I had been very indecisive... i dunno what will i be in future...
what kind of route am i going to take?
what kind of life am i going to lead?
will it be the same outcome like the previous one?
im starting to worry about my future...
cos i cant see my future... just so unclear...

Something tragic happened right outside my house...
i know its got nothing to do with me... but it did happened right outside my house...
and its the first time i saw such a tragic scene... although i only saw a little part of "him".
I dun dare to go out untill everything is cleared...
If i were to witness the whole thing, i think i will go into depression... like what you all saw in movies... Had not been sleeping well for the first night... Its just my own imagination...
Rest In Peace...

Went to PX graduation ceremony on wed morning, Alan overslept... and we slept a while while the whoever guest of honour was on stage giving a speech... The whole ceremony lasted for two hours, went to the lounge for some refreshment, not really that refreshing in fact... NOT NICE...
Took a few photos with my "er jie" and left for malaysia trip... CONGRATES ONCE AGAIN PX... hope to attend your degree grad ceremony next year...

Went with 12 other friends... yah, its big group... when we went to buy dvd...
the person asked we are going to pia zui(gang fight) is it? Haha... cos we alone filled up his shop...
anyway, the space is small actually... had kfc @ holiday plaza, shopped a while... went for high tea @ secret recipe... headed to the place where we had our seafood feast... din really have the WOW feeling... food standard so-so only... spend around $10 per person... still very cheap...
Went back singapore @ around 9pm... very tired... hit the deck right after a warm bath...

Supposed to go to the chalet @ ECP, but somehow lost the excitement of going chalet... maybe if im still 18, i will definately be at the chalet right now... but now, i rather stay in my room... lie on my comfy bed... hugging my comfy pillow... and snore all i want... LOL... will go down on sat la... since EVERYONE are not free...

Supposed to go ECP on sunday for canoeing, roller blading and spend the whole day there... but due to some unwanted changes, we changed the plan to make a trip down to Tampines 1 and ikea... gonna get my curtain after a long consideration... Anyway, some things just cant go as planned... feeling abit disappointed, but it cant be helped... we have our own life to lead...

Hoping to join brandon in his new job... but will start to find other areas next week...
Enough rest... time to start all over again... hopefully will be a long lasting one...

So many people ROM this year... next year will receive three( latest update) red bombs... and one of them will be a nuclear bomb... when will be my turn? 30? HAHA...

I missed you... so much....

Sweet~

This song had been repeating in my mind today while im busy with my work... A song sang for someone who left the world many years ago... unwillingly...

Im supposed to feel happy... 1505 is the day that ends another small chapter of my life... I felt more sad instead... i guess im starting to like this job... the people working with me... but i have no choice... but to leave...

Went amk central with px yest evening... saw my father going to have dinner at the hawker... i went up and joke with him a little... asked him what is he eating? and why is he alone? He answered me, im always alone... ... ... ... ... i dunno how to react... he just squeezed my heart till i cant breathe at that moment... I somehow recalled the scene that he sat in the living room and started crying in the middle of the night 6 years ago... he had been so lonely all these years, no one can ever understand the pain he is going through... the loss of someone he loved the most in his entire life... If i had put in more effort, he would have been playing with his grandchildren instead of animals... i dunno when will that day come... no matter what, he will have the chance to hug his grandchildren...

新歌强打!!!

Mas selamat finally got arrested after a year... but not in singapore, he was caught in Johor... Haha... How did he managed to flee to Malaysia when Singapore is well know of her tight security? Anyway, the joke is really true la... selamat datang...

Just came back from a wedding dinner at Furama Riverfront, second time, same family... Darren Low and Celine Tan... The guy looked like one of the artist long time ago... Robin Leong... Anyway, all the three montage were badly done... looks "cheap" as in no effort is being put in... then i realize they spent a bomb on photo shoot... taken in the central, not the Singapore central hor... Hong Kong one... with all the branded boutiques. Chanel, Tiffany and Louis... very nicely taken, Hong Kong night scene, really beautiful... went there once, not much memories there... suddenly have the urge to go Hong Kong... not only that, they went on a luxury yatch also, damn nice... and all these cost them almost 10K...
They had solemnisation b4 dinner... and i think its not advisable to do it this way... cos i realize only 20% of the guest paid attention and the rest are just catching up old times among themselves, very disrespectful... the uncle who host the ceremony also very funny one... he asked the couple, so are you ready to get start? WHAT GET START? Racing car meh?
Everytime couple made vows to each other, but with no consequences... maybe next time they should add in OR ELSE, we will be banish into hell... Haha... then this will help decreasing the divorce rate...

