There goes my weekend,
started my spring cleaning,
come to think of it, abit too early...
but since the new so fa is coming,
might as well do it now...
Yesterday just got my pay
went to purchase S.H.E ticket...
paid a small amount to my credit card bills,
bought a Besta translator for my father... cost me a bomb, but worth it
as he is learning English now, hope this will help him understand better when we are not free to teach him...
Genting trip is confirmed... a total of 18 people going... great and fun group of people going... yeah~
excited!!!
Back to spring cleaning,
just by cleaning up my father's room, drained all my energy... damn tired...
now my father's room is damn damn clean la... Hahaha~
today, went to have my hair cut, cut short and dye... hope tuesday when i go back, they wont be too shock... Haha~
Change my roon arrangement, look more spacious now... and my laptop got a table... and i finally can put my chair into good use...
hope this new arrangement can bring me more luck, more money, more love... LOL~
tomorrow will be cleaning my kitchen, toilet and living room...
new sofa coming on Tuesday... and im knocking off at 1330... must rush home and welcome the new sofa!!!
must find time to go buy things for CNY...
Pray hard, my leave can be approved...
谈起关於你的话题
终於可以不用缺席
甚至还表现得不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近
我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气
好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起
原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱
往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候 不难过
Been waking up as early as 3.30am for the last three days...
after this morning's "suffering", i know i must have enough hours of sleep in order to stay awake at work...
slept at almost 1am, woke up at 4am. Totally had no motivation to work...
under such comfortable environment im working in, its almost impossible for me not to doze off...
hopefully im not caught and publish in the STOMP the next few days...
But the good thing about morning shift is of cos get to go home and sleep while some are having their lunch breaks... another thing is esp during weekends, those troublemakers, KPOs etc are sleeping at home... and those on the train are also sleeping, so its a smooth ride for me... who are the troublemakers and KPOs im talking about, i came across an idiot, sorry but i must say he is an idiot... he came up to me and complained that the train door can be open when the train is moving... how do he know??? obviously he stupidly go and try to open the door... is he an idiot?? His face was like he was so proud to tell me that the door can be open... and he did not realize how dangerous it is to attempt to open the door when the train is moving at a speed of at least 75kph.. if you dunno anything about how the system works, jolly well keep your hands to yourself... some other troublemakers, i would say mostly malays... put their legs on the seats, do pull ups, hitting some rhythms on the seats...
for people who tries to drink in the train, i dunno, maybe they are challenging the authorities...
but of cos, there are some passengers that i really appreciate... and babies!!! they are my motivation indeed... they are just so cute and adorable... one moment they were playing in their prams... looking at people in a very curious face... the next moment they just fell asleep... haha~ wanting so much to have one of my own...
im like the most powerful man in the train... just a stare at some kids playing in the train, they will stop immediately and sit there quietly and their parents will be grateful to me... When i asked somebody to give up the seats, they will oblige to it... felt so powerful... hahaha... so far none of them asked why or dun wish to give up the seats... if i were to meet some people like this, i will ask them to get out of MY train... HAHAHAHAHA~~~
Enough of my job...
Yesterday, another baking session of Tiramisu... in a larger quantity, after receiving good feedback from "bank's" friends... This time, with the help of the "machine", we took a much shorter time to complete... I have not tried yet... slept the whole day since afternoon, no time to try... Haha~
decided to whip up some high end dishes on CNY Eve... hopefully my leave is approved...
