Falling apart...

Got up to work in the morning, 9AM, feeling very uncomfortable, kept on coughing and my body is very hot... feeling so giddy... no choice i jus have to drag myself to work... The whole day i kept on coughing non stop, feeling more and more giddy, untill the night, i saw blood coughing out of my mouth when i was in the toliet.The customers kept on requesting alot of things, i feel like F-ing them, but i just have to smile and say ok no problem. Really no mood to smile at the customers, im sorry but im really going to faint soon. Cant type anymore, vision very blur... i need to rest.

"Am i going to die?"

" Too many misunderstandings that cause us to end up this way... Im sorry..."