Dinner ended at 11pm... A relative of mine offered to send me and my father back home... no offence but i tot they are driving some Toyota Altis kind of car... but no... its a BMW 7 series... seriously, its my first time... i spent the whole journey exploring the interior of the car... lots of functions, but i din try... Haha... On our way back along CTE, saw my ex gf in her white MR-S... this was the 8th or 9th times i saw her on the road le... im suspecting she is stalking on me... Next, Rolls Royce just went past our car... WTF!!! din get to see who is in the car... Haha...
What a night...

Planned to go travel at least once a year... this year, where am i going?

I dun understand why are there so many idiots who just do nothing but set people up... First was Show's online scandal... I dun wanna talk about this, its that fucking bitch trying to get fame out of this... Immature BITCH!!!
Alan told me on monday that they had been sued by another bridal Boutique for copying their design... Come on la... even "you" are so immature... call yourself a designer... go and eat shit la... its so common, and somemore... what have you got for others to copy your design? Stupid... really no brain... go ahead and sue, im sure you bound to lose the case and end up paying more and your reputation will be tarnish in your own hands...

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/xin/20090428/ten-039-chew-chor-meng-starts-host-varie-3c1b9bc.html

Despite his difficulty in walking, he still think positively and continue his career... He still believe that he will recover when this illness is proved to be incurable... The three of us teared when we saw him walking up to the stage, and said to the audience not to worry and he will recover... I should think likewise... and not give up... Im proud to have the same surname as him, he is my motivation... Its not the end of the world... its just a new start... a new life...

Swine Flu...

Went to Amk Polyclinic this morning, have to queue up to fill up the declaration form and take temperature just like sars peroid, but its good to take all these nesscessary precautions. Was given a mask before entry to the clinic, i wore it throughout my stay in the clinic, but some people i realized that they wore the mask for the sake of wearing... So, i shall show you guys how some people misuse this mask and the correct way of wear this mask...

Some people thought that this mask served the same purpose like the one on the right, so they took a few from the nurse so that they will get a good sleep till afternoon without waking up by any form of lights.

Another thing is, some people used it as a hair band while applying some facial products.

Look at how creative singaporeans are... an unique way of saving money.

ok.. spot the difference...

Some wore the mask but exposed the nose outside. This way DUN WEAR BETTER... you will get infection anyway...

if you think its ugly to wear this mask, you can wear your shades, as if you are some kind of celebrity who does not want people to regonize you...

You can also go with a stylish cap or hat to make yourself more like a celebrity.

But please take note of the cap you chose, if you choose any of the cap above.. esp the one on the left, most probably you will end up being questioned in the nearby police station. Because you might look like a thief or some kind of psycho... i dunno... maybe the problem lies with the model, he does looked like a thief or robber indeed.

OK... thats the end... But remember now is the "very period"(非常时期), so please take care of yourself. Special thanks to the supermodel Edmund Chew for the photos...

"I dunno what news have you heard that broke your heart and i dunno how often you visit my blog, but when you saw this post, i hope you will leave my blog with a smile. Just be happy, and dun let anything spoil your mood."

For the past 2 hours, i tried changing my blog skin but it seems to be the hardest thing to do in the world... Either the layout got jumbled up like a mess, or there's error in the code. Im not an IT expert and i know nuts about all this code editing... I did know some but i returned every bit of them back to my lecturer years ago... SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!!!

Finally got the time to sit down in front of my laptop and watch all the variety shows i missed for the last few weeks, Only recently something happened to this particular artist, this bitch breached the trust and exposed certain privacy of his personal life. Whats the purpose behind? He just wanna make more friends and yet this bitch set him up!!! All i can say, certain people esp girls would go to such extend to make the world know about her... News about GARY NG also... some claimed to be the main actress in some of the videos... This will only bring shame to own self... nothing else... BITCHES!!!

http://www.asiaone.com/Digital/News/Story/A1Story20090430-138553.html