Been going for interviews and interviews, some companies are located at some ulu ulu places i had never heard b4... Had a hard time finding... Haha... More to come... hopefully this will end cos im abit sick and tired, saying the same thing to the interviewer...
Went TTSH for consultation... hmm... not as bad as i expected... but its bad enough... No choice, i have to face the fact and live on... Should cherish what i have and pursue what i want while i can...
Went Ion for a brief walk through of what they have inside... Alot of people, alot of shops... I should say a combination of Wisma and Taka... A total of 10+ levels... the interior was nice indeed... Saw Teng at starbucks, she was kinda busy... Haha...
Waiting for 31 of july to come, im going to have a new book to read... LOL...
Yesterday Once More
When I was young
I�d listened to the radio
Waitin� for my favorite songs
Waiting they played I�d sing along
It made me smile
Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they�d gone
But they�re back again
Just like a long lost friend
All the songs I loved so well
(*) every sha-la-la-la
Every wo-wo-wo
Still shines
Every shing-a-ling-a-ling
That they�re starting to sing�s
So fine
When they get to the part
Where he�s breakin� her heart
It can really make me cry
Just like before
It�s yesterday once more
Lookin� back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed
It was songs of love that
I would sing to then
And I�d memorize each word
Those old melodies
Still sound so good to me
As they melt the years away
Repeat (*)
All my best memories
Come back clearly to me
Some can even make me cry
Just like before
It�s yesterday once more
Had a recap of Harry Potter 4 and 5 just now... On channel 5 and online... Well, in comparison, Half Blood Prince was a letdown... talk and talk and talk, and little actions... Order of Phoenix was awesome... actions after actions... "Let the actions do the talking"... 8 out of 10 comments about half blood prince were negative... People slept throughout the show, maybe got woken up by the hand that got out of the water and caught harry suddenly, i must admit, i did jumped off my seat that moment... Anyway, hope the last one will be a good one... Anyone got the book? I wanna read... Haha...
What a nice weather to relax yourself...
over relax resulted in burnt skin... My face gonna peel soon...
Where will i be, what will i be in five years' time?
粗茶淡饭
My dinner with father... Porridge with Sambal Kang Kong, Cat fishes if im not wrong, Pork loin and Beans... My mum used to cook all these dishes in the afternoon... always looking forward to go home after school... Yum Yum...
STUPID IDIOT...
was talking to a friend of mine just now... she told me about a conversation between she and her guy friend... He was like asking some real stupid questions... i wanted to post his picture and his particulars here, but i scared he sue me and i have no money to go court... Haha...
...
Guy: So, you did not plan anything during your leave?
Girl: ya, but my grandma passed away, so cant go anywhere.
Guy: Huh, why your grandma passed away then cannot go holiday meh?
(Fuck... who the hell have the mood to go on holiday when someone close passed away?)
Conversation went on...
Guy: So you din realized that your grandma stopped breathing when you are just beside her?
: How can you not realize anything? What if one of your passenger stop breathing on plane and you din even realize?
: I think your grandma died because of you, cos you did not realize that she is not breathing, you caused her death...
End of conversation...
Later on, this guy smsed my friend and apologized, saying he is trying to LIGHTEN THINGS UP by joking...
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE THAT SHE CAUSED HER GRANDMA'S DEATH?
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JOKE ABOUT THIS MATTER?
IF A PASSENGER STOP BREATHING ON PLANE, IM SURE YOU WILL NOT BE THE FIRST TO REALIZE, WILL YOU BE THE CAUSE OF THE PASSENGER'S DEATH?
YOU HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE AND YOU THINK BY SAYING SORRY CAN CURE?
FUCK!!! HAVE YOU EVER LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU? I DOUBT SO!!! BUT IF THAT HAPPENS TO YOU, I SHALL SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE THE FUCKING MOOD TO GO ON HOLIDAY AND LET YOUR FRIENDS JOKE ABOUT IT...
FUCKING LOW SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY, GIRLS WITH BIG BOOBS HAVE NO BRAINS, I THINK GUYS WITH BIG MUSCLES LIKE YOU HAVE SMALL PENIS AND FUCKING STUPID... YOUR BUTT AND BRAIN HAD SWITCHED THEIR PLACES SINCE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN...
YOU FUCKING BRING SHAME TO YOUR ORGANIZATION YOU ARE WORKING IN...
...
Guy: So, you did not plan anything during your leave?
Girl: ya, but my grandma passed away, so cant go anywhere.
Guy: Huh, why your grandma passed away then cannot go holiday meh?
(Fuck... who the hell have the mood to go on holiday when someone close passed away?)
Conversation went on...
Guy: So you din realized that your grandma stopped breathing when you are just beside her?
: How can you not realize anything? What if one of your passenger stop breathing on plane and you din even realize?
: I think your grandma died because of you, cos you did not realize that she is not breathing, you caused her death...
End of conversation...
Later on, this guy smsed my friend and apologized, saying he is trying to LIGHTEN THINGS UP by joking...
WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE THAT SHE CAUSED HER GRANDMA'S DEATH?
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JOKE ABOUT THIS MATTER?
IF A PASSENGER STOP BREATHING ON PLANE, IM SURE YOU WILL NOT BE THE FIRST TO REALIZE, WILL YOU BE THE CAUSE OF THE PASSENGER'S DEATH?
YOU HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE AND YOU THINK BY SAYING SORRY CAN CURE?
