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潘嘉麗 - 限時的遺忘

何維健-你走天橋我走地下道

黃靖倫 - 缺席

Everyone seems to be...
leading their own life
having their own outings
being with their own friends
living quite fulfilled...

me?
busy...
with school assignments
working

being all by myself...
sorting several things out...

what else....

Common tests coming up...
and i have not started revising yet...
time and money is never enough for me...
so much things to do, to think, to plan...

News had been so terrifying...
recessions, retrenchments, terrorist attack, riots...
all over the world...
till the day earth stood still... then there will be peace...

maybe im just not that important...
its makes no difference with or without me...
I should accept... i should adapt... long ago...
Maybe, i should be forgotten...

I need to be alone... always be...
thats my life
and
life's got to carry on, no matter what...

Was watching channel 5's forget the lyrics show... some angles of Johnathon Leong looked like Jam so much... Haha... Maybe some of you had already noticed that...

Had a very late dinner...
Very hungry cos din really eat the whole day, saving up for steamboat initially, but in the end din go...
Supposed to work... but for some reasons, i din go...
Been studying and sleeping the whole day from morning till evening...
Forced myself to stay awake during lessons, and knocked out after that...
dunno why, fridays' always a tired day for me...

心花朵朵开2 is here on mobtv!
Watched the first 5 eps...
starring many more funny people in this drama...
and my long lost idol... now a pretty mom... Evelyn Tan...!!!
I still remember i went to marina square to support her when she debut her one and only album... She was named the 5th(my lucky number) ah jie at that time in TCS! She is still so pretty ever...
And that kevin Su i think... su zhi cheng... Damn funny la... He had to act like an idiot to bluff Karen Mok... Haha... Damn funny...
Catch this drama... if im not wrong, 2/12/2008... 7pm...

Am i doing the right thing? I need assurance... can you give me the assurance? Im lost...

Last night was a very tiring night esp for me...
From 5pm i started work, been carrying all sorts of heavy things- tables, chairs and god damn it... three cartons of A4 paper... by hand... "He" described the papers are in rims... not in cartons... i tot ok la, rims, no need to take trolley... Just the three cartons almost took my life away... carried all the way up to F&B office... ITS LOCKED! GOD REALLY MUST DAMN IT!
No choice, HAVE TO CARRY AGAIN... my hands are getting cramped... Lucky my kind manager came and helped me...

A dinner full of lawyers and judges... i thought i can relax a bit... the most serving one table... THANKS LO! 1 to 2 tables, which i had never encountered since 2001 i came to this hotel! Lucky thing is that i got a very experience partner helping me... Mr. Hulk(Hock)... Thanks to him lots...
One thing good about this dinner was the guests all had very good table manners, esp muslim lawyers, they know which utensils to use for which course... unlike some, see utensils only just use... we have to change and change and change...

Im wondering if you guys still remember the channel U competition... "you are the one"
remember the twin sisters? The younger sister was there last night as usher... Very pretty...

The office gonna be moved to other location... felt rather sad...
the old office had so much memories...
LOL!!!

Now, present to you... my collections... Oh OH OH!!!



Just got the limited edition of S.H.E latest album... The box was very nice... and the stamps, the postcards... OH VERY NICE!!!



My pretty ruby... Although she was disliked by many people... because she is very hyper-active... and likes to pee anyhow... Haha... she is still the cutest... if Brandon's dog, echo gets to meet ruby... he will drool for sure... and ruby will bite him!!! Haha~

This week's ending soon! Yeah Yeah!!!
Two more months and im free!!!
Gonna start learning keyboard soon! thought of getting one at Mustafa! LOL!

Everyone had been very busy... including me...
School works got piled up like mountains...
and i just cant stop working...
Im so so so so tired...

Time is running out...

Somethings cannot be rushed... Patience is what i need...

Finally got some time to play with this application...
So cool!
check it out... photofunia...

Just finished two presentations this week, and there's more to come...
Sometimes i felt so irritated when its suppose to be a group project, 3 students a group, ended 2 students doing it... and the third one just missed classes, late for classes... I cant just shoot him off and dun let him present with us... But im glad that the lecturer noticed and asked him questions on purpose... and obviously he dun know how to answer, ended up we have to answer for him...
Seriously preferred individual projects, i only have myself to answer ...

Went Mustafa with Celine on Wednesday night after work... intend to just get her makeup remover, ended up filling one whole basket of snacks and she got herself a new quilt, felt so pity for her when she told me her blanket was those hospital use one, cover or not, made no difference...

Its Friday again! Less than 10 weeks, im graduating!
Taiwan!!! Taiwan!!!
Its gonna be fun! going overseas with my besties!
LUXY LUXY! here i come again!
OHOHOHOH!
Damn excited!!!

Feeling so tired... physically... seriously...
i dunno how to cope
i dunno how to handle
whats wrong with me?


A good friend is leaving for good in 5 month's time...
5 months will come in a flash...
she's gonna leave everything behind and go all by herself...
a new country, a new environment, a new lifestyle, a new life...
somehow or rather, i felt... sad...

Maybe few years later, i might do the same like her...
if theres really nothing here to hold me back...
Barcelona... LOL...

Please... speed up the time...
i wanna finish my studies...
earn tons and tons of money...
and leave... for good...