One week ago, my friend told me im not that mature enough to see things in whole, not being able to observe what really is happening around me... After much thinking, maybe what she said is true. I had never put myself into other people's shoe and feel what they really feels, or think what they might be thinking. Im always a kind that the whole world owes me and i dun owe anyone or anything. "You hurt me in the first place, theres no reason i should accept you as my friend" this kind...

Have i ever thought that i might have hurt a lot of people without me knowing? i did not...
Have i ever thought that maybe this way will be a better route for you and me? i did not...
Have i ever put aside what had happened in the past? to start accepting things? i did not...
Have i ever thought that you will be happy this way and i should feel happy too? i did not...
I always thought i can understand all my friends well and know their thinking. i cant...

I have to grow up and think in a more matured way.

Im sorry if i had hurt you in any way when i did things without considering your feelings...

My friends, please forgive my childishness...