hell notes have to be few hundred thousands dollar a piece...
As i was burning these hell notes... i was asking myself, wah, do they really need so much money??? is like they are billionaires over there... Maybe a bowl of noodles over there cost Ten over thousands dollars... wahahaha~~~
Anyway, this year should be the last year we are going to different places to pay our respect.
Intending to "gather" everyone to one place....better for us as well as "them"...
Genting Trip in July CONFIRMED!!! YESH!!! and i just have to take one day leave...
that's the benefit of having three days off days...
Many big events coming up...
S.H.E concert...
Alan's Birthday...
Show Luo Concert...
Thats all for now...
gonna head out to PS for buy new heater and bolster for my dad...
Broke broke broke...
its like our friends and family from the other world getting bonus...
Went to pay my respect to my "never see before" grandfather and my grandmother...
Spare all the details about mosquitoes, the sun, etc...
what im curious is why hell notes have to be few hundred thousands dollar a piece...
As i was burning these hell notes... i was asking myself, wah, do they really need so much money??? is like they are billionaires over there... Maybe a bowl of noodles over there cost Ten over thousands dollars... wahahaha~~~
Anyway, this year should be the last year we are going to different places to pay our respect.
Intending to "gather" everyone to one place....better for us as well as "them"...
Genting Trip in July CONFIRMED!!! YESH!!! and i just have to take one day leave...
that's the benefit of having three days off days...
Many big events coming up...
S.H.E concert...
Alan's Birthday...
Show Luo Concert...
Thats all for now...
gonna head out to PS for buy new heater and bolster for my dad...
Broke broke broke...
If you are emo enough, sing along with her...
you will cry when you sing towards the last part...
like what i did...
我不是一定要你回来 只是又把回忆翻开
到底还有谁能来教我爱。。。
i was being said to be too negative...
and i admit
but please understand that somethings can never be forgotten even if you tried to forget and not to think about it...
Ger, you should know this more than i do right?
like i said, i can forgive, but i can never forget...
long forgotten what is it like to be loved by someone from the bottom of her heart...
i was being "played" with my feelings... i can trust no one anymore...
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i deleted off this paragraph...
cos... no use saying all this here anymore...
whats done is done...
i will live a better person...
and im happy with my life now... i not like the past being a poor student anymore...
i have a stable job now, good income, good benefits, working towards my goals...
i dun gamble, i dun drink and i dun smoke... anymore...
stay healthy as long as i can... stay happy is the most impt...
going out with intercon friends and my besties...
cherish them more than anyone... needless to say, he is the most impt man in my life... and i must cherish the time spend with him...
and good news, HE is healthy, just tt his "ka lu lee" too low... given some pills to pop...
thank god, really thank god he is fine...
review three months later...
i love my shifts after my three days off...
its like short hours... 7 hrs of work only...
compare to 9 hrs work before my three days off...
its heaven... time passes by faster!!!
