Lots of things, matters just hit me hard... real hard... I can hardly breathe...

Received a msg yest afternoon, suddenly felt a lil sad... We did had fun together, misunderstood each other sometimes, and sometimes what i said did made you fed up or the other way round... I do feel happy that you are leaving, at least u wont have to put up with all the unfairness towards you anymore... Anyway, all the best... happy working with you for the last 9 months...

Friday will be the start of my examinations.... Monday presentation not completed yet... So much things, so much things, so much things to do... My left eye had been "jumping" for a week... just what is going to happen?

Realised im not the right person to plan for any outings... The right person who plan will get the reply of others and even got help from them to spread the news... But i din get any of these when i tried to organise... This also shows how my friends rated me in them... just a very normal friend... maybe not even friend at all... All these years im always the lousy one to make new friends or trying to maintain the friendship bwt my friends and me... im sorry i din do a good job... and i really dunno what can i do to improve it... Im sorry im just not that sociable...

Gonna start to cut all connections from the outside world and forcus for my examination... i cant offord to fail any papers... I really cant... Pray for me please...