Vexed

Damn it, cant log into msn, i cant live without msn one lo, what the hell is wrong? Haiz, anyway, been thinking about something for last few months, i jus cant decide on what to do with this problem. So frustrated over this, hate myself for being so emotional and unwilling to take things easy. Feeling so tired, keeping myself busy all the time just to stop myself from thinking of how she betray me then. So scared to fall in love again, cant really trust anyone anymore. I spared a thought for the one i cared so much, but did you spared thought for me? Anyway, just too emotional, lost confidence in everything. Feel so "betrayed"... Why must i bump into you again and again? I jus cant forget how you betray my trust and made me almost lose a friend becos of you. Dun you feel guilty at all? I jus hate you... from the bottom of my heart...