星期六，晴天... 超累的, 星期五晚上放工后和我的猪朋狗友会面, 哈哈, 在麦当劳谈了一会儿, 个个陡生病了, 去了珍所看病, 都喝了一杯药水下去, 以为会好一点, 结果大家都不欢而散, 莫人突然心情大转变, 气得想回家, 不过他还是留下了. 买了一盒的蛋糕, 什么口味都有, 为了庆祝莫人的生日, 莫人还说我们没良心, 真是个小气鬼! 到了那个充满回忆的KTV, 一待就待到早上六点, 个个都像行尸走肉一样, 都要"上车了"... 我到家之后, 连冲个凉的时间都没有, 就扑在床上, 呼呼大睡了.再过两小时, 我又得去做工了. 超累的...

Tired la, type chinese untill i wanna sleep le... anyway, today was another busy day for me, not enuff sleep, have to put on a smile in front of customers, nvm, no choice one. Tonight saw one of the customer, i was shocked... Elva look alike!! She was asking if can leave her name on the waiting list... so i ask for her name, she pause awhile that gave me a chance to tease her... " so whats you name? ELVA?" Her friends burst into laughter, she herself was smiling inside, got people say she look like Elva, so proud... haha~ But really is a duplicate of Elva la... very pretty... and also i think px's neighbour cum friend came to our cafe for dinner... look very familiar, but i dun dare to ask, i might mistaken...

Anyway, gonna sleep le, got to wake up early to do assignments.
"Happy Birthday my best buddy!" Bear in mind that you will not be forgotten, not in the past, not now, future very hard to say... haha~ "

时间越来越少了。。。

星期四，雨天。。。 一个星期又要过去了, 开学第二个礼拜, 觉得压力越来越大. 好多作业在等着我去完成, 我看还没完成, 我已经完蛋了... 我的时间已经排得满满的, 一点放松的时间都没有, 这是个好事吗? 也许这样, 我就不会想一些无聊的事, 来制造一些不必要的困扰. 有时觉得自己好笨, 为了一些短暂的快乐,放弃了一生的前途, 三年前是这样, 现在还不悔改. 或许一个人比较好过,不会去在乎是否冷落了对方, 陪她的时间够不够多. 我不想再对不起我家人了. 给我两年的时间, 我会努力迈向美好的"钱途" 的. 有一个好朋友, 她在我最矢落的时候,一直在鼓励我要振作, 她是最了解我的感受的, 昨天她让我听了一首她觉得很适合我的歌, "不公平" 哈哈, 光看歌名, 还真得满符合我一直以来的感受. 现在只想每天从早忙到晚, 人疲倦了, 就只想睡觉,不想别的.

阿公又在叫我了...

"以为手不放开,就是痴心绝对, 太愚昧了..."
"付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案..."

Reborn?

oh oh, its wed, half the week gone again... April ending soon!!! Quite relax today, not tt busy like previous days. Hee, been raining lately, wanted to have a good swim but cant. So sad... My mood had been very bad since last week, something happened and tt really pissed me off, till now i still cant forget. But its ok... I will try very hard to forget and move on with my own life. No use making myself unhappy when the one who cause it dun really care... Wanna thank someone who always there with me when im down, unhappy and moody. Thanks girl... Tomolo have to wake up early again... TIRED! gonna sleep soon...

"Whats yours will always be yours, no use holding on and dun wish to let go."

Rest Day

Woke up at 11am in the morning, still feeling so tired but just cant get back to sleep, slack around at home, watch tv, surf net, and do some homeworks. Nothing much to do actually, quite bored. The feeling was like when i was in army times, waiting to book in at night. I think im falling sick again, cough like hell, whole body feeling so weak, no appetite to eat anything. Maybe because i din get enuff sleep. Getting old le, cant stay up late at night anymore. Tomolo is another long day again, MONDAY BLUE... Hate monday, gonna stay in school the whole day, and i really mean whole day... Damn it... Wanna call someone for a short chat, but her phone dun seems to get thru. Haiz... Gonna sleep soon, damn tired man, feeling so sick now... Im gonna break down soon...

忙碌的一天终于过去了, 从星期五开始就没睡, 为了想给一个完美的礼物给一个特别的人.也许对她来说，只不过是个没意思的礼物吧． 以为可以和她一起庆祝, 可是, 她并不是这么想的. 传了一个没有答复的简讯, 就已看得出,她并没有想要我去的意思. 也许我真的应该醒一醒了, 为了一个永远得不到的爱情, 真得值得吗? 得到的却是冷默的回应. 在爱情的世界里，要专一真的那么困难吗？

新的一期要开始了, 我能预测到将来会很忙很忙, 功课会堆积如山, 白天读书,晚上工作, 虽然我和我爸住在一起,但却很少看到对方,我想我快要忘记我爸长得怎么样了,哈哈... 不管怎样, 我还是爱他的...

超累的!!!　我该去见我阿公了．．．　

getting used...

Oh its thursday, mini weekend most people named it as. Another week going to end, oh oh... Suppose to reserve a table for my intercon friends, BUT, haiz, the big and the small just had the war of the century, haha~ in the end cancelled, kind of miss them, miss those times we had steam boat together, KTV together, haha, but have to give and take la. Want to live that kind of carefree life, you must have the money, NO MONEY? Go and work lo. No choice... I do not have a golden spoon in my mouth when i was young, now more worse, wooden one. Haiz... Really must have good time management, or else, i will neglect my studies, or my work... Lots of them encourage me not to work, confirm cant cope one, but i have to work to earn to pay for alot of things, money keep going out, and not coming in, how can? My brain only have two things, work and study, nothing else. I have to get use to a life that is going to be boring. Face the fact, im a poor student. Missing lots of people. You, you and you... Nvm la, two years only, suffer thru and i will see light... hahaha~~~~~ Good night...

