Your life is like a bitch...oops... sorry... beach...
I came, left my footsteps behind...
Now im going off... and those footsteps will be washed away eventually...
Soon, we will be strangers...
Moving on...
When brothers quarrel...
Its really irritating when the other party kept on repeating the same thing...
but its one of the best way to win in a quarrel... you just need to keep on repeating, the other party will stop eventually... and YOU WIN! Haha...
My card was stuck inside the AXS on Thursday morning. Call the technician to retrieve it and sent it to the bank. Anyway, its my fault la, the card is alady "distorted" and im still using it... Went to red star with Joyce for high tea... Reach there at 2.45pm, which means if we reach there later by 15 mins, we wont be able to eat the dim sums... took quite a while to serve the dim sums, i supposed that the dim sums are fresh... not leftovers... Met up with Ashlyn at Orchard for some shopping, while waiting for her to arrive, i had already bought quite a number of things- a top from River Island, Shower Gel from Bodyshop, Face masks from Faceshop. Met up with Alan at Amk Drive Thru Mac... chill a while and headed home b4 12mn...
Went to AMK POSB this afternoon, the customer service officer attended to me, asked for my id and after she took my particulars, she asked me to sit at the side and wait for my name to be called... Great... i waited for 1.5 hours and was totally being neglected by them... till the police officer came and asked... In the end, im supposed to queue up like the rest for my replacement of card... WTF lo... then in the first place why that officer asked me to sit one side and wait for my name to be called? BAD SERVICE! BAD CUSTOMER SERVICE... I purposely din approach anyone cos i want to see if anyone of them noticed that there is this person who had been sitting there for so long... no one came to ask what am i waiting for or anyone attended to me... VERY BAD...
Have you guys ever dreamt of events that you know will never ever happen in the reality? And people said that if you remembered what happen in your dream, that dream will not come true... and i remembered clearly two of my dreams... I dreamt of going back in time, i think was 2006 when i just ORD... received a sum of money from my insurance policy, then i was like, oh, im back... i gonna change everything... save all my money up... and stop everything that i dun wish to happen... When i wake up, i think for a while... i rather go back to pri 6... but with the current memories... Haha...
Just now, i dreamt that i was clubbing with a bunch of friends that dun even know each other... my army friends with my new friends from the latest PC show... and all of us were drunk and were sleeping at the staircase... I actually took a bottle of dry gin and started drinking from the bottle and asked why taste like 7-up... Haha... Everything were so real... Haha... Crap... And i rushed to the toilet and started splashing water onto my face, looked into the mirror and asked what am i doing... and scolded myself... very drama... and i woke up... still scolding myself for being an idiot having such a dream...
Gonna sleep... please let me dream of something more realistic...
Went to AMK POSB this afternoon, the customer service officer attended to me, asked for my id and after she took my particulars, she asked me to sit at the side and wait for my name to be called... Great... i waited for 1.5 hours and was totally being neglected by them... till the police officer came and asked... In the end, im supposed to queue up like the rest for my replacement of card... WTF lo... then in the first place why that officer asked me to sit one side and wait for my name to be called? BAD SERVICE! BAD CUSTOMER SERVICE... I purposely din approach anyone cos i want to see if anyone of them noticed that there is this person who had been sitting there for so long... no one came to ask what am i waiting for or anyone attended to me... VERY BAD...
Have you guys ever dreamt of events that you know will never ever happen in the reality? And people said that if you remembered what happen in your dream, that dream will not come true... and i remembered clearly two of my dreams... I dreamt of going back in time, i think was 2006 when i just ORD... received a sum of money from my insurance policy, then i was like, oh, im back... i gonna change everything... save all my money up... and stop everything that i dun wish to happen... When i wake up, i think for a while... i rather go back to pri 6... but with the current memories... Haha...
Just now, i dreamt that i was clubbing with a bunch of friends that dun even know each other... my army friends with my new friends from the latest PC show... and all of us were drunk and were sleeping at the staircase... I actually took a bottle of dry gin and started drinking from the bottle and asked why taste like 7-up... Haha... Everything were so real... Haha... Crap... And i rushed to the toilet and started splashing water onto my face, looked into the mirror and asked what am i doing... and scolded myself... very drama... and i woke up... still scolding myself for being an idiot having such a dream...
