Common test 1 over...!!!

Jus finished my last paper today! OH Yeah! Hope I pass all the papers... Hope... Anyway, went down to miss clarity for dinner with my intercon old pals... Pat jus came back from langkawi, bought an ash tray for me... Although im not gng to put that in use anymore, but i appreciated it... Thx... Feel like gng langkawi for a few days, enjoy the beach, the sea and the sun there... Oh OH...

Intended to catch a movie but cant, cos everywhere were full... Damn it... ended up at PS Starbucks, talked about mahjongs, steamboats, pubs, everything... Haha~ so funny... Here comes the exciting part, me, boon tiong and brian took a cab together, after dropping brian, i was left alone with the driver... He asked me how to go, so i directed him the way. I realized as the journey goes, the speed decreases and he was not driving straight, SHIT! He was sleeping while driving, POWER! He can actually drive into the lane where cars should be entering the expressway, lucky theres no cars then, or else i will not be here blogging, and my dad will lost such a good son... Haha... Zhou Hanwen 1983~2007, passed away because the taxi driver was sleeping away happily while driving... I feel like telling him, why not i drive? Haha~ In the past, i saw taxi drivers eating sweet in order not to sleep, this funny driver ate prawn cracker instead, does prawn cracker helped to keep him awake? I seriously doubt so...

P.S Do NOT eat prawn cracker when you feel sleepy, you will feel even more sleepy...

Fool Again

Baby
I know the story
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's goanna take my place

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over


Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.

Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time

Ooh yeah
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

甜甜圈

天天 非常想你的天天飛過城市的邊緣 降落愛你的終點
想念互道晚安的每天卻又捨不得說再見 你的笑那麼甜
我的直覺就是那麼堅決 不怕有暴風圈因為你是我最晴朗的大晴天
愛 要你牽我的手每一天 我要非常用心感覺因為愛你 才是我最後最美麗的句點
喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋 喜慣兩個人的世界因為愛你 才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈

rap牽妳的手 還是有點緊張看妳雙眼 怎麼好好說話這次真的下定決心鼓起勇氣擁抱妳讓我們的愛連成完美圈圈曾經懷疑自己是否能保護你是妳讓我看見世界美麗是妳帶我走向溫暖生命
因為有你我的天空放晴緊握住妳的手一起 迎接未來十八歲的蔚藍環繞 永遠的愛

天天 非常想你的天天飛過城市的邊緣 降落愛你的終點想念
互道晚安的每天卻又捨不得說再見 你的笑那麼甜
我的直覺就是那麼堅決 不怕有暴風圈因為你是我最晴朗的大晴天
愛 要你牽我的手每一天 我要非常用心感覺因為愛你 才是我最後最美麗的句
點喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋 喜慣兩個人的世界因為愛你 才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈

rap是否能夠繼續 因為妳能讓我真正充滿勇氣有妳才可以真正面對自己 一起面對未來十八歲的蔚藍 兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛

愛 要你牽我的手每一天 我要非常用心感覺因為愛你 才是我最後最美麗的句點
喜歡在你的肩膀盤旋 喜慣兩個人的世界因為愛你 才讓我的心永遠像甜甜圈


是否能夠繼續 因為妳而讓我真正充滿勇氣因為妳才可以真正面對自己緊緊的握住妳的雙手 一起面對未來十八歲的蔚藍 兩人一起擁抱永遠的愛~

Makes me wonder...

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in

Cause I don't believe in you
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try (yeah)
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause..

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you and I...
and so this is goodbye

[Chorus 1 + 2]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you,
Anymore, Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true
Anymore Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)
(oh no)

十分爱。。。Love is not all around...

"你是否听人说过，两个人相爱，是不会说对不起．因为不管怎样，彼此都会原谅对方，　当你跟他说对不起，你已经不爱他了．．．"

"你曾经留给我的回忆， 是没有东西可以替代，我永远都会记住。 你的离开，最重要是让我更加珍惜身边已经有的一切。。。"

"Everything is a kind of camouflage in the world, what you can see may bot be the reality, and the reality may be missed out."

"我会离开你的视线，或许这样，你会过得快乐一点。。。 不久的将来，你会忘记你曾经拥有过我这么一个朋友。。。“

Jokes of the day...