Some people just dun deserve me being nice to them...
they are just taking me for granted...
im not someone who will treat everyone equally good...
if i feel that you are being unfair to me, i will be unfair to you...
i will treat the same way like how people treated me...
if out of a sudden, i treated you differently, meaning to say, you did something wrong, and im sure you are in the wrong...
i will never believe that one person can be so busy the whole day... you will have your free time during lunch... you will have to go to toilet at times... no matter what, no one can be working NON-STOP... so dun give me the crap that you are so damn busy with work that you cant respond to me until now, i still din get an answer to my questions given to you two days before... i dun expect an answer right away, i waited two days for my answers and still counting FYI... its ok, i dun care... i will ask once, if you dun remember or dun bother to answer, so be it, dun expect me to answer you or respond to you when you need help... and it annoys me when you have the time to even tweet...
im not being unreasonable, why should i being myself down to accommodate when you dun deserve me doing it... i have to be fair to myself...
i dun blame anyone who misunderstood my intention cos they do not know whats happening...
after this morning's "suffering", i know i must have enough hours of sleep in order to stay awake at work...
slept at almost 1am, woke up at 4am. Totally had no motivation to work...
under such comfortable environment im working in, its almost impossible for me not to doze off...
hopefully im not caught and publish in the STOMP the next few days...
But the good thing about morning shift is of cos get to go home and sleep while some are having their lunch breaks... another thing is esp during weekends, those troublemakers, KPOs etc are sleeping at home... and those on the train are also sleeping, so its a smooth ride for me... who are the troublemakers and KPOs im talking about, i came across an idiot, sorry but i must say he is an idiot... he came up to me and complained that the train door can be open when the train is moving... how do he know??? obviously he stupidly go and try to open the door... is he an idiot?? His face was like he was so proud to tell me that the door can be open... and he did not realize how dangerous it is to attempt to open the door when the train is moving at a speed of at least 75kph.. if you dunno anything about how the system works, jolly well keep your hands to yourself... some other troublemakers, i would say mostly malays... put their legs on the seats, do pull ups, hitting some rhythms on the seats...
for people who tries to drink in the train, i dunno, maybe they are challenging the authorities...
but of cos, there are some passengers that i really appreciate... and babies!!! they are my motivation indeed... they are just so cute and adorable... one moment they were playing in their prams... looking at people in a very curious face... the next moment they just fell asleep... haha~ wanting so much to have one of my own...
im like the most powerful man in the train... just a stare at some kids playing in the train, they will stop immediately and sit there quietly and their parents will be grateful to me... When i asked somebody to give up the seats, they will oblige to it... felt so powerful... hahaha... so far none of them asked why or dun wish to give up the seats... if i were to meet some people like this, i will ask them to get out of MY train... HAHAHAHAHA~~~
Enough of my job...
Yesterday, another baking session of Tiramisu... in a larger quantity, after receiving good feedback from "bank's" friends... This time, with the help of the "machine", we took a much shorter time to complete... I have not tried yet... slept the whole day since afternoon, no time to try... Haha~
decided to whip up some high end dishes on CNY Eve... hopefully my leave is approved...
Some people just dun deserve me being nice to them...
they are just taking me for granted...
im not someone who will treat everyone equally good...
if i feel that you are being unfair to me, i will be unfair to you...
i will treat the same way like how people treated me...
if out of a sudden, i treated you differently, meaning to say, you did something wrong, and im sure you are in the wrong...
i will never believe that one person can be so busy the whole day... you will have your free time during lunch... you will have to go to toilet at times... no matter what, no one can be working NON-STOP... so dun give me the crap that you are so damn busy with work that you cant respond to me until now, i still din get an answer to my questions given to you two days before... i dun expect an answer right away, i waited two days for my answers and still counting FYI... its ok, i dun care... i will ask once, if you dun remember or dun bother to answer, so be it, dun expect me to answer you or respond to you when you need help... and it annoys me when you have the time to even tweet...
im not being unreasonable, why should i being myself down to accommodate when you dun deserve me doing it... i have to be fair to myself...
i dun blame anyone who misunderstood my intention cos they do not know whats happening...
when things happen, you pushed all the blames to me...
accusing me for just using the mouth and do nothing...
when i did something, were you there?
you were in the room fucking your gf!!!
ccb...
all you know is to push away everything...
yes, you appeared to be a good son to him, im not...
when i asked a little favor from you...
you have 183746539374 reasons to reject me...
asking you to accompany him to just one fucking wedding dinner all because im not free to go...
you looked as if im asking you to go rob a bank or kill somebody...
you never know how is it like to be "interviewed" by all the relatives...
cos you were always at home fucking your gf!!!