Gonna sleep... please let me dream of something more realistic...
Esp these two years, seems like everybody are getting married...
many of my campmates, sec sch classmates, primary sch mates are married now, maybe some with kids already. Starting to feel like... what am i doing...? still enjoying singlehood? NO IM NOT ENJOYING AT ALL... i tried but failed... rejected N times, be it indirectly or directly... Haiz... Sometimes coming to think of it... really makes me feel so down for the entire day... It had become a kind of phopia... thinking, aiyah, no chance one la... no point trying... not up to her expectation... well, im just not that good enough... Lost all the confidence i used to had...
SERIOUS EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN X 4 and going on...
Everyone seems to have achieved something in their life... house of their own, car, career, their lifetime partner... and im still here... nothing achieved... i really should start searching instead of waiting... i need motivation... alot... but this time i must think before accepting the offer given... one must have his own expectations... pay is what matters most in this society...
So fast man, its thursday tomolo... few more days, my new lappy will be here... please come faster... gonna play L4D... Must go Malaysia for some softwares and games... Haha...
Should go for a run later... in my dreams... or in somebody's mind... OhhhhOooooOooooOOooo
many of my campmates, sec sch classmates, primary sch mates are married now, maybe some with kids already. Starting to feel like... what am i doing...? still enjoying singlehood? NO IM NOT ENJOYING AT ALL... i tried but failed... rejected N times, be it indirectly or directly... Haiz... Sometimes coming to think of it... really makes me feel so down for the entire day... It had become a kind of phopia... thinking, aiyah, no chance one la... no point trying... not up to her expectation... well, im just not that good enough... Lost all the confidence i used to had...
SERIOUS EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN X 4 and going on...
Everyone seems to have achieved something in their life... house of their own, car, career, their lifetime partner... and im still here... nothing achieved... i really should start searching instead of waiting... i need motivation... alot... but this time i must think before accepting the offer given... one must have his own expectations... pay is what matters most in this society...
So fast man, its thursday tomolo... few more days, my new lappy will be here... please come faster... gonna play L4D... Must go Malaysia for some softwares and games... Haha...
Should go for a run later... in my dreams... or in somebody's mind... OhhhhOooooOooooOOooo
Im sure that the laptops im having now has got a life of its own, the moment i bought a new lap top which will only arrive in a week's time, all the laptops at home starts to give me problems... restart on its own, giving me all sorts of alien- language errors, now i have to use e buddy cos live messenger is down... damn it... and the explorer is like a time bomb, not sure when will it shut down on its own... Haiz...
Nowadays i find it difficult to communicate with people living together with me... Yes, its partly my fault to knock on her door in the middle of the night, but cant she just open the door and see what is going on. Despite me knocking on the door for 5 mins and its very clear that its urgent tts why i knocked on the door for so long, she still chose not to open the door. What if the house is on fire and everyone have to leave the house? Is she going to continue sleeping as if nothing is happening? Because of this, i started to quarrel with my brother AGAIN... saying im unreasonable, for knocking on the door just because i need to borrow the laptop... in the first place, did she know why i knock on the door? just because she is scared of sounds at night, she chose not to find out what is happening... and he scolded me for BULLSHITTING about what the house is on fire... what im saying is the fact... im not trying to curse my house or what, i really hope my house will be on fire one fine night and she will be BURNT TO DEATH all because she chose not to open the door despite me knocking on her door trying to save her out of the house, she just have to blame herself... and what on earth is she working as that really required at least 8 hours of sleep UNDISTURBED... gosh, her job is bound to be a tiring one... worse than a Bangladesh's job... 100% concentration, her work sure to squeeze every bit of her brain juice dry and she need to rest at night TOTALLY UNDISTURBED!!!! fuck man, the more i type the more im irritated by her stupid acts... because of her, im scolded for nothing... being said unreasonable... dun ever knock on my door at any point of time, i will sure be giving that person a 100 pieces of my mind... stupid girl... scared of sounds at night... im sure my brother will snore at night one lo, then she will be scared the whole night la!!! or maybe she will be scared by her own snore... hard to say... she is one of the strangest girl i ever came across... im sure my besties will agree with me TOTALLY!!! damn angry... FUCK!!! may she have a "good night sleep"... !@#$%^&*
