Raise your glasses as we welcome 2009 tonight!
Where will you be going?
Siloso Beach Party? Vivo Countdown Party? Marina Bay Celebrations?Or stay home with family?
Whatever it is, Happy 2009!!!
What have you done in 2008?
What have you achieved?
What had happened that changed your life in 2008?

Lots of achievements as well as disappointments... Family, Friends, Studies, Relationships...
No matter what, 2008 is over, bring along the good memories and dump the bad behind...
What are your wishes for 2009?
I wish...
A happy family- Everyone will be as healthy as ever!
A good career
A car of my own
Loads of money
My circle of friends will stay happy and healthy too
Slim down ABIT!
able to get all the things i wanted in 2008
The bond bwt my besties will stay strong...
and many more...

Nevertheless, enjoy the last day of 2008!
Pajamas Party coming up! Whoohoo!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!

2008 will be ending in... 2 days!!!
And me together with my usual gang's gonna say goodbye to 2008 and welcome 2009 in a unique way of our own!
A pajamas party !!!
First time having such a party, feeling quite excited... LOL...
All of us will go back in time and be kids hugging their fav softtoys... Haha...
Maybe joyce will suck her... thumb while sleeping...
PX might wet her bed... Brandon... maybe cant sleep, cos he is afraid of dark, like a timid kid...
Alan might drool... and wet the pillow... and they have to throw the pillow away cos... you know... unremovable stain and the smell... just cant go off...
Me? I will be a good boy and keep watch over them, making sure all of them sleep soundly...
HAHAHA~
Looking forward... Gonna enjoy the last day of the suay 2008...

10 days to LUXY! Hot Springs! Unresistable foods! COLD weather!
Taiwan!!! Are you guys ready for it?

Look at this youtube... Damn Funny!!!
Anyway, SHOW new album is out!!! Simply love the way he dance... Haha~

Before the clock hits 12mn...
Wishing everyone A Merry Christmas!!!
Bye Bye...

Some idiots just dunno how to drive and just stop as if his grandfather's name is Orchard Rd... or rather his grandfather bought the entire road... KNN... HE caused the rest of the cars behind to stop suddenly and people like me cant stop in time result in the above picture... A lesson learnt here... dun take things for granted... dun drive too fast... be more focus... this lesson cost me a bomb... so... drive with care...

Been having nightmares... and last night's nightmare was downright ridiculous... I committed a crime... with Francis Loo Lian Jie... Some may know who the hell this fucker is... and we became fugitives, and the funny part, it was so dramatic, we somehow broke contact, and i was on a bus, a sound came behind me, Hanwen... i wanted to turn around but he say dun turn around im francis... KNS lo... go and die la!!! His voice was so deep... like some movies... Dozens of police cars surrounded the bus and "spot-lighted" on us... we ran like dogs, but in the end, i gave up... i told the police to relax with my hands up... im scared they will come and throw me down on the floor and pin me down... That moment, i told myself, its the end of my life... and that Francis went scot-free... and i woke up... This dream will never come true... First, I wont have anything to do with this person for the rest of my life... Second, i will never commit a crime that the police will track me down like mas selamat... or rather wont commit any crime la... Haha... Im a good citizen... Im a good boy...

Some people just so idiotic and irritating...
They just cant keep their legs to themselves...
They just cant leave the seat in front of them alone!!!
All of us paid for just one seat for our own and we are sitting on it...
Why some idiots just love to frigid so... so vigorously... and somehow disturbed the one sitting in front of them?
The Cinema had designed the place whereby the space in between of seats in front and the back were so big that an elephant can actually walked through... Some people just insist on stretching their legs so much that they are able to come in contact with the seats in front...
And the most annoying part was when i turned back and stared at them, they acted like nothing had happened, thought they got my hint... BUT NO! they continued... Damn it...
Next time i should just confront them...
spoiled my mood, i should spoil theirs too...

Anyway, just watched an vampire movie, Twilight, more of a love story about a human falling in love with a vampire... rather than action, vampires fighting against vampires... Haha... Ya la, some scenes, twisting the neck, putting the vampire into fire, throwing each other into mirrors, windows... Tts all... Px was so so in love with the leading actor now... whom i think his father was better looking than him... LOL...

Oh Oh OH!
5 days to Christmas
10 days to BRAND NEW YEAR!
Christmas during army days was heart-warming ones
Had celebrations with the ones i suffered with... Missed those days... really, but dun wish to go back to those days...
After I "ORD", the first Christmas was memorable... and sweet...
Subsequent Christmas were just a reminder of the first...
Although i had my close friends with me celebrating this festive season...
But... something is missing... or rather "someone" is missing...
I hope... this year... that someone will be celebrating with me...

