Tired and disappointed...

Well, been waking up early for the last few days, cos of something i had to do in the morning. So sleepy, still trying to switch back to the normal timing which is, sleep at 10pm, wake up at 7am... Yes! its diffcult, but im sure i can do it. Thats my character, determination... Met up with my die hard camp mate for our usual "activity"... haha~ Once again, i snore... im sorry, but i cant control this man... seal my mouth next time, and i will have the world's most stink mouth ever. OH oOh!

Went to work and tonight is another busy night, damn tired man. Tomolo have to work morning to night, TIRED LA! Time really passes fast. Its sat again! haha~ But... So what if its a sat? nothing special rite? Dun think im gonna sleep tonight, i have not drawn the card for the birthday girl yet. Dunno what to draw, maybe jus some stick man on the cover and a happy birthday on the inside. She will be happy enuff to see tt... Suppose to meet on sunday, but dunno what happen, maybe she got a better programme awaiting her that night. Feeling quite disappointed, everytime i planned everything so perfectly, but the plan jus cannot be executed. Yes, no one asked me to do it, but i dun want people to feel the same as me, no one remember, no one bothers to celebrate with you. Haiz, in the end only me myself and i spending the night together. Just hate to plan things for people or outings, the respond wont be like what i expected one. Sick and tired...
Maybe i should just dun bother, dun care, dun know. What for doing all the things and no one seems to appreciate... Act blur live longer... Act stupid, tomolo never dies...
Soon i will master all this....