Nowadays i find it difficult to communicate with people living together with me... Yes, its partly my fault to knock on her door in the middle of the night, but cant she just open the door and see what is going on. Despite me knocking on the door for 5 mins and its very clear that its urgent tts why i knocked on the door for so long, she still chose not to open the door. What if the house is on fire and everyone have to leave the house? Is she going to continue sleeping as if nothing is happening? Because of this, i started to quarrel with my brother AGAIN... saying im unreasonable, for knocking on the door just because i need to borrow the laptop... in the first place, did she know why i knock on the door? just because she is scared of sounds at night, she chose not to find out what is happening... and he scolded me for BULLSHITTING about what the house is on fire... what im saying is the fact... im not trying to curse my house or what, i really hope my house will be on fire one fine night and she will be BURNT TO DEATH all because she chose not to open the door despite me knocking on her door trying to save her out of the house, she just have to blame herself... and what on earth is she working as that really required at least 8 hours of sleep UNDISTURBED... gosh, her job is bound to be a tiring one... worse than a Bangladesh's job... 100% concentration, her work sure to squeeze every bit of her brain juice dry and she need to rest at night TOTALLY UNDISTURBED!!!! fuck man, the more i type the more im irritated by her stupid acts... because of her, im scolded for nothing... being said unreasonable... dun ever knock on my door at any point of time, i will sure be giving that person a 100 pieces of my mind... stupid girl... scared of sounds at night... im sure my brother will snore at night one lo, then she will be scared the whole night la!!! or maybe she will be scared by her own snore... hard to say... she is one of the strangest girl i ever came across... im sure my besties will agree with me TOTALLY!!! damn angry... FUCK!!! may she have a "good night sleep"... !@#$%^&*
been helping my friend in the preparation of his PC show on Monday and Wednesday, very tedious work, unnesscessary jobs to be done, all because of the suppiler... Anyway, things would be better if a more detailed and organised planning were made way before the show. For the last four days at the PC show, been serving all sorts of people, some asked alot but din want to buy, some came and doubt our products, kept on asking if our products really can work or nt... to these stupid people- if our products cant work, we wont be selling them in the first place. Some came and kept on asking for discounts or free gifts, some even wanted to have both... haiz, typical singaporeans... very tired, din earn much commission this time, more in assisting friends working together...
And, thanks Vonz for the gift from china! Appreciated...
Even friends for only three months took the effort to get a gift...
I cant see why friends for three years cant do that... its pretty obvious actually...
Anyway, got myself a new laptop!!! whoohoo!!! pray hard i win something in the lucky draw... Haha...
Well,,, its monday again, and im back to the slacking life... very lost...
And, thanks Vonz for the gift from china! Appreciated...
Even friends for only three months took the effort to get a gift...
I cant see why friends for three years cant do that... its pretty obvious actually...
Anyway, got myself a new laptop!!! whoohoo!!! pray hard i win something in the lucky draw... Haha...
Well,,, its monday again, and im back to the slacking life... very lost...
There is no such things as no solution to any problem... Theres always solutions, just that you have to decide which is the best solution to solve the current problem... Esp family problems, i always believe family members are the only ones who wont leave you in the lurch... Years back, i got into some financial problems, it was my father who came to know about it and solved it for me, instead of some friends claimed to be close to me... left me alone to clear up the mess...
Anyway... if you or anyone else in the family had problems, Discuss with your family members and come up with the best solution. Somethings you need to let go, you have to let go... you may have solved the current problem with the solution which you think is the best, but more problems may arise in future... so, please have a clear mind and think far... some solutions may create more problems if you made the wrong decision...
Anyway... if you or anyone else in the family had problems, Discuss with your family members and come up with the best solution. Somethings you need to let go, you have to let go... you may have solved the current problem with the solution which you think is the best, but more problems may arise in future... so, please have a clear mind and think far... some solutions may create more problems if you made the wrong decision...
