I dunno what to say, all the unplasant feelings came back and huant me one by one...
How am i going to overcome all these...? Can i just put this in a simple way by saying i am not happy?... and the strangest thing was i dun even know why i am unhappy, what makes me so unhappy... Maybe money is a major issue to me now... Maybe i can only spend $5 a day after some calculations to make through this month which is about another 11 days to go... Somethings i wish i can share with someone but i know i cant, things will start to change which i dun wish that would ever happen... My head is aching... Why is my burden always bigger than others...? Help!~