After watching love blossom 2, i got "enlightened"... about life...
This drama somehow linked to my everyday life... people i encountered, their character, their behavior...
What is the most venom creature in this world?
Humans...
Thats how "gossip" comes about...
Some people just like to make something out of nothing...
and some people just like to trust these people instead of the ones they are close to...

Patricia Mok and Chen Tian wen in the drama are those people that creates unnecessary troubles... and still thinks that they are the smartest of all... Lucky those whom i considered my friends, none of them are like them...
But it takes two hands to clap la... people who believes what this kind of people said are simple minded i would say... You control your own mind, not others... sometimes must think first and analysis on your own... Haha...

And one more thing this drama reflects on... the duty of a guy... its really true that in Singapore, most girls or i can say all wants to have a stable and secure life with the other half of her life... who would want a guy that had never thought of the future and have any plans? leaving them so insecure... One cant live on day by day, without any goals. Some define secure as "able to eat and live everyday is enough", but whats the real definition of security in life? When time become worse, you are still able to go through, when crisis came unexpectedly, you have the ability to overcome... I dunno, maybe this is what "SHE" expects from "HIM", and HE is trying hard to prove himself... Chance is not given, you have to earn for it... good luck... LOL...

Recently i really cant stand people that can be so fake in front of people... trying to be a nice person and making people think that ya how nice of you... but what they did behind people's back is unforgivable and so disgusted... and this really pissed me off totally... i dunno whats the intention and i dun wanna know... cause the damage is done and the scar will always stay with me for the rest of my life... i've regretted and i will never acknowledge such a person to be within my circle of friends... and dun think too highly of yourself... you are NOTHING...
But i still respect, at least i dun put any names... only people close to me knows who i'm referring to...

Damn it lo... tot can sleep early tonight... got woken up by a stupid nightmare... but its really scary... i woke up perspiring... Now i cant sleep again... Shit...
Been having nightmares recently... maybe because before i sleep, a lot of things were running through my mind... and in the end its continued in my dreams...
and i hung my clothes all over my room, and when you just woke up, your eyes tend to have "illusions", sometimes i got mistaken that theres someone standing there looking at me... but after a while and the vision got clearer, i realized its only my clothes... Haha... cause i hung my cap at the top, then my top, then my jeans, just like a person standing there... Haha...
Advise: do not hang your clothes anywhere... anyhow... Haha...

Show's new album coming out... whoohoo!
Been watching yu le 100%, Haha, the pig and the ghost really lame to the max lo...
damn funny! Wanna cut my hair like xiao gui but dunno suit my head or nt... scarly cut come out really like ghost lo...

Sianz, tomolo have to study again... friday got one paper coming up... SIAN SIAN SIAN!
maybe i can read some notes now, then i can fall asleep faster... Haha... The most effective way to fall asleep when you realize you cant sleep... Haha...

Christmas... means have to buy presents...
haiz!

This movie had indeed proven itself to hit top in Taiwan's Box office... Lots of stories involved...
that many dun really understand what this movie is trying bring across...
1.A band formed... by many hidden talents-Sales promoter, church pianist(dunno whats is the real term for her), postman, technician and policeman. The passion to music pulled them together as well as the hearts of the villagers...
2.A parcel that had not reached the right person after so many years, watching the love of her life forsaken her and left her puzzled, waiting for an answer... Finally...
3.A love that can never be accepted...
4.Only had learnt to treasure when all is gone, left with regret...

Everyone has their own story to tell... whats yours?

Proudly present to you...

潘嘉麗 - 限時的遺忘

何維健-你走天橋我走地下道

黃靖倫 - 缺席

Everyone seems to be...
leading their own life
having their own outings
being with their own friends
living quite fulfilled...

me?
busy...
with school assignments
working

being all by myself...
sorting several things out...

what else....

Common tests coming up...
and i have not started revising yet...
time and money is never enough for me...
so much things to do, to think, to plan...

News had been so terrifying...
recessions, retrenchments, terrorist attack, riots...
all over the world...
till the day earth stood still... then there will be peace...

maybe im just not that important...
its makes no difference with or without me...
I should accept... i should adapt... long ago...
Maybe, i should be forgotten...

I need to be alone... always be...
thats my life
and
life's got to carry on, no matter what...

Was watching channel 5's forget the lyrics show... some angles of Johnathon Leong looked like Jam so much... Haha... Maybe some of you had already noticed that...

Had a very late dinner...
Very hungry cos din really eat the whole day, saving up for steamboat initially, but in the end din go...
Supposed to work... but for some reasons, i din go...
Been studying and sleeping the whole day from morning till evening...
Forced myself to stay awake during lessons, and knocked out after that...
dunno why, fridays' always a tired day for me...