Finally the first long day...

Woke up at 7 plus this morning, so sleepy and body like jelly like that. drag myself to study, all the way till 2130(9.30pm). Worse than working lo. Very god damn tired lo... Lucky tomolo no school, can sleep untill theres no tomolo. Oh Oh!

Gonna do some housework, my room is like kanna rape like that... damn messy... cant stand it... Must tidy up abit. Feel like going JB, long time never go le, go there shop around. Relax abit. Too stressed up on the first day of school. Haha...

Tuesday have to go work again, bored, got one more friend joining me, haha, at least got one more friend to talk cock with during work le... Long long time never met up with her, dunno how is she now. Gonna have a good chat with her tomolo...

Nth much to talk anyway, feelings fading away day by day...

Bad mood...

i dunno why am i so angry, been raining the whole day, not in a good mood today, not feeling well, all the bad things happens to me today. Waited for a confirmation that never comes, until i asked. Its either dun bother, dun appreciate, or simply forgot theres someone here waiting for your call. Im really damn disappointed, eating the cake with a can of tiger beer. The taste was damn bitter, my heart really hurts...

Tomolo will be a long day for me... gonna get drunk and sleep soon...

你一点都不在乎，因为我在你心中根本不算什么。。。

Long sat!

Woke up at 8 plus in the morning, went to work in a half asleep half awake mode, been very very busy since afternoon. The mushy went to drink last night till morning 9am! My god, he is not around when the place was packed with customers! if im alone, handling all of them, i think my underwear will be wet. Went to meet up with my old friends at HK cafe, too tired to get involve in the conversation, haha~ now the time is 3.41AM, been waiting for AT LEAST a sms of confirmation, but no, just cant be bothered... nvm... so angry...

Going to visit a friend of mine whom jus gave birth like yesterday? hee! the bb must be very cute lo... gonna shop for some presents for her at AMK hub. So i have to sleep, or else, it will be evening when i wake up, haha... 12 hours later, will be meeting them again. See Ya...

Tired and disappointed...

Well, been waking up early for the last few days, cos of something i had to do in the morning. So sleepy, still trying to switch back to the normal timing which is, sleep at 10pm, wake up at 7am... Yes! its diffcult, but im sure i can do it. Thats my character, determination... Met up with my die hard camp mate for our usual "activity"... haha~ Once again, i snore... im sorry, but i cant control this man... seal my mouth next time, and i will have the world's most stink mouth ever. OH oOh!

Went to work and tonight is another busy night, damn tired man. Tomolo have to work morning to night, TIRED LA! Time really passes fast. Its sat again! haha~ But... So what if its a sat? nothing special rite? Dun think im gonna sleep tonight, i have not drawn the card for the birthday girl yet. Dunno what to draw, maybe jus some stick man on the cover and a happy birthday on the inside. She will be happy enuff to see tt... Suppose to meet on sunday, but dunno what happen, maybe she got a better programme awaiting her that night. Feeling quite disappointed, everytime i planned everything so perfectly, but the plan jus cannot be executed. Yes, no one asked me to do it, but i dun want people to feel the same as me, no one remember, no one bothers to celebrate with you. Haiz, in the end only me myself and i spending the night together. Just hate to plan things for people or outings, the respond wont be like what i expected one. Sick and tired...
Maybe i should just dun bother, dun care, dun know. What for doing all the things and no one seems to appreciate... Act blur live longer... Act stupid, tomolo never dies...
Soon i will master all this....

Vexed

Damn it, cant log into msn, i cant live without msn one lo, what the hell is wrong? Haiz, anyway, been thinking about something for last few months, i jus cant decide on what to do with this problem. So frustrated over this, hate myself for being so emotional and unwilling to take things easy. Feeling so tired, keeping myself busy all the time just to stop myself from thinking of how she betray me then. So scared to fall in love again, cant really trust anyone anymore. I spared a thought for the one i cared so much, but did you spared thought for me? Anyway, just too emotional, lost confidence in everything. Feel so "betrayed"... Why must i bump into you again and again? I jus cant forget how you betray my trust and made me almost lose a friend becos of you. Dun you feel guilty at all? I jus hate you... from the bottom of my heart...

Noob...

Haha, after like 30 mins of exploring of this blogspot thing, cant really edit much things, but i see other's blog, damn, so nice. Im a Noob... haha~ will ask for help tomolo. Here goes, my official first blog posting.

OKIE! Went to school today, wanted to buy a laptop for my studies, but too troublesome, need to hand in some documents such as my payslips la, cpf statements la. I jus wanna buy a laptop, why must you people make things for complicated. KNS! I go outside buy better. Maybe best denki? Nono, best denki people very aggressive, esp century square, theres a "cute" girl there selling philip product, good in brain washing, power la! Haha~

Went to work in the evening, was late, why? I overslept, too tired la... haha~ Not that busy today actually, im quite motivated by the customers today. Haha~ Fun place to work in la... Haiz, timetable is out, so packed, a look of it makes me wanna sleep.

Kinda miss my group of friends whom i went out with last few weeks. Alan jus dun wanna hiew me, those two crazy babes were so busy with their works. Haiz... Why am i always the one who is so free and got nothing better to do? Looking forward to June chalet! The last time i went chalet was before my poly life! my god, 5 years ago? haha~ Winston going taiwan tomolo, shiok, remember to go LUXY man, happening club in taipei.

Gonna stop, tomolo gym session... TIRED!!!!!!!!

New Blog!

Oh Oh! Create a new blog as the old is too boring, haha~ Anyway, This will be my first blog... Will Update later... trying to make this an awesome one...