Went for a briefing this afternoon for the final year elective programme selection and overseas attachment.Nothing much about the elective programme cos no matter what i choose, its still boring... what excites me was the OIPP( Overseas Industrial Placement Programme). Lots of choices, China, Vietnam, Hong Kong, Thailand, Australia, New Zealand, Germany, France and Japan. Im really interested in going China-Beijing to explore the facilities and the technology there, whats the life style over there, the culture, everything... So excited can? Partly also because the emo me wants to leave Singapore for a while(8 weeks for Beijing), but the main objective is to explore china's technology and the way they develop... China is not what we knew in the past anymore, i must grab this opportunity now so as to open a path for me in future when i happens to work in china... A place full of opportunities... May all the gods and my beloved friends, please pray for me...

Maybe this is the time again i can start to see whats my future is going to be like, do what im capable of. Being a Singaporean and living in Singapore, dreams and reality can hardly put together as a topic. Only the strong survive and the weak will get KO... Always had a thinking that just do what i like to do, what i enjoyed doing is enuff... but its not the reality, no money, no dreams... Only if you are successful in your career, dreams then comes in one by one, you wanna build a hut by the beach also nobody care, take over an island and develop into a resort also nobody care. I had a painful lesson and once is enuff to wake me up and shouted right into my face, Singapore's living standard is high, the market is competitive, in order to secure a place, have to outshine the rest and keeps on improving...

One has to grow up some day-
Foolish me could actually think that L.O.V.E is everything. Without L.O.V.E, I had nothing.
Its the sense of security people were looking for, you dun have a stable career, does not gives other the feeling that you have the ability to work hard for the future, tell me who wants to be with such a person? Theres no stupid people in this world, only lazy people...
Stop being childish and expect people to pity you, make them look up to you and not look down on you... Grow up...