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刘力扬新歌 《 一个人就好》

Been staying at home and going for interviews all round Singapore... Got my results on Tuesday, got one A... been so so long since the last time i got an A in my result slip... i was telling PX that the last time i got an A was PSLE... Haha... Quite satisfied with the result, but i dun feel that "happy" though... For the last three years, i had been striving hard to achieve many things that i had lost way before i got enlisted... Now, i considered had achieved what i needed to... I hope i can find a suitable job fast and start earning money and give my family and my love one a comfortable life...

After so many failed encounters, i realised im so different from what i am in the past... I used to have lots of confidence in myself during secondary school times and in poly times... but now, somehow im afraid to go out and know more people... thinking that im too ugly, or im not someone they are interested to know... im so afraid of being rejected...again, ended up myself getting hurt... again... Once bitten, twice shy...
Im relieved to have my friends around me, but sometimes, i do hope to have someone...