what a day...

going to work happily, thinking i can relax abit cause i only get into the train in the late evening...
before that i have a few hours to relax at office...
but when i reach there... i saw the fucking arrangement really pissed me off...
They arranged me to go in early which somebody supposed to go in... they replaced him with me... knn...
in the end i got no time to do my paperwork, little time to eat...
on my way to work, i was actually planning to take over my fellow staff's train early so that he can come out a while to relax before going in again...
but such arrangement made me feel like im being bullied by them...
ya, im new... but that does not mean i have to do more than other people so that other people can relax more than me...
nvm, dinosaurs... just wait and see...

next, this old hag manager really getting on my nerves...
just because i did not inform early enough that i will be on MC for that day,
she actually threw me a counseling form to sign...
come on la, whats the big deal....
what is there to counsel for... to have a better planning in which day to have mc???
or next time i can inform early... telling you something like this:
" er, i will be on mc next wed, cause i will be having stomachache, errr, no, this excuse i used it last time, errr... ok, i will be having headache... so... ya... i will be on mc next wed... thanks."
hows that?
stupid old hag...
because of this, i was put under review from March to May... WTF lo~
if my probation is being extended... i will hate this old hag for life...
old hag, old virgin... expired ccb...

From the first day, my colleagues had been telling me...
ITS OK TO MAKE MISTAKES... LEARNING NOW WHAT... NVM ONE... NOBODY WILL SAY ANYTHING....
cb... one mistake only, counseling form come liao...
thanks huh!!!

totally spoilt day.....................

trust no one...

New Year Resolution

Dedicated specially for you...
If i were to have a chance... you will be the one i wanted to be with once again...
at least i know you did loved me wholeheartedly...
but everything had changed all these years... you had changed, so do i...
we are from two different worlds now...
Im not a horse, and you are not a grass... Hahahahaha~~~
Wish you all the best...



Finally, had my off rest on Thursday and Friday, the past one week or rather past two weeks totally drained me out... I did almost all the spring cleaning, thanks to them going overseas at this timing, smart move huh? and i still need to work on my off days last week... super tiring...

Had a very expensive and expected not full dinner with intercon peepps @ One Rocester, yes, the ambiance was nice, on the hill like dempsy, trees surrounding the area... but still... $65++/person is way too much for me... but its ok la... once in a blue moon... its like high class zi-char... haha~ and i have to mention that i did not know it was so expensive in the first place, so please do not think that i got money to eat such an expensive dinner and no money to go out with ............ ok???

Yesterday went to my army friend's house @ Nouvo, a condo full of celebrities, Mark lee, Vivian Lai and Pan ling ling... Its $800k... but i think not worth the money... small in scale... i rather buy a HDB, cheaper and bigger in scale... whether cosy or nt is up to your creativity... as usual, played cards, lost... damn it... He is getting married in june and it so happen that that day is my off day... Haha... save my leave and save the trouble of applying... talking about this, my off days seems to be speacially arranged for all my besties' birthday, their birthdays just fall nicely on my off days!!! but not my birthday... =(

Chinese New Year 2010.
Nothing to talk about, working since day 1...
Received quite a number of Hong Baos, but gave 3/4 to my dad... filial eh... Hahaha~
gave the money i collected to my dad as an Hong Bao, wishing him good health...

Pay coming in in a weeks' time...
gotta pay off debts...
haiz...
what a card slave i am...

Genting @ end of march... still looking forward, although two members cant make it...

Resolution 2010
1)Good health for my family and friends...
2)Earn more money...
3)Get a car by the end of 2010...
4)Slim down somemore... looking for the "roller", anyone knows where to buy it???
5)Bring my career to greater heights...

Looking forward to my long weekend next week...
just nice my pay came...
Dad going to taiwan...
how i wish i can go with him...
at least there's someone looking after him...

Have a good week ahead... cheers!!!

i dunno how to describe my feelings right now...
this song says it all...






突然觉得我只是一个人
有点孤单浅浅的忧郁
我不知道明天会不会很美丽
虽然今天天很蓝
而云很白
风很凉
今天日记空白没有关系
不必每件事情都在意
不想工作
不想困扰自己
不必刻意想你
该是我的总会来
就算挑战
我不走开
一点点你的微笑
已经让我觉得温暖
我还不懂坚持
正好让我
学会去爱
我曾经看见困难
变得胆小
不够勇敢
但还是要相信
相信感觉
相信简单
今天日记空白没有关系
不必每件事情都在意
不想工作
不想困扰自己
不必刻意想你
该是我的总会来
就算挑战
我不走开
一点点你的微笑
已经让我觉得温暖
我还不懂坚持
正好让我
学会去爱
我曾经看见困难
变得胆小
不够勇敢
但还是要相信
相信感觉
相信简单