你哭着拿下银手链还我的时候
最近你躲我有了理由
别说我的爱让你惭愧不配拥有
珍惜不就是温柔
但你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友
原来心酸比心痛难受
茫然的走到了门口
倔强还是念旧
我听见我回头说
你们要快乐要天长地久
你们没有错爱是自由
走出这扇门后至少我还有辽阔
你们要快乐要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福我会难过
成全最爱的人不是为了看着她
寂寞
过去曾让你笑得很甜
不代表有权利要你纠结
虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节
风不能吹就作最潇洒的落叶

Man U is going to kick Arsenal's Ass REAL HARD TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gunners cant stop the devils!!!!

Words from the bottom of my heart...

Will be leaving soon... for one month, not a very long period, but still...
In case i cant get any connections over there...
Some words for my friends...

Alan and Xuanzy- Wont be seeing you guys for one month which i think is very unusual... Take good care of yourself. Xuan, take care of your throat and dun stress yourself out, dun torture him too much... Alan, im sorry im not there for your birthday celebration, wish you all the best.
Will miss you guys lots and hope to see you guys soon...

Pat, Winston and Kate- Thanks for accompany me out for supper when i needed one... Remember to update me the things that happened in this one month if there's any ok? Kate, take care of your health, dun keep drinking and clubbing so often... you are not young anymore... HAHA...

Xueling- Sotong~ Dun keep working and go home, working and go home... go out and pamper yourself la... Haha... meet up soon in may... we still have not gone prawning yet...

Peizhi- Starting your poly life soon le... enjoy huh! Haha... see you soon...

Jol- I dunno if you will be here or nt, but still wishing you a happy 21th birthday, enjoy your birthday celebration...

Nihui- Hows your trip? good? any chance? Haha...

Sylvia Mei- going to work full time soon le, take care of yourself ok? dun tired yourself out... Take things step by step...

Wifey- Stay happy always ok? Like what you had told me in the past, whats yours is yours, dun brood over it too much ok? Dun worry, you will have your present when im back. Miss you lots and love you deep deep... LOL...

I think thats about all... Haha...
If i cant get any connections there, i dun think i can update my blog le...
So this will be my last blog of the month...
See you guys soon!~
And dun miss me too much...

劲歌金曲2

（forever love 王力宏）
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
（两个人的烟火　黎明）
最爱你的是我
否则你怎么让我
否则我怎么可能赴汤蹈火
你说什么都做
（如果．爱　张学友）
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
（童话　光良）
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
（很爱很爱你　刘若英）
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
（我愿意　王菲）
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什么都愿意　为你
（好想好想　古巨基）
好想好想　好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
（明天我要嫁给你了　周华健）
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
（不得不爱　潘玮柏/弦子）
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
（阴天　莫文蔚）
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
（飞机场的10:30 陶喆）
baby baby baby baby　o　baby　baby o　baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
（那么爱你为什么　黄品源/莫文蔚）
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
（你怎么舍得我难过　黄品源）
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过
（爱我别走　张震岳）
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
（让我欢喜让我忧　周华健）
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
（原来你什么都不想要　张惠妹）
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要
（用心良苦　张宇）
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
（祝福　张学友）
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
（吻别　张学友）
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲
（把悲伤留给自己　陈升）
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
（征服　那英）
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂
（听海　张惠妹）
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了心
（味道　辛晓琪）
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
（我怀念的　孙燕姿）
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
（领悟　辛晓琪）
我多么痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
（月亮惹的祸　张宇）
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
（我们的爱 fir）
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖
（你把我灌醉　黄大炜）
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎爱得收不回
（眼泪　范晓萱）
oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪
（情非得已　庾澄庆）
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
（你是如此难以忘记　梁朝伟）
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平静
（心太软　任贤齐）
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
（forever love 王力宏）
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love

One week ago, my friend told me im not that mature enough to see things in whole, not being able to observe what really is happening around me... After much thinking, maybe what she said is true. I had never put myself into other people's shoe and feel what they really feels, or think what they might be thinking. Im always a kind that the whole world owes me and i dun owe anyone or anything. "You hurt me in the first place, theres no reason i should accept you as my friend" this kind...

Have i ever thought that i might have hurt a lot of people without me knowing? i did not...
Have i ever thought that maybe this way will be a better route for you and me? i did not...
Have i ever put aside what had happened in the past? to start accepting things? i did not...
Have i ever thought that you will be happy this way and i should feel happy too? i did not...
I always thought i can understand all my friends well and know their thinking. i cant...

I have to grow up and think in a more matured way.

Im sorry if i had hurt you in any way when i did things without considering your feelings...

My friends, please forgive my childishness...

Hard to find someone to sing duet with me nowadays le... used to have... due to work, maybe due to R/S... they are not able meet up with the group anymore... Nothing last forever i should say, used to go out for KTV sessions so frequently, like at least once a week. Now, just so diffcult to get more than five people...

