"Family do not hold grudges against each other..."
"家人哪来的隔夜仇.."

We fought and quarrel countless times, got beaten up by him most of the times, but still, we are brothers... the only brother who has the same blood flowing our bodies... Who dun make mistakes in his/her entire life? Its how we see things and how we forgive and forget...

Other than my family, the three of you are like my brother and sisters. 13 years of friendship, hard to come by, and even hard to maintain, we somehow did it... we quarrel and on cold wars at times, but in the end we are still together as one... I cherish this and i hope you do... To me, no one in this life will ever be more important than you. You may not think the same, but i just want to let you know that you are one of the most important people in my life...

EMPTY

A sudden feel of emptiness when i sat in the middle of Vivo City for at least 30 mins
Not knowing what to do, where to go, who to call...
Thinking about money, how to earn more money...
no matter how i plan, nothing is left to save...
Haiz...

It proved to be effective, i "looked" slimmer than before... Haha~
must celebrate!!! CALL MACDONALD!!! haha~
Or its just my illusion...
sometimes, self-discipline does play a major part, determination too~
Strictly no food after 8...
Hope i can see better result in 3 months' time...

So far managed to pass all the tests... but more to come... sianz...
got my posting and starting my OJT on Monday... hope time will pass faster...
Hope pay will come on Friday... Super Broke!!!

What if i have a car...
i can go gym after work...
i can reach home faster...
i can bring my friends to places we have not been to yet...
i can deliver my goods all over Singapore...
i can bring my father out on important dates...
i can go sentosa and sun tan on off days...
Most importantly, i can save a lot of waiting time...

but, when will that come?
with so many burdens, i think i will stick to my unlimited rides on SBS buses and NEL train for the time being...

Had a great weekend...

Watched 2012 with my besties @ J8 on the black friday(13th of Nov)... A set of numbers everyone were talking about... Some reporters even went to some countries to look for the monk who predicted this, some said its mentioned in the holy bible... Well, will die means will die one... just live our life to the fullest!!!!!!!!! Anyway, the ending abit disappointing though... Overall was good, i even try to "siam" the train!!! Haha~

Went to Abdul house for gathering after so long, have not seen them for ages!!! Haha... had a great time chit chatting and catching up with them, heard some shocking news such as, one of them just broke up after 4 years of relationship, and got a new one just one month later... maybe less than that... -_-"" like WTH~ why i dun have this kind of kang tao one... haizz.... one of them are getting married next year oct... a big bomb... Haha~ And Abdul's baby is so cute... and he was thinking why so many people appearing at his house... Haha~ Looking forward to his one year old celebration...

Sunday, went swimming with Alan, not much sun but i still got sun burn which i dunno why, had only one meal for the day, ironed my clothes and found one of my fav polo t i just bought from malaysia was stolen... KNN!!! really must invest CCTV liao... haiz...

A new week, a new start!!! ITS TUESDAY!!! THREE MORE DAYS TO FRIDAY!!!
MANY MANY LONG WEEKENDS COMING!!! JIA YOU PEOPLE!!!!

FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!

for god's sake, goodness sake or whoever's sake, can you be a more responsible person?
even if you are not interested, or whatever reason, at least INFORM!!!
you just give people a "cant be bothered" attitude, what is the meaning of this?
does keeping people in suspense makes you feel good? or even happy?

Since donkey years ago, you had been giving people this kind of attitude, be it personal or work, you just dun bother to inform those related people your intentions, what you gonna do next, what is in your mind, dun expect people to know when you dun even tell...

Anyway, because of you, i got scolded for nothing... all thanks to you... THANKS!!!
all because im nothing to you, you dun even bother... thinking that its not necessary to at least inform... nvm...

I really hope that one fine day, because of your irresponsible acts, you will make a grave mistake. This way, you will learn, in a very painful manner, since talking dun seems to help...
go ahead and say im bad mouth, cruel, nasty, whatever... some people just have to learn things the hard way...

Singapore Hit Awards 2009

Taiwanese band Mayday and popular girl group S.H.E were the biggest winners of the night, bagging four awards each



Congratulations to S.H.E!!!

Best Group Award
Asia Media Award (Group)
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award(Taiwan)
Most Versatile Artiste of the year Award

Some other awards:

Album of the Year Award: Poetry of the Day After - Mayday
Best Album Producer Award: Capricorn - Jay Chou
Best Single Producer Award: Black and White – Edward Chan, Charles Lee, Khalil Fong
Best Local Lyrics Award: Longing For – Tanya Chua
Best Local Composition Award: Ru Yan – Olivia Ong
Best Local Artiste Award: JJ Lin
Best Male Vocalist Award: Jam Hsiao
Best Female Vocalist Award: Zhang Hui Mei
Best Group Award: S.H.E
Best Band Award: Mayday
Best Composing Artiste: Sodagreen
Meritorious Newcomer Award (X4): Rachel Liang, Lala Hsu, Wong Jing Lun, Chang Yun Jing
Most Popular Male Artiste Award: Jam Hsiao

Most Popular Female Artiste Award: Rachel Liang
Most Popular Group/Band award: Mayday
Most Popular Newcomer Award: Rachel Liang
Y.E.S. 93.3FM Pick of the Pops Award: Single of the Year: Hearbeat – Wang Lee Hom
Y.E.S. 93.3FM Pick of the Pops Award: Artiste with Most Chart Hits: Mayday
Asia Media Award (Male Artiste): Jay Chou
Asia Media Award (Female Artiste): Tanya Chua
Asia Media Award (Band): Mayday
Asia Media Award (Group): S.H.E
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Mainland China): Zhou Bichang
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Hong Kong): Eason Chan
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Taiwan): S.H.E
Outstanding Regional Artiste Award (Malaysia): Fish Leong
Inspirational Award (Local Media’s Choice): Kelvin Tan
Outstanding Local Music Achievement Award: Tanya Chua
Most Versatile Artiste of the Year Award: S.H.E
Most Acclaimed Artiste of the Year Award: Fahrenheit
Courts MV Award: Kelvin Tan
i-weekly Daazling Newcomer Award: Lala Hsu

Im really a good photographer... another nicely taken photo!!! Wahaha~
Got mountain, got water, got rainbow somemore... ai seh man...~
What a good day to start off with...

Everything went well since Monday...
just one thing im cant really stand anymore...
is the lecturer's repeated quotes... such as...
rather be a fool for 5 mins than be a fool for a lifetime... 2846284 times...
anything must ask huh, if not test come out fail,
then people complain me, Lecturer Impatient... 364827364 times...
Some people huh, fail test then complain to boss, back stab me from behind ( make funny faces as if really got stabbed on the back). 4758374658 times...
some people are crooks... 74658397563 times...
and many more...
If he could concentrate on the lesson and be more focus, im sure he can finish in 2 hours...
but he took half a day... just imagine how many times he repeated the above quotes...

but he is a good lecturer la... very detailed explanations...
maybe because he ever encountered before such people that back stabbed him when he was just doing his work... thats why now he is so protective towards himself...

just like someone who got ditched/bluffed for so many times, now he/she also scared to get into relationships again... Alan, do you agree??? Wahaha~

Sometimes its better break people's heart than letting people break your heart... but will get retribution la... Hahaha...

just watched this movie 不能说的密秘 once again...
really worth watching over and over again... nice story...
watching them playing the piano gave me the motivation to learn...
really have to say sorry to px and brandon, they got me a keyboard... errr... last Christmas? which is a long time ago, and i have not touch it since then...
sorry sorry sorry sorry, niki miki niki miki..... baby~


"我已经分不清，你是友情，还是错过的爱情。。。"