12月30日-一年就这样过了。2007 年对我来说并不是很顺利，发生的事情太多太多，有好的也有坏的。 就让我一一的排列出来吧-



1月27日-S.H.E 再一次在新加坡开演唱会-“Perfect 3" World Tour 2007。

1月30日-一段一开始就是一个错误的爱情，也是一段单方面的爱情结束了。

2月1日-一个星期的不睡不吃让我撤低得瘦了8公斤，心碎了，也让我瘦了，是好事吗?

- 没办法继续念书了，把学业给休了。

-因为一个很笨的错误，丢了我一生最爱的工作。

- 过了最不开心的新年



就这样做了两个月的废人。。。



4月1日- 找到了一份不错的工作。

4月16日-再一次回到熟悉的校园

4月20日- 。。。

有好几次觉得很压力，不过我还是坚持潮着目标前进，机会只剩一个，没了，我就完蛋了。。。

6月3日- 发生了由史以来最严重的冷战，好朋友之间发生了争吵
10 年的友情就这样没了吗？
两人一前一后得打给我，都哭了。。。
当时的我，只有一种感觉，我很像汉堡。。。

6月15日-Intercontinental Hotel Chalet Gathering @ Chevron... 看到了好多好久不见的朋友，让
我好怀念5年前的时候。。。

6月21日-香港一游， 好多收获，买了很多东西，也发现了好多好多事。

7月9日- 终于看见大家都在一起了，我们的友情。。。是永远的。。。

8月27日- 祝我生日快乐，好多朋友祝福了我，但迟迟不见你的短讯，难道你真的忘了吗？
- 我搬家了。。。

9月份为一让我非常开心的是我顺利通过第一学期，还好没被档掉。。。

10月5日- 三年前失去的东西，就在这一天拿回了。。。

12月1日-Show on Stage 2007。。。 小猪的演唱会，超棒的。。。

12月27日-在我家办了圣诞晚餐，一共收了三个礼物。。。


觉得蛮开心的，2007 快结束了。。。

想着这一年来发生的点点滴滴，也做了一个很绝情的决定。。。

不值得我去珍惜的，我会忘。。。

新的一年， 就应该有新的开始。。。

我会好好的。。。

27th of dec, woke up and helped father in tidying up the house, cos there will be a S.H.E party going on in the night... Went to meet up with Selina and her bf to move some wardrobes at Chinatown, Beiz office... After which we proceed to Selina house, been years since i stepped into her room... No change... still very untidy... if my room was like hers, i really cant stand it... too many things lying around... Sorry dear Selina, no offence... Im quite particular in tidiness, esp my room. When you need to find something, its was easier when the place is in an organised manner... Anyway, its up to own lifestyle... Went to AMKH ntuc, went to look for zhi shen, oh, he got a cute staff working for him lo... Haha... Ya, Im a flirt, cos i just said that this girl is cute... just like what somebody says... Kaoz... i can actually be identified as a flirt by just saying this girl was cute... So can this particular "friend" tell me, what do i call a girl who just commented on a guy handsome? a BITCH? Yes, im a very petty guy and i hate people to call me a flirt for no reason... Idiots of the same attitude ( derive from "birds of the same feather")... LOL


Anyway, bought lots of BBQ, gng to set up a small BBQ pit right outside my house door... first time in my life... Its a good thing to live at the ground floor... LOL... We had Honey Glazed Ham, Black Pepper Pork Ribs, Mushroom Soup, Fries, Escargots, Pasta and a few "hotdogs"... Too much... cannot finish... Haha... After the meal, we opened up two bottles of red wine, a bottle of cough syrup(cranberry vodka is it?)... Finished up the red wine, but nt the cough syrup... the smell was damn damn "cough syrup" lo.. SUX... We had a "log cake" also... made up of donuts... but din finish cos Selina says the cream tasted weired... so we din ate it anyway... but it got a nice appearance... Recieved a card from Alan, damn touched can? from what he wrote in the card... My best buddy till the end of my life... Relaxed at my house till 3am i think... everyone was not 100% sober at that pt of time... Haha~

"Thanks for being my closest friends for 11 yrs... promise that we will always be the same no matter what happens in the future..."