KNN!!!
you will never admit you are in the wrong...
you always have 1094756 excuses to turn the table around and point your fucking finger at me...
ya... you are the one who does all the housework, its because you messed it up, why should i clear up the mess for you...
its ok...
i see it all...
being filial comes from the heart, not the brain, telling you what to do when people are looking...
accusing me for just using the mouth and do nothing...
when i did something, were you there?
you were in the room fucking your gf!!!
ccb...
all you know is to push away everything...
yes, you appeared to be a good son to him, im not...
when i asked a little favor from you...
you have 183746539374 reasons to reject me...
asking you to accompany him to just one fucking wedding dinner all because im not free to go...
you looked as if im asking you to go rob a bank or kill somebody...
you never know how is it like to be "interviewed" by all the relatives...
cos you were always at home fucking your gf!!!
KNN!!!
you will never admit you are in the wrong...
you always have 1094756 excuses to turn the table around and point your fucking finger at me...
ya... you are the one who does all the housework, its because you messed it up, why should i clear up the mess for you...
its ok...
i see it all...
being filial comes from the heart, not the brain, telling you what to do when people are looking...
They are here again!!!
Yeah~ They are here again!!!
17.4.2010
Singapore Indoor Stadium
Tickets will be on sales on the 22.1.2010
If you are interested to join me... tell me before 22nd...
Not gonna wait and ask around anymore...
i am not going to miss any of their concerts...
a very satisfied day...
assisted PX in making tiramisu and marble cake...
very messy start...
because my house do not have the right machine to "beat" the mixture together...
we have to use our hands... and its G.D tiring... i had to hand it to PX... she is like a MACHINE!!!
and i admit i cant do it like a machine like she did...
it was like going back to our F&N lessons, although we are not partners... but we had gone through the same things together... whipping up lots of delicious foods for the hungry art students...
the whole process was fun afterall...
while we were having our late dinner...
poop... black out!!!!
and its not only my house... its the WHOLE BLOCK...
dunno is it because of me, over usage of power...
we have to do things in the dark, eating our desserts...
the worst thing was the second marble cake was still baking when it blacked out, so it din turn out as good as the first one...
a little gossips here and there, catching up...
small discussion about our next Thailand trip...
this time more people will be joining...
got to apply leave soon, kiasu abit...
New sofa coming... and only humans are allowed to sit on the sofa... animals will be executed when spotted on sofa... Hahaha~~~
assisted PX in making tiramisu and marble cake...
very messy start...
because my house do not have the right machine to "beat" the mixture together...
we have to use our hands... and its G.D tiring... i had to hand it to PX... she is like a MACHINE!!!
and i admit i cant do it like a machine like she did...
it was like going back to our F&N lessons, although we are not partners... but we had gone through the same things together... whipping up lots of delicious foods for the hungry art students...
the whole process was fun afterall...
while we were having our late dinner...
poop... black out!!!!
and its not only my house... its the WHOLE BLOCK...
dunno is it because of me, over usage of power...
we have to do things in the dark, eating our desserts...
the worst thing was the second marble cake was still baking when it blacked out, so it din turn out as good as the first one...
a little gossips here and there, catching up...
small discussion about our next Thailand trip...
this time more people will be joining...
got to apply leave soon, kiasu abit...
New sofa coming... and only humans are allowed to sit on the sofa... animals will be executed when spotted on sofa... Hahaha~~~
Went to Kim Hock's house for a mini celebration for Yee ping's Birthday...