FUCK!!! HAVE YOU EVER LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU? I DOUBT SO!!! BUT IF THAT HAPPENS TO YOU, I SHALL SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE THE FUCKING MOOD TO GO ON HOLIDAY AND LET YOUR FRIENDS JOKE ABOUT IT...
FUCKING LOW SENSE OF HUMOR!!!
PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY, GIRLS WITH BIG BOOBS HAVE NO BRAINS, I THINK GUYS WITH BIG MUSCLES LIKE YOU HAVE SMALL PENIS AND FUCKING STUPID... YOUR BUTT AND BRAIN HAD SWITCHED THEIR PLACES SINCE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN...
YOU FUCKING BRING SHAME TO YOUR ORGANIZATION YOU ARE WORKING IN...
upset...
Until two days before the actual day, im still hoping that someone would accompany me... Im not like that in the past, waiting and waiting... im really upset... i dunno when will be the next time she will be coming... i really regret... i cant blame anyone... but myself, for being indecisive... MJ is one good example, so many people looking forward to his concert, but now, they can never see him perform on stage anymore...
Someone once told me its really stupid to spend so much money to watch a concert... All i can say that only people who had never went to concert before would say this, cos they dunno how it feels to be inside, with so many people coming for the same purpose, to support the one performing on stage.
After this, i should learn to do things without any regret, i will not ask, i will not wait... i wont hesitate anymore... Its really unbearable to have regrets....
Someone once told me its really stupid to spend so much money to watch a concert... All i can say that only people who had never went to concert before would say this, cos they dunno how it feels to be inside, with so many people coming for the same purpose, to support the one performing on stage.
After this, i should learn to do things without any regret, i will not ask, i will not wait... i wont hesitate anymore... Its really unbearable to have regrets....
我还为你保留了位置。。。
我依然沉溺在回忆的海底
就快没了呼吸
突然听见自己心跳如此清晰
我竟还活在你的过去
我曾经相信会遇到那个人
或许能把你代替
降温的冷空气留着你的气息
我对于遗忘还无能为力
爱还为你保留了位置
就算你背影如今已渐渐的消失
oh 爱是无法改变的位置
如果能再一次我还是这样的坚持
爱还为你保留了位置
就算我的心还依然充满了未知
oh 爱是无法改变的位置
失去你只是残忍的事实
多希望这是别人的故事
也许某个早晨当阳光洒进来
我会突然醒来
把位置空出来不再为你而等待
i dunno what is going on...
and i wish to know what is going on...
but its her privacy... i should respect...
there's nothing i can do, maybe even if i know...
hope that things will get better for all of us...
When someone leaves, nobody is feeling good...
I'm sorry to hear the bad news...
and i wish to know what is going on...
but its her privacy... i should respect...
there's nothing i can do, maybe even if i know...
hope that things will get better for all of us...
When someone leaves, nobody is feeling good...
I'm sorry to hear the bad news...
Had the urge of whipping up a dish, so this is it... Sweet and sour pork... Haha... A very common dish but a lot of work to be done... Yum Yum...
Had curry fish head for dinner with Bran and PX, all the popular stalls were closed so we just hit any coffee shop, the food not very nice, including the chef recommendation... 4/10 and its very hot, not sure if the fans over there are not working or they wanna save electricity...
Took a stroll down to the prawning site... full... even the prawning rods were all taken... Headed back to my mansion... Had a game of Monopoly... Both of them had their own houses and hotels... i got nothing but three mrt stations... Haha... So im named the prince of MRT cum drug trafficker cos i like went to jail N times... PX, princess of property, cos she owns the most lands... Brandon... Prince of prostitutes, cos he owns geylang and serangoon areas... These two were the only lands that helped him make money... Haha... Alan should join in for another game... Haha...
Met up with my army buddies at Bedok 85, the place was just like newton circus, but its a hawker centre, with wet market right behind... anyway, because all of them went back for reservist, except me... Haha, dunno its good or bad... for not being called up... I went down after work, damn the mrt, MALFUNCTION for 20 mins... went out of the station, intend to hail a cab, the queue was like buying hello kitty many years back... no choice, waited, mingled around, went back to the station and board the train to Bedok...
Went to Summer Breeze after dinner, as usual, talked about the past, all the crappy things we did, the days we spent together and all the unforgettable encounters in army... damn funny, thinking back... those were the days... really happy to see all of them again... most of them own their own cars, getting married soon... two more bombs on the way... had their own career... What about me? Haiz... very sad to say... feeling rather disappointed, this person telling me about needs and wants... i was thinking, do you know what you really need? Managing a company is not a one man show... overloading wont produce a good result... Im doubting their ability in time management... anyway, im not involve... dun wanna comment too much... time will prove everything... I admit i pinned too much hope, now i really fall hard on the ground...
Went to Summer Breeze after dinner, as usual, talked about the past, all the crappy things we did, the days we spent together and all the unforgettable encounters in army... damn funny, thinking back... those were the days... really happy to see all of them again... most of them own their own cars, getting married soon... two more bombs on the way... had their own career... What about me? Haiz... very sad to say... feeling rather disappointed, this person telling me about needs and wants... i was thinking, do you know what you really need? Managing a company is not a one man show... overloading wont produce a good result... Im doubting their ability in time management... anyway, im not involve... dun wanna comment too much... time will prove everything... I admit i pinned too much hope, now i really fall hard on the ground...