电脑的心声。。。

Monitor: 哇，我很惨leh... 每天给人家看...
Keyboard:你给人家看而已lo... 我leh? 每天给人家打...
Mouse: Aiyah, 我还不是每天给人家摸...
CPU:我的 belly button 也被人家一直按lo... Tired!
DVD ROM:我呢? 整天被人插leh...
Flobby Disk: 你还好啦! 我现在都没人要插我了...
USB: 我最惨的啦! 这边插完, 插那边,一个不小心, 很容易中病毒的leh!
Mother Board: 你们以为我很好meh? 他们插进去,就不动了! 这才是最痛苦的lo~
Sound Card say to Mother Board: 明明是我在插你，为什么却是我在叫！~

One day, Janice and Andy went out...

Andy: where you wanna have dinner?
Janice: Whatever lo...
Andy: Erm, ok lo... We go eat steamboat?
Janice: Dun want la! Eat steamboat later will have alot of pimple one...
Andy: Ok, erm, Japanese food?
Janice: Wa! Yesterday just ate only lo... Dun want la~
Andy:(getting fed up) OK! Seafood how?
Janice:Seafood? Dun want la, later got diarrhea after eating how?
Andy: Then what do you suggest?
Janice: Whatever lo...

Mins later,

Andy: then we dun eat first? What you wanna do now?
Janice: Anything lo...
Andy: We go catch a movie?
Janice: Watch movie waste of time lo... dun want la...
Andy: Ok then we go play bowling... Exercise...
Janice: Exercise? I very tired leh, work whole day still want me to exercise. Mai la...
Andy: Aiyah, then we go chill out at a cafe la, have a cup of tea...
Janice: Drink tea later tonight cannot sleep how??
Andy: Then what do you suggest?
Janice: Anything lo...

Andy: Wa lau! We go home la... How you wanna go back?
Janice: You decide la...
Andy: Take bus la, i accompany you home...
Janice: Bus so cramp and dirty... Dun want...
Andy: Then take cab la...
Janice: Such a short distance, not worth it...
Andy: WA!!! Then we walk la, stroll back...
Janice: Walk? I have not had my dinner leh... Where gt energy to walk?!~
Andy: Then you say la... How you wanna go home?
Janice: You decide lo...

At this moment, Andy was so fed up and said to himself... "If hor, i have a knife now, i will stab her to death then stab myself to death lo... !@#$%^

If you have this kind of gf or bf, ask him or her to go fly kite la~

Life's unpredictable...

Oh Man, Life is just so damn unpredictable... Jus recieved a call from a friend, saying his relationship just ended... cos of some reasons... A relationship i tot will be long-lasting for him, but look what happen now... Hope things will get better... Just dun get affected too much... Theres many other things that are more impt than relationships... Haiz...

Tts all i CAN say now...
Will blog again soon...

"Love is like investment, investment involves a certain level of risk... " Lose it all, or recieve high profit in return...

God bless you guys...

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

You Are a Chocolate Martini

You're an elegant drunk, who only likes the best bars and the most expensive drinks. A bit of a cheapskate, you're likely to mooch ten dollar drinks off both friends and strangers. You should never: Drink and dash. You're gonna get caught leaving someone with the tab! Your ideal party: A posh celebrity party you crash, with an open bar. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Classic Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Blueberry Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

Quite true... I love chocolate... and i dun go for money, cos i never ran out of it... HAAHAHAHA~

Tears rolling down...

Time never seems enough...

Woke up several times, cos having lots of nightmares...

Finally woke up at 2pm, wash myself up and sat in front of the computer and started watching 换换爱。。。 Dun wish to look around the house cos its god damn messy... Its messy becos we are packing things up into boxes, we are moving soon... hahaha~ but still feel very uncomfortable when things get messy around me, esp my room... Argh!

Have to meet sister Sylvia at 1730 at Park Mall, its 1700 and im still watching the drama, had a quick bath and got myself ready to get out of the house. Managed to reach on time but she is not... Haha... Waited for 15 mins and there she is... After explaining to me how to use and the correct way to use it, she added some advise regarding the hong kong trip. Told me to take care of her "baby sister"... -_-"sound like im her big brother, must stay with each other all the times, cos hong kong got alot of gang gang matters happening around, just like what you guys saw in movies... Needless to say, i will make sure the both of us come back in one piece...