Steamboat again... and this time no matter how much i ate, i dun feel full... unlike the last time at kate's house... something is wrong... Haha~
We chatted about the life in Intercon... how fun it is when all the kahkis worked together, like i always said, we dun go and work, we go and play instead... we laughed about all the stupid things that happened, the stunts we did that are hardly to be seen nowadays... but that was all in the past... good memories...
and i must apologize also... why you guys kept on having the smell of durians... not the malay family downstairs... is me... i ate some before going... and eveytime i "burbs"(dunno how to spell), somebody will say: "ne! durian smell again..." so pei seh lo... i tried to prevent the smell from coming out... but... sorry i kept quiet... Haha...
Steamboat again... and this time no matter how much i ate, i dun feel full... unlike the last time at kate's house... something is wrong... Haha~
We chatted about the life in Intercon... how fun it is when all the kahkis worked together, like i always said, we dun go and work, we go and play instead... we laughed about all the stupid things that happened, the stunts we did that are hardly to be seen nowadays... but that was all in the past... good memories...
and i must apologize also... why you guys kept on having the smell of durians... not the malay family downstairs... is me... i ate some before going... and eveytime i "burbs"(dunno how to spell), somebody will say: "ne! durian smell again..." so pei seh lo... i tried to prevent the smell from coming out... but... sorry i kept quiet... Haha...
If your relationship is on the rock... catch this...
I always thought that why couples like to quarrel even over a small matter...
i dunno if its right or wrong, its actually a way of making the bond stronger...
come to think of it, my short relationships actually ended without any quarrels in between...
they just ended, without me knowing whats wrong sometimes...
now i understand...
why some couples cherish each other so much, because they had gone through ups and downs or what they call "thick and thin" together... and during those mishaps, they realize how important are they in each others' hearts...
that's why people say that relationships without conflicts or quarrels or whatever, usually dun last... cos either one or both dun feel the importance, even if they broke up, they wont feel a pinch... in fact they do feel relieve sometimes...
"You do not feel so much for each other untill you suffer together. It is in times of adversity that one appreciates the goodness of one’s life partner most. By late president Mr Wee Kim Wee…"
Was listening to the first song on my way back home...
really do bring back lots of memories...
used the second song as our primary school farewell concert...
and i still remember the "moves" when we sang this song...
and at that time when we sang this song, we cried together like there's no tomorrow...
you know... those were the times...
really missed my primary and secondary school times...
Supposeed to be on the bed now...
started my shift work this week...
trying to adapt to sleep as early as 8pm and wake up as early as 3am...
but still, as long as i think positively... nothing is a problem to me...
although i have to work early, but i get to knock off early as well... hee~
hopefully can get my uniform tomolo...
feeling kind of extra, wearing differently from others...
Anyway, its 2010!!!
The year started off with a short getaway to Thailand with my two besties and Brandon...
Although i went Thailand countless times... er... actually its the fourth time only la...
But this trip was considered my first holiday trip... the previous trips were either training or study trips... din got to explore much...
Thanks to the two tour guides(PX and Alan),
i got to understand Thailand more,
got to watch an eye-opening show... seriously i felt abit disgusted la! but its a fantastic experience...
Was amazed by the stunts indeed...
got to eat "look disgusting but tasty" insects...
powerful massage that made me so "comfortable"...
Spent S$400 there like a king... bought way too many things... and still not enough...
we discovered a place that sells many nice and dirt cheap clothes, but its abit too late, we spent almost all our money elsewhere...
Will be going again in May, if nothing goes wrong, hope my leave will be approved... have more money to spend there...
Got myself a new year gift, Iphone...
i admit, when alan first got the iphone, i was like, whats the big deal about this phone...
i realized its really a big and good deal... this phone is a wonder... its able to give whatever information you need, update your fb anytime, anywhere, check your emails, the apps are damn cool and useful... just that its battery life is short, waiting for the time to come for its prison break...
got the phone a bling bling cover... love it...
Went to the famous four-faced Buddha... made a few wishes... hope all three of them can come true... but no matter what, will they come true or nt, i will still go back...
Hope 2010 is a great year ahead, things i have not achieve, hopefully can be fulfill by this year...
hope everyone is in good health, esp my father...
Look forward to many long weekends this year...
jia you!!!