" 这一辈子有你们两个知己就够了"

Our Christmas Feast

This Pic is meant to be blur... R(A)...

Party At Miss Clarity Cafe!

Had A christmas party at Miss clarity Cafe on christmas day! Recieved four presents from celine,zoe,rachel and Auntie Nora... Thank you so much for the cup(celine), cookies(zoe), Candy Cane(Rachel) and wallet(Auntie Nora)... Had fun that night cos Momo was there to entertain all of us... Haha~ Had a big feast that night. Its great to celebrate with such a "big family"... Although people like carene, elieen, kelly, joyce who were not here, still wanna wish them a merry christmas and a happy new year... Miss you all lots man...Come find us someday when you girls are free ok?

"Wanna see the funniest manager in the world?" View the pics below... LOL

I cant stand it anymore...
Just simply dun understand...

Why people tends to forget things thats impossible to forget?
Why people just only care for themselves and bring inconvenience to others?
Why people just like to mess things up?
Why people just dun bother to put things back to where they belong?
Why people likes to do things half way and blame others for not being observant enuff?
Why cant people be more responsible?
Why people are so selfish?
Why people always blame others and not themselves?
Why people only discover the bad and not the good?

Everyone was wishing each other a merry christmas but i dun feel happy, not even a bit...
Its really god damn hard to forget what had happen even though its a year before... The feeling still going strong... never faded before...
Where's everyone when i need someone to be here...
Im a sadist...

一年前的这个时候，我们不是朋友，而是一对情人。。。
一年后的这个时后，我们再也不是情人，也不再是朋友。。。
伤得太深，无法痊愈了。。。

30/12/2007， 将会离开，到个平静的地方散一散心。。。

It just felt so good to spend money like water... Now i can understand why some people tends to go shopping whenever they are in bad mood or just fall out of love... Went town with xuanzy and alan, had a heavy lunch at hong kong cafe @cineleisure... Afterwhich, we started our shopping spree... Taka, CK Tang, Far East, DFS, Wheelock and lastly Mustafa... Total spending of $268.7.
Bought one long sleeve shirt which they think it looks nice on me... a T-Shirt, body lotion, a pen, a necklace, a gift for celine, and LV card holder for Alan... They got me perfect christmas present, a Crumpler sling bag named NETTY... LOL... Thanks so much for the present i needed most at this moment... Love you two deep deep la... Haha... Had never went shopping since my last hong kong trip... but its nt over yet, still have not bought my jeans, shoes and sunglasses... AMK HUB is my next destination... Haha...

"Its so fun being with you guys!"
"See you guys soon"

只要能够远远得看着你的背影，我就很满足了。。。

Chipmunks...

Went to watch Alvin and chipmunks, In case you guys dun remember them, the first pic might bring back some memories... I did watch their cartoons since young... Haha... They are damn cute... The girls sitting behind me kept on"OHH... so cute!" LOL... Esp the fat one in green, dunno how to spell his name, Theodore...? I only know alvin and simon.. Haha... esp theres one scene when he had a nightmare and went to dave... "Dave, i had a nightmare, can i sleep with you?" So cute can?





Will be catching warlords on sunday @ Vivo GV Goldclass... $25/pax... Celine was highly promoting this place, served like an emperor... We shall see, if it does nt appear like what she said, i will knock her head on the spot... LOL...

Need to start shopping for christmas presents... Big hole in my pocket... BIG one...

Last paper of the term ended this morning, as usual, the questions and me, totally dunno each other, just kept on writing what i knew, dunno really know if i answered correctly or not... MCQ, people might think its easy, but every questions seems to be like a million dollar question, every answer seems to be correct, just have to choose the best out of them, and without any phone help or 50:50 options... I saw my classmate in front, kept on looking at the paper, folding his arms, trying to communicate with the questions asking them what the hell are you asking me? Anyway, saw him after the paper, asked him how? can? he just answered me, "chui chui", crispy crispy... meaning what, gone case... First half of sem over, theres more to come...