Went off to meet my sylvia mei mei, her first day work at TCC, looking good in the uniform and seems happy... Feel happy for her... Oh Oh OH~

Went to miss clarity to see my beloved celine and sexy mok before i leave for hongkong...

Rush down to International Building to meet up with my army friends for dinner at COCA... Wah, lots of them had changed alot... Some were somehow shocked, why am i so thin now? Should i feel happy about this comment? Hahaa... Took two "Family Photos"... And i tell you not worth it to dine at COCA, very expensive... $47 per head... OMG!




Went to a pub at dunno where la, drank abit and we left... haha~ boring... Went to zhonghe house for mahjong session with Hippo, weisiang and soon hin. Damn~ i commit a mistake which i had never did in my mahjong history before! 炸胡！！！ My god, what am i thinking? They din realize anyway, but im a honest boy, i admit and pay $10 to each of them. Kept on losing and losing, but untill the last few round i manage to cover back my losses a bit. Lost $10 in the end...
Anyway, doesn't matter if i lose or win, its just a gathering to me... Not much chances to have such a session le...

Now, here i am blogging, haha~ Feel like sleeping, but afraid that when i wake up, its alady 4pm, i still have revision class at night, gonna pack my things to hong kong... Dun care la, watch 猜猜猜 first then say la...

See you guys again on sunday night!!! B Y E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Complain entry...

4AM in the morning, and im still not asleep. Why? Am i going back to the life i had in the past? Sleep late and woke up when the sun was about to set? Jus got back from a chalet, it was fun indeed, although its not what i expected, "people gather together to play some games, or jus sitting around chatting about the common topics we had." Maybe theres too many people or maybe they think its rather boring to do these stuffs. Mahjong, Poker, gamble... I did won some money from "rainbow", Haha, but i have to treat her dim sum in return, so its as good as not winning any money anyway. Haha... Good tt shao cong was there to make the place lively, making everyone laugh non stop and this also apply to people who dun even know who is he, indeed a guy full of craps.

Din get to sun tan cos its was raining badly on the second day, i jus have to sleep the day away. Haha~ Saw lots of familiar faces on the second night, but din talked much to them cos long time din see each other, dunno what to say and talk about. Haha... Or rather most of them dun remember who is this guy call Hanwen... Why Ta Dong shaved his hair? i still remember he had his hair dyed with lots of diff colors, green? Purple? Celine arrived after work and we only got to talk for a while, talked about her future, do you really have to work in a job that was related to your studies? Really hope she can decide wisely...

Is it good to understand a person before getting together? or the more you understand this person, the lesser chance it is to get together cos knowing too much things about each other isn't good at all...

Haiz, i always tot that being nice is good enuff to maintain a relationship, but nice does not mean everything, feelings, chemistry, the right time, the right person, all these have to be taken into consideration. Is this what they call "Perfect", but no one is perfect right? Love is blind, or are we all blinded by love?

I posted a question:" what kind of a person do you think i am?" Many answered LAME... Am i really tt lame? being lame, cracking jokes, make a fool of myself to see people smile or laugh... Am i really happy doing all this, jus to see people around happy? So do you really understand me? Who am i behind this mask?

Still upset over the matter bwt my old pals... When will be our next meeting up? or that day will never come ever again. Is it really over? Are you guys really had let go or given up on each other? I missed all of you...

Life is so unpredictable, things can just happen in split seconds, friends turn enemies, couples become strangers, having a happy family this moment, an orphan the next, its so scary. I once tot that when i get old and was on my death bed, how crowded it would be around me, or theres only a nurse beside me, waiting to cover the blanket over my head and ready to pack up the equipments. When is the lowest period of your life till now? Having no one to turn to when you need help? Feeling so helpless as if you are the only one left in this world? Humans are so selfish and heartless... 人不为己， 天诛地灭。。。

Everyone have two faces, and always have a knife behind their backs. Talking to you like a good friend, but stabbing you like nobody business on the behind. Adding salt on the wound while consoling you on your failed relationship. Im still upset over what this person said, and i will always remember what she said, not knowing how hurt am i to hear this. (What she said i cant post here) Although we are not close, but you dun have to say as if you know me inside out, and you only judge people on the outside. Im ugly is not what i wish for... Accept me for what i am, who i am. Hate me all you want, im jus a jerk in your eyes. I do have a lots of mask with me, and a chopper, not a knife, so beware, you might found yourself dead the next moment you say B Y E to me.

