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Are you like her when you were young...?

Im exactly the same like what she did... (obviously not buying high heels and looking at bras la~)

When i dun get what i want, i will slam my room door and starve myself... in the end.... I still dun get what i want... my parents left me to die inside the room... come out still get caning for slamming the door and spoil it... "pai mia"...

Pancake and Ruby aka "Bah Chang"

Since my first dog was named Pancake, might as well name the second as "Bah chang"( Rice Dumplings"

Lame...

thx...

Faster grow up and stop biting my fingers...

Hebe Look-alike(Left)

My "baobei"

Sometimes, some things are best to leave unsaid deep inside... I dun blame people saying things without considering other's feeling, its the character and i have to accept.

I'm someone who dun really express myself too much, but when i kept extremely quiet, you should know something is wrong. I do care how people look at me, i took every comment seriously, or rather advises. I tried to change, i did tried... just not up to the standard that you guys expect... yet... I'm just a simple guy... nothing else...

Many said that I'm a person with little temper... i do have but why must i be angry over small matters and argue over it... if i think theres nothing to argue about or even get angry, i dun see the need to show it... If you know me well enough, i tend to listen more than giving comments.

"No matter what, i still love YOUs."

For S.H.E...

一个人的晚餐无聊寂寞
两个朋友能开心的直说
三个人可以给你勇气
可以安慰你的失落
异口同声地说
因为有你染上新的幽默
(新的幽默)
也因为有你世界变得轻松
(变得轻松)
我们呢属于非常难得
所以尽情大声唱歌
分享每一分钟
我们拥有一个真心的朋友(我们是真心的朋友)
就算有风吹不走我们感动(吹不走我们的感动)
真的希望你能够永远快乐
你懂我(你懂我)
不用说(不用说)
最想看见彼此的笑容


如果能够带走乌云的天空(你带走乌云的天空)
爬到云端我陪你继续做梦(爬到云端我陪你做梦)
好想每天陪你看日出日落
你值得交换我
一辈子最想要完成的
美梦

08/08/08
F.I.R concert


I dunno what to say...

When you feels lonely and you had no one by your side... you should be feeling what im feeling now...

Had been sleeping real early during weekdays which i had not been doing for the last dunno how many years, i can actually sleep at 7.30pm and wake up at 6.30am in the morning. I tried sleeping late but my eyes dun allow me to stay up anymore, and when i sleep LATE, means im going to be LATE for work, two times, i woke up at 7.30am, i start work at 8.00am... Now i know why my friends who worked office hours have to sleep b4 10pm... Is this the life im going to lead in future?

心花朵朵开- a 7pm drama show i had been catching. The father in the show reminds me of my dad, without a companion by his side, he is all alone, sitting at the living room watching tv. When is the last time we had dinner together? Two sons had grown up-The big one, stayed at home but cooped himself and his "dunno is gf or wife" in the room. The small one, left the house early in the morning and have to sleep early in order to wake up early the next day. Everytime i got home and saw him, looking at me, frowning, i really dunno what to say to him... im sorry... Everytime when im in trouble, he is the only one who helped me get out of difficulties. He is always been supportive to what i want to do, im sorry i cant contribute much to the family and din manage to find time out to accompany you. Things will change for the better definitely, 10 more months, i promise...

I had been complaining why this family din gave me what i want, but i had never think, what did i give to this family... nothing...

Theres a news article reporting a china teacher ran out of the classroom, leaving all the children behind during the Earthquake, now he was sacked because of this. The headline was Cowardly Teacher... Guess what is his name, Fan Meizhong... 范没种。。。no balls in between his legs?

Maybe i should not show myself for some time... like this, i will be forgotten overtime... Nothing is forever, not even friends...

Get well soon...

9th of June, always a date to remember...

Half of 2008 is gone... June, a month i dislike most. Over all these years, the worst always happened in June... loss of someone close to me, enlistment, worst oversea trip ever, what else? My pancake just passed away, the bastard just hit and run... Although she urine on my bed, ate my Mcspicy, bite me, she does bring some happiness to this family, at least that couple living beside me seldom quarrel anymore...

Going into the third week of my local attachment, so far so good, received good compliment from my supervisor, tasks completed faster than expected, did what the previous students din do, but all these din helped in increasing my pay... Haha... gonna get more and more occupied in work, may have to work OT... wait... what is OT? To me, what matters most to me is taking Own Transport, cos going there is damn ma fan can? Been taking company bus back to AMK, if i work OT, i have to take my Own Transport...


In order to earn more money, went back to inter-con... well, many had changed, the uniform, the system, the people, the standard. Couples are everywhere... haha, what does this mean? Finding someone working in the same place as you, more time will be spent together? Realized that i really cant work more than 8 hours anymore, at the end of the day, my legs dun belong to me anymore... Nevertheless, received good compliment from the guests i served last night, and they asked me am i from china... THX!!!!!!!!!!! Im holding a pink IC hor!!!! feels good cos they gave me the motivation but still i dun like to serve table... very tired...

Some people just dun like to plan ahead... i planned what i need to do, and dun expect people to mess up my plan. I like to serve fast because i want to have more time to eat snake, but people think differently, thought that i having a competition, please la, if i really want to compete, you cant even smell my ass lo... just where were you when i first serve dinner... Anyway, i think my time is over, cant get to click with the young ones there...

F.I.R concert on 080808, with the opening of Olympics, damn cool... Haha... Had been a long time since the last time i went concert with friends, i think was Sun Yan Zi concert in 2002? I forgot. Looking forward to this concert, firstly was when the day comes, means its the last week of my attachment, secondly, i wanna hear the live version of the "song", just how emo i can get when i hear them sing live...

gonna sleep...
more to talk about tomolo night...
Wan An...

loss of words

So much to talk about, so much to say... but everytime i got home, i just dun have the time or energy to even log into this blog... Many things happened last few weeks, good and bad... but... im too tired... gonna change blog soon... good night... very tired... my legs are falling apart...