After settling some stuffs for father, headed to yishun safra for sun tanning, the sun was strong and the sky was cleared, i left myself to tan under the sun for two hours, dun intend to tan so long cos its unhealthy, but i fell asleep, due to last few sleepless nights. When i woke up and looked at my body, yah, damn fat, but tts not the main pt ok? the skin color was what i expected, very nice... but this wont last, and even till now i can feel the heat on my body still...

Reached hm at around 3pm, stared at the ceiling, dunno what to do, went to mobtv.com and started watching one of the old drama, wok of life, 福满人间, very funny can? While watching i was thinking, what was i doing then? Totally forgot, secondary school? or poly life? Evelyn Chen was my then idol in mediacorp, so called the fifth sister, 五姐, and 5 was my lucky number even till now... At that time she was so chubby and cute, simply my cup of tea... Haha... After watching the last ep, i proceed to watch the star awards 2007 25th anniversary, when they show all the old dramas in the 80s and 90s, oh my god, so much memories. In the past, when the time strike 9pm or even before 9pm, my family would gather in front of the television and wait for the show to start, my parents and my brother, we did comment alot during the drama, and laughed along the way, sometimes we can even predict whats going to happen next and see who got the correct guess will be the director of the night... those were the days...
emo...

Had a chat with a friend of mine last night, i was asking her about a friend of ours, how is she, what was she doing? cos ever since this friend of ours got attached, she seems to have lost contact with us... I personally feel that, why some people can simply break all contacts with his/her friends once they got a partner? Are friends being classified as spared tyres in your pt of view? Feeling very sad and disappointed, we were once friends, but now... We cant say that friends or partner are more impt, its really up to oneself to balance up between friends and partner bah... I really hope to see one day they broke up, and see who can she turn to... friends are not friends anymore... Another lesson learnt, do not ever neglect your friends even when you are attached, one can live without a partner, but one cant simply live without any friends...
agree?

My christmas wishes:
Sunglasses
Jeans
T-shirt
Shoes
Dye back my hair ash
Disappear on 30/12/2007

Monday night, met up with xuan and alan for dinner @ Sakae Sushi- Herren... The service damn bad, food ordered for like 20 mins and its not here yet, till they came and ask for last order... "What? Last order? But our food not here yet leh..." She can actually answer as if they pay us to eat, "its 9.30 le leh..." In service line, using this kind of tone and words to handle customers is unacceptable can? Even untill we wana foot the bill, theres still one dish not out yet, the feedback i got was theres no such order in the kitchen, WTH, even after we informed the staff what we ordered, the kitchen just din get the order? Mis-com or what? Disappointed...

Went to KTV at bugis, TOP ONE... the one that replaced "the icon", the one beside the steamboat store. Very outstanding, first they explained the place is like, each floor has their very unique theme such as the floor we went, "Illusion", others were winter theme, ladies theme, etc... After being guided to our room, the staff introduced to us their newly imported system, and explained to us the problems they were having now and kept on apologising for the inconvenience caused. But from what i saw, other than some new songs not uploaded, no romote yet, i think the place was cool...

From the two incidents above, showed the diff standards of service, how well the service does affect the mood of the customers. A very good lesson learned...

Tomolo is the last paper for the term, haiz... i think im gng to fail all the papers... nt becos i din study, just becos when i enter the hall, the informations were left outside, my mind in a blank upon looking at the questions... What is happening, i hate this kind of feeling... suppose to know what to do how to answer, and in the end cant even answer simple questions... just cant remember a thing... I need someone to talk to, but no one seems to be available... feeling very depressed... Christmas is coming, dun really want to stay in singapore... wanna get away... just for a while...