Enuff of complaining, feeling so shiok... Haha~

Going off to hongkong soon, will get small gifts for friends i treasure, dun worry...
Will get a big one for you, Celine, cos i owe you one... remember? Hope this trip will be a memorable one.

Dun think will be sleeping le, gonna study and prepare to do the following on tuesday:

1. Go NTUC buy shampoo, freshener.
2. Meet sister sylvia to buy facial products from her
3. Meet my sylvia mei on her first day of work at TCC
4. Go Heeren buy sunglasses
5. Meet my army brothers for farewell dinner
6. Pack my stuffs to run away from home
7. Mugging

"Counting down the days... Finally its going to end, i can be myself again..."

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mixed feelings

Music: Di Yi Chi By Guang Liang
Location: AMK Mac drive thru

Was trying to finish the annoying project at AMK Mac, unable to concentrate and let my mind goes roaming around. At this moment, dunno why i thought of Jane, and next moment i saw her and her brother walked in. So shocked, jus tot of her and she actually appear in front of me, OMG... Her bf came along thereafter, think she cant regonize me as i had changed alot over the years. His bf was indeed good looking but too white for a guy... haha~ The memories of us jus filled my mind. Anyway, its all over la... no use brooding over it... haha~

Nth much to blog about... have to crack my head over this stupid project, have to forcus now and concentrate... so tired... first time working so hard and so worried about the incoming common test... hope i can do well...

Im enlisted...

09062004- i was enlisted to a camp called Hendon, which i dun even know what camp is it, inventory? Armour? Combat Engineer? All NO? Bloody hell its the most scary camp in singapore, haha~ Commando! Wondering why they choose me to be one of them, im not smart, not fit, dun have the karang Look, jus a skinny white little boy. WHY?!! I still remember that day was raining since morning when i reach Hendon Camp, sitting in the hall, with hundreds of other suay kiaz who was choosen... "SUN PAH there, saying i will give my very best to serve the country with pride all that, i wonder how many of us jus follow only... After that, we got to meet up with parents. I went there myself, therefore got no one to talk to... so sad... called my gf while she was sleeping... somehow felt so "xin suan", cant get to see her for weeks. Anyway, that day started with climbing up to the fourth floor with the clumsy bag. Almost drop dead, can see how weak i am then... Two years of sufferings started that every day. These two years, lost a lot of things, and gain a lot too(including my weight)... got to know a bunch of die-hard brothers. Train together, suffer together, curse and swear together, slack together... those were memories... We have seen each other grew up, saw me getting fatter and fatter, but i do believe i did bring happy moments to them, with my lame jOkes, and funny actions... I will always rememeber this day... 09062004-08082006. For honour and glory... Congrates, we gt the BCU again... 21st time... We are still the best... hahaha~

09062007- woke up early in the morning preparing to attend a wedding lunch at Swissotel Merchant Court. Took a cab to Clark Quay Mrt to meet up with "rainbow", called the hp hundreds of time and its still off, so worried, am i going alone? How can a person with two phones, low batt for both? haha~ so funny... in the end have to use public phone to contact me. Guess you have not touch public phones for years bah... anyway, found our way to the ballroom, oh, congrates to Annie again, best wishes...

The ballroom was a disappointment, becos a friend of mine told me the ballroom was nicer than intercontinental hotel, when i reach there, I got the WTH reaction. Dun wish to comment much on the food. If i remembered correctly, i heard a lot of them getting married soon, IAN? KIM? YIRU? MY GOD, i think i will be the last one out of all of them, pearl says after three or four years, i guess she will get marry soon.