心花朵朵开2 is here on mobtv!
Watched the first 5 eps...
starring many more funny people in this drama...
and my long lost idol... now a pretty mom... Evelyn Tan...!!!
I still remember i went to marina square to support her when she debut her one and only album... She was named the 5th(my lucky number) ah jie at that time in TCS! She is still so pretty ever...
And that kevin Su i think... su zhi cheng... Damn funny la... He had to act like an idiot to bluff Karen Mok... Haha... Damn funny...
Catch this drama... if im not wrong, 2/12/2008... 7pm...

Am i doing the right thing? I need assurance... can you give me the assurance? Im lost...

Last night was a very tiring night esp for me...
From 5pm i started work, been carrying all sorts of heavy things- tables, chairs and god damn it... three cartons of A4 paper... by hand... "He" described the papers are in rims... not in cartons... i tot ok la, rims, no need to take trolley... Just the three cartons almost took my life away... carried all the way up to F&B office... ITS LOCKED! GOD REALLY MUST DAMN IT!
No choice, HAVE TO CARRY AGAIN... my hands are getting cramped... Lucky my kind manager came and helped me...

A dinner full of lawyers and judges... i thought i can relax a bit... the most serving one table... THANKS LO! 1 to 2 tables, which i had never encountered since 2001 i came to this hotel! Lucky thing is that i got a very experience partner helping me... Mr. Hulk(Hock)... Thanks to him lots...
One thing good about this dinner was the guests all had very good table manners, esp muslim lawyers, they know which utensils to use for which course... unlike some, see utensils only just use... we have to change and change and change...

Im wondering if you guys still remember the channel U competition... "you are the one"
remember the twin sisters? The younger sister was there last night as usher... Very pretty...

The office gonna be moved to other location... felt rather sad...
the old office had so much memories...
LOL!!!

Now, present to you... my collections... Oh OH OH!!!



Just got the limited edition of S.H.E latest album... The box was very nice... and the stamps, the postcards... OH VERY NICE!!!



My pretty ruby... Although she was disliked by many people... because she is very hyper-active... and likes to pee anyhow... Haha... she is still the cutest... if Brandon's dog, echo gets to meet ruby... he will drool for sure... and ruby will bite him!!! Haha~

This week's ending soon! Yeah Yeah!!!
Two more months and im free!!!
Gonna start learning keyboard soon! thought of getting one at Mustafa! LOL!

Everyone had been very busy... including me...
School works got piled up like mountains...
and i just cant stop working...
Im so so so so tired...

Time is running out...

Somethings cannot be rushed... Patience is what i need...

Finally got some time to play with this application...
So cool!
check it out... photofunia...

Just finished two presentations this week, and there's more to come...
Sometimes i felt so irritated when its suppose to be a group project, 3 students a group, ended 2 students doing it... and the third one just missed classes, late for classes... I cant just shoot him off and dun let him present with us... But im glad that the lecturer noticed and asked him questions on purpose... and obviously he dun know how to answer, ended up we have to answer for him...
Seriously preferred individual projects, i only have myself to answer ...

Went Mustafa with Celine on Wednesday night after work... intend to just get her makeup remover, ended up filling one whole basket of snacks and she got herself a new quilt, felt so pity for her when she told me her blanket was those hospital use one, cover or not, made no difference...

Its Friday again! Less than 10 weeks, im graduating!
Taiwan!!! Taiwan!!!
Its gonna be fun! going overseas with my besties!
LUXY LUXY! here i come again!
OHOHOHOH!
Damn excited!!!

Feeling so tired... physically... seriously...
i dunno how to cope
i dunno how to handle
whats wrong with me?


A good friend is leaving for good in 5 month's time...
5 months will come in a flash...
she's gonna leave everything behind and go all by herself...
a new country, a new environment, a new lifestyle, a new life...
somehow or rather, i felt... sad...

Maybe few years later, i might do the same like her...
if theres really nothing here to hold me back...
Barcelona... LOL...

Please... speed up the time...
i wanna finish my studies...
earn tons and tons of money...
and leave... for good...

the girl looks like Vivian chow! Very pretty!

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢


你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

Everytime we had a dinner gathering at my house, we were just as excited...
whipping up some simple foods... this time, finger foods!
Noodle wrapped XL Prawns
Bacon wrapped XXL prawns- just 10 prawns cost me 20+ bucks... and they were really XXL...
Sesame chicken
cheesy pork cutlet- Failed... uncooked inside, we din really caught the right timing...
Honey corn flacks chicken- idea from PX, to replace sesame seeds and it tasted much more better.
And a very large fruit platter...
HK milk tea with grass jelly will be our beverage...

Overall quite satisfied with the foods...
PX said we were one step nearer to our common dream...

always wanted to cook some special foods for my beloved one... but she is not here... yet...
Celine had no confidence in my cooking...
wait till you got the chance... you will love it...
Haha~

Would girls like guys who know how to cook???