Maybe after the paper tomolo, should go for a gym session and sweat every unhappiness out...
Im too tired...

说真的，我还真的不会唱歌。。。 哈哈！

每当和我通电话的朋友都叫我唱歌给她听时，我都想。。。 还是别吓她了。

走音，破音，没气，咬字不清，只要是人听了都马上喊停。。。

只能怪自己，小时候就把声带喊坏了。。。

Anyway, if you happen to go 7-11, you will realize the horrible increase of prices, Pokka Green Tea, now can actually cost $3.30... WTH, i was shocked when i saw the price... nvm... i went ot the provision shop beside to buy, $1.70 can? almost half the price, why? 7-11 green tea drink alady can become superman is it? Haiz... stupid...

End of first term, next week exam... sianz... Tomolo gonna stay at home and mug 24 hours... must study hard for this exam, if i make it thru this sem, i think can consider i graduate le... Haha... next sem relac le... old bird starts to relac... project-based, attachment to various companies... SHIOK... burn the books after this sem... and drink maybe... two week of holiday after exam... but not gonna enjoy cos have to earn money and return debts and pay the usual bills... ages since i last went shopping... every time study, work, stay at home... Taiwan call this "宅男"... I am one now... Haiz... Money i earned can never be mine... to spend all i like... SIANZ... when will this end? Untill i die lo...

Went for a briefing this afternoon for the final year elective programme selection and overseas attachment.Nothing much about the elective programme cos no matter what i choose, its still boring... what excites me was the OIPP( Overseas Industrial Placement Programme). Lots of choices, China, Vietnam, Hong Kong, Thailand, Australia, New Zealand, Germany, France and Japan. Im really interested in going China-Beijing to explore the facilities and the technology there, whats the life style over there, the culture, everything... So excited can? Partly also because the emo me wants to leave Singapore for a while(8 weeks for Beijing), but the main objective is to explore china's technology and the way they develop... China is not what we knew in the past anymore, i must grab this opportunity now so as to open a path for me in future when i happens to work in china... A place full of opportunities... May all the gods and my beloved friends, please pray for me...

Maybe this is the time again i can start to see whats my future is going to be like, do what im capable of. Being a Singaporean and living in Singapore, dreams and reality can hardly put together as a topic. Only the strong survive and the weak will get KO... Always had a thinking that just do what i like to do, what i enjoyed doing is enuff... but its not the reality, no money, no dreams... Only if you are successful in your career, dreams then comes in one by one, you wanna build a hut by the beach also nobody care, take over an island and develop into a resort also nobody care. I had a painful lesson and once is enuff to wake me up and shouted right into my face, Singapore's living standard is high, the market is competitive, in order to secure a place, have to outshine the rest and keeps on improving...

One has to grow up some day-
Foolish me could actually think that L.O.V.E is everything. Without L.O.V.E, I had nothing.
Its the sense of security people were looking for, you dun have a stable career, does not gives other the feeling that you have the ability to work hard for the future, tell me who wants to be with such a person? Theres no stupid people in this world, only lazy people...
Stop being childish and expect people to pity you, make them look up to you and not look down on you... Grow up...

Lonely christmas...

Last week of lessons, followed by a couple of tests, here comes two weeks of holiday... Time files extra fast for the second half of the year... Its december... A year had past... so many things changes but why din my feelings for you changes too? Am i really not that worth you taking even just a glance at me? All the memories started this month... 60 days is not easy... but i will try my best, right xue? Feeling so distracted, cant even concentrate... I must make it through this sem, and go for one year oversea attachment... im hoping... for alot of things... i need determination and motivations...

Selina: dun get too emo and sensitive, just a missed call and you could actually thInk tt im avoiding you, theres no reason for me to avoid you and i will not turn my back on you... I will always be there for my loved ones... =)

I said before, i will regret if i din watch this concert... Did not disappoint me indeed... very impressive performance by him... Really admire him, what he is today is not achieved overnight... he really worked hard and never stop improving himself... He will be my motivation... always will...