Selina, pray that your voice will come back on SAT...
I wont get to sing for at least one month...
Although my singing sux, but singing is one way of letting out all your emotions and unhappiness or maybe happiness too... and i love it this way... LOL...

*Way back into love*

Went to this Ben and Jerry @ some mountain top which i forgot wheres the place, near orchard one la... The whole place was like you are far away from the city, on a mountain top, very refreshing feeling. Restaurants, Pubs, Cafes, Hotel, lots of cool places to go... Like i say, its @ a mountain top, if you dun have a car, will be very ma fan to get there... Will go there again when im back from Chi Nah...

This was taken from one of the cubicles @ Airport T3, a fly was printed on it, so whats the meaning. in order for us to aim at it to prevent us from shooting anyhow is it?

Looks nice only... The tea no taste, the bread over toast... the egg, nothing to say...

Sent Alan to the airport, he is going to Taiwan!! Oh My god, i still miss Taiwan... Miss the clubs there! The girls there! and most importantly the weather there! Damn cooling!!! When can i go again? Next year maybe... after Korea trip... Need to take leave le... cos i will be working by then... LOL...

Hate to go home from the airport, forever lost the right route back one... the first time me and my friend went one big round lo... thx lo, ask me to go straight only, drove through suntec, towards harbour front then TUAS! Made our way back by queensway... One hour trip... Damn it! This time i entered the right expressway TPE(SLE), but in the end i exit the wrong one... went all the way to woodlands... have to follow the MRT track down to yishun then yio chu kang then AMK...my dear selina had a hard time sleeping,so sorry. Also an hour trip... Shit lo... Take MRT go back faster lo...

Have to go again on monday morning... but will be back only one month later... LOL...

Only had like 4 hours of sleep after coming back from the airport, had to wake up at 12nn for Grandmother's birthday, lucky she lives just beside us, very near... Haha... Heard that the fruit cake was 5 kg... one candle... cos i think the cake might not have enough space to put all the candles according to her age... Ah Ma, "Si Lit Fai Log"( Happy Birthday!) dunno spell correct or nt... dun scold me...

Went dental today to pluck my "rotten teeth" WTH lo, "Rotten" leh means what, expire le, grow worms inside ar? Rotten.. wth... The doctor speaks like a robot lo... talks to me very systematically, and actually talk hokkien to his nurse... you imagine la... he change very fast, "So, i will pluck it out for you in no time,(robot tune)... "Next Moment talks to his nurse", Ah Ni Kuan Si An Cua, Ee Lang Pang Cement ar? meaning "what now? they put cement ar?"

Somemore whistle while plucking my teeth lo... very relax lo he... He told me keep my hands together, and uses all his strength to pull it out... At that moment i really wanted to let my hands go out of control and starts to beat him up like no tomolo... Pain can? After that my mouth starts to "lai ang" liao lo... bleed and bleed and bleed... the pic above was my first cotton, i used three cotton and is still bleeding maybe i should buy the "bread" and stuff one into my mouth... i might faint anytime... lost too much blood... I dun dare to imagine when the time comes for me to remove wisdom teeth... i might kill that doctor who operates on me...

Haiz, fake people are all around on this earth, made people feel how least interested they were in some events or activities, but in the end actively participated. Or even some jobs, introduced some jobs and showed people the "so what if the pay is good?" face. In the end also go and work... So fake... So scary to have such friends around, dunno when they are saying things from their heart or just making things up... Dun say friends are important to you when you dun treat them just as important...

And to some people, dun think too highly of yourself... pls... very disgusting... learn to be modest...

Must change my jukebox song... or PEOPLE will suan me lo... who? CAKE LO! CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE CAKE!!!!

This song is for my silly wifey, cos she only know how to sing this song... lousy...

Yummy!!! Chef Zhou is back for some western delights!! Pasta topped with cheesy hotdog and minced meat in special tomato sauce. Jumbo cheese hotdog and bread. Classic Chicken burger and egg and black pepper ham. Oh my Goodness! Yummy!!!

Next time will be Traditional Chinese Food...

Hey you! stop drooling...

Tell me la... where to find a guy who can cook nowadays? Somemore delicious... Where? Although looked simple but its the heart that counts... nvm, chinese foods will be more complicated...

10 more days to SUZHOU!!!

Room for rental... anyone? LOL...

Im very sorry to my dearest, most beloved darling, Hebe. Happy belated 25th birthday to you! Had been rushing project and preparing my trip to China... and my presentation next week... VERY BUSY CAN?! But still im really really sorry... All the best and hope to see S.H.E's new album soon which i believe will be out soon... Concert in Singapore again! Hope Hope Hopeeeeeeee...