Anyway, had vodka with yakult after dinner... very nice... you guys should try...

Choon left early, then Alan, then PX and beiz were the last to leave...
And here i am, all alone again...
dun know why, felt extremely lonely nowadays... letting my mind ran wild...
how i wish, you could be here... but you choose not to...
maybe i should not hope too much...
im just not the guy you wanted...

im tired...

Had a conversation with my china friend... that my heart sunk once again...

她：你婆婆生日，怎么你没去？
我: 有啊，我不能和他们去啊，我去了谁关店？
她：为什么他们不等你呢？
我：他们的爸妈在等他们一起去。
她：哪。。。 你爸妈呢？
我：他们已经到了。。。
她：你妈不要你了。。。 所以他们没等你。。。
我：。。。
我：我妈早就不要我了。。。


五年了。。。 我很想你。。。 真的。。。

纯真

长长的路上我想我们是朋友
如果有期待我想最好是不说
你总是微笑的你总是不开口
世界被你掌握
月亮绕地球地球绕着太阳走
我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙
今晚的天空有一颗流星划过
在预言着什麽

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你怎麽说

你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊
任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透
你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔
那波光在诱惑
在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎麽说

在无声之中你拉起了我的手
我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动
耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏
星星在闪烁
你会怎麽说
你已经有他就不应该再有我
世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑
我想我应该轻轻放开你的手
我却没有力气这麽做

Went marina square to meet up with PX
Got her pay and yearn for a good shopping spree...
Got KFC treat from her... the drumlets were... Whoohoo!!! Power!
And if you guys had watched the channel 8 drama at 9pm on weekdays,
you might have known Cantik... she was sitting right beside us...
At first im not really sure, but when she was about to left, her figure gave herself away...
Ya YA its her! i told px and beiz....
Haha!

Came across this i dunno what to call... those soft toys grabber machines?
Saw this stich, quite confidence that it will drop...
told the queen of grabber, PX to try...
true enough, with just one try, we got the stich!
Now i got a stich too!~ And i named it furry... Haha~
lame~

took some pics while eating popcorn... LOL

went Mustafa! Px got her right hand "Tattoo"...
did a mini shopping there... Spend close to $50... Gosh...

Damn tired!

Today just before i close the shop
a customer came and said we sold the wrong thing to her
She handed the phone over to me
i asked the guy on the phone who served him...
he say he is not sure, think is the fat one...
damn, im cursing him in silence, say me fat...
when he appear in front of me, i asked him again,
am i the one who served him?
HE SAID NO! THE OTHER GUY!!!!!
Oops, im sorry i cursed you earlier on...
Haha, so happy, im not the FAT one...

我们这一班！！！

Just came back from Geek theme dinner @ Relish...
The place was cool and the food not that impressive...
Maybe because i ordered a burger which dun taste really good...
Took lots of photos... Damn funny... Haha~
Had a great night with besties and celine...
Photos will be uploaded soon after PX loaded those photos...

Time files, started school for almost three weeks!
Its seems like started just yesterday...
Assignments, tests, quiz, projects, presentations all coming on their way...
But im sure im able to cope if i manage my time well enough...
Coping very well with the lessons' time as most of them started in the afternoon, so theres no reason for me to absent myself or even late for lesson... so far still 100% attendance... lol

没有人要内疚没需要原宥
在十字街头就相互保佑
那些体贴问候那美丽镜头
没必要一分开就变成了诅咒
相爱这一场可能是为了
能拥有一个好朋友
还是好朋友比爱人长久
不能牵的手按在心头
在最寂寞的关头永远在左右
事过情迁后升华眼泪后
思念是最漫长的享受
那无痛的伤口
还带着温柔到白头
亲吻失去感受火花烧到尽头
没有激情没有感情
有另一种邂逅
是什么叫你我
只配做一对好朋友

will we always be friends?
or can we go further than that...?

Dun like the story of the new version of butterfly lovers...
the story damn lame, Wu Chun's acting... so so only...
Suppose to be a sad movie, ended up a comedy most of the time...
Prefer the original version... 14 years ago movie... by Nicky and Charlie...


So angry after having some miscom with a ("friend"?),
how fast do they want a person with 0% exp to learn?
Come Banquet and work for one day and i will show you what is table roll people, not people roll table... KNS!
if training is more effective through scolding and being sarcastic, the trainer must be a god damn stupid brainless idiot...
Friends, please think... will you learn faster through encouragements and patient teachings or through everyday scolding, sarcastic remarks, negative comments and some FUCKING comparison?

I'm just being too KPO over other people's matter
I should not interfere anymore...
people will think that im VENTING MY ANGER!!! Damn it...
you and me can never talk in a peaceful manner...
i suppose we cant communicate though...
so be it...

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