After leaving the hotel, went to "Central" beside for a walk, went into Harvy Norman, saw one LG plasma TV cheaper than my current LG LCD TV!!! WTF! Saw lots of things i wanna buy, but i told myself, move house le then buy, now buy, alot of things is going to disappear... Have not seen my new room, dunno how big it is, gonna buy a small fridge, a small LCD TV, and lots of things, but have to see if the room can fit in all this or not... Damn! Looking forward to that day... Really hope the BBQ is still on... Time will tell... =)

After 8 weeks of boring classes, finally, i got my so-called holiday, actually is study week, but i dun care, haha~ HOLIDAY LE! no need to wake up early and drag myself to school le... Anyway, have to study somehow, no matter what... Monday night will be the night im gng to stay up and whack the books... and complete the annoying project.

5 more days to chalet... 11 days more to hong kong... hope nth goes wrong... must enjoy myself!!!

Is it true that if you leave things as it is, things will be fine afterall... i seriously dun believe in this. Misunderstandings has got to be clear one day, i always wanted to get the bottom of every matter that i think i have the right to know what actually is going on? Why things have to change out of a sudden? Many scolded me for being so persistent, asking so many "whys", being so naggy, being such a KPO. I am what i am, if you know me well enuff, i dun like to leave things unclear. I need answers to my questions. If i can make you guys back together again, i dun mind being scolded for being the middle-man, accused of being a two headed snake, i know its worth it. I know i cant make everyone happy, nobody can. I jus want to see us meeting up every weekends without fail. Scars definitely will be there, is to make us remember what had happened, and come to think of it, haven't us understand each other better? Is our relationship really that fragile? Im not gng to give up, i hope you two dun... i really hope...

What is true friends to you?

Got really upset over what had happened recently... Screwed up in work, friends got unhappy with each other, whats is wrong? What is true friends to you? Can anyone tell me how to define true friends? I really dun understand this word "TRUE"... Im disappointed... I tot we understand each other so well, i doubt so...

A series of exciting events!

Finally June has arrived! Half a year gone, lots of things happened. Happy moments, sweet memories, sad times, unforgettable wounds that left in my heart. Been through times when i had nothing, no job, no money, no studies, not having someone i wish to be by my side when i needed the most. But im not the most unfortunate, anyway, i asked for all this and i do deserved a hard knock on my head to really wake me up. Lost a job which i had the passion and feelings in, given up on studies which should not have started in the first place. Pursuing a failed relationship that dun belong to me from day 1. What can i say? Blamed myself for being too rush... too rush to get into relationships... neglecting whats the situation at that time...

BUT! its all over now... June has come, i once said , hoping june will come, forget what had happened in the first half of the year and look forward for a second half of 2007... Quite contented with my life now, lots of events coming up, celebrations, big gatherings, oversea trips, exams! haha~ i jus hate the last one... haha...

Made new friends at my new working place! Benison, Zoe, chuxian, jeremy, joyce, eileen, levin, winnie, sylvia(my mei mei) and my beloved celine... haha~ Celine was not a new friend to me, but a good friend that accompanied me whenever im bored and moody. She never fails to make me laugh. Great working with you celine! Hugzzz!! Take good care of your health and spend your money wisely...

Jus feel so good that i had a totally new life, got a new job, pursuing my studies, got my old pals around all the times, haha~ seems like i had everything back and hope all this will go on smoothly... And lastly, im gng to move house soon! Really looking forward to it...

Gonna list down the major events in june and july....

09062007- Annie's wedding lunch
13062007- Signing of documents-Taking over of my new house keys
15062007- Intercontinental Hotel Chalet- The gatherings
21062007-Off to Hong Kong
24062007-Joyce's 24th Birthday!
25062007-Start of common tests
28062007-Annie's Birthday
09072007-PX's 24th Birthday!
13072007-Moving into my new house!!!!!!!!!!
15072007-Staff Ko's Wedding Dinner

Just hoping this second half of 2007 will not be the same as the first half, gonna live my life to the fullest, gonna make some achievements, set new goals and plan for a better future. As long as i have my family, my old pals, friends that stood by me all this time, i will be most contented.
Wish all my friends would be happy and living